I awoke to the strong heavenly smell of Vic's cologne, my face nuzzled in his shoulder. His arms are wrapped tightly around my lower back and thank god for that or I would probably be on the ground right now. His right hand then moves down to my butt making a smirk arrive on my face; I can't help but let out a small chuckle.
"You're awake?" Vic asks, making me suddenly realize we accidentally spent the night.
"Mhm." I mumble, pushing my head farther against him.
"That tickles." He says giggling. Oh my god that was cutest sound I've ever heard. I pull my head back and kiss under his ear, nibbling on the lobe until flipping in his tight grip so he spoons me.
"I'm gonna miss this." I state sighing. He pulls me in closer--if that's even possible--and kisses the top of my head. A giddy smile flashes on my face.
"What time is it?" I ask him. I feel him get up as I assume he looks for his phone.
"five after ten." He replies, laying back down.
"We have time." I mumble, shifting him around so I straddle him again.
"Kellin!? What are y-" He cuts himself off with a moan as I palm the front of his jeans. "W-we should, oh god Kellin." He breathes as I slip a hand down his pants. I smile and slowly grope his growing hard on. It's extremely difficult with his tight skinny jeans so I skillfully use my other hand and undo them. I let go of him for a moment to pull down his pants.
"Kellin, we should re-" He stops himself as he gasps loudly when I kiss his tip. I hear him silently curse while I lick a ring around his base. And kiss along both his V lines. Damn those are hot.
"Please." He begs. I smirk but don't satisfy him quite yet, instead however I lick him slowly from base to tip. "Damn it Kellin!" He grunts, gripping my hair pulling my head up revealing the cheeky smile on my face. "Stop teasing!" He growls. I laugh, but finally take him in my mouth, flicking my tongue and sucking hard.
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He lets out a small whimper as he comes in my mouth. It was so hot I'm rock hard just listening to him. I'm going to be left sexually frustrated all day ugh.
"Oh my lord, Kellin. You're too good at that." He says.
"Well, I don't brag for no reason." I say matter-of-factly.
"Touché." He says, doing up his pants. I smile and hop in the drivers seat sad to leave already. "I guess we should go, huh?"
"Yeah, sorry but I have to get going soon." I sigh, not at all wanting this perfect 'date' to end.
"Oh, right! I asked Mike but he said it's too late, he already made plans. Tay is apparently 'too tired to move'. So yeah. I by the way have to work, so I can't go either." He explains. I nod my head and it kind of bums me out but I bet half the time I'll sit there thinking. "That was a hell of a date." Also the neighbours there are fucking fabulous so I guarantee I won't really be seeing my family this weekend.
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And I didn't. Not once. I stayed at my neighbour, Jason Hanlin's house. We had a fling a few years ago but we just kind of lost the spark and went back to being friends. Although I've always loved how we have a flirtatious feel to almost all our conversations, him and Vic are really the only people who don't roll their eyes whenever I flirt. I got home late Sunday night and I--with the help of Jason--figured out a loop hole to Vic's little boundaries.
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Monday mornings are always fucking horrible. This one is sadly no exception. I woke up to an air horn. A FUCKING AIR HORN. My sister sure does go full on. I wasn't exactly excited for the day since I won't be getting any action for a bit. That is unless I resort to MGK again; right now though my sights are solely set on Vic.
Arriving at school was horrid. We're actually on time today (cause of that dick sucking air horn!) so the parking lot is busy as fuck. We eventually get a parking spot and I fight my way to my locker since Andy's friends stood there waiting. I felt extremely vulnerable around them but other than disgusted looks they didn't bother me much. I got out of there before Andy arrived making an uncalled for and definitely not wanted sense of relief overtake me. I hate Andy having any type of effect on me... especially one of *shiver* fear. He can't do shit and I know that but for some reason he messed with my head and left me scared. The thing in life I hate the most of all is fear. It's controlling and makes anyone not themselves. It bothers the hell out of me.
"Kellin? Did you hear me?" Someone says, vanishing any thought process from my head. I see a confused looking Matty waving a hand in my face and blink a few times trying to remember when he stopped me. "I said: Can you grab some sheets for me today in chem?" He repeats, realizing I'm dumb as fuck and don't even remember him popping up.
"Oh! Yeah of course dude! Why?"
"I have an eye doctor appointment so... yeah I'm going to be gone that period." He explains. I nod along and eventually he awkwardly walks away, me not saying another word. He seems to like me and I can't imagine why; I've never fully felt comfortable around him. Something about him just adds this awkward feeling right in the pit of my stomach. He's so sweet though, I just can't put my finger on what it is that causes that feeling.
History was lame, and that same chick from friday stared at me. What's her problem? I made my way to chemistry and sat in my normal seat next to a reading Vic. Mike hadn't arrived yet however.
"What are you read-" I tried to say but he shushed me before I could finish.
"Did you shush him?" Mike asks, finally arriving. After a short moment Vic folds a corner and closes the book.
"I had to finish that chapter for next period. I can't concentrate with someone talking to me." He explains, looking at Mike not me.
"Still reading that gay book I see." I point out. Facing the front and awaiting whatever he his comeback would be this time.
"I am." He says, surprising me by not going off about how it's a world class piece of literature. I raise my eyebrows at him and refrain from any wrong comment. Since according to him they're now off limits. The teacher walks in and I loudly groan, not at all wanting to learn today. So much for this year being about grades, I guess that ship has long sailed away.
As usual, she hands us some pointless work sheet and Vic helps Mike along. I sneakily commence my plan and place a hand on Vic's thigh, not moving it though. To anyone else it would look like it's on my lap, not his. He doesn't move so I start rubbing my thumb back and forth. Apparently that was TOO far since he pushed my hand off him. Him declining however only motivates me more. I instantly put it back on, only higher this time. Vic must have been waiting for it, his push was almost instant this time. I decide on another approach and wrap my leg around his. He tries to escape my touch but I strategized my wrapping so that he's pinned between my leg and that of the chair. He eventually gives up and I await for another possibility to touch his thigh. In a matter of moments, I got that chance.
Vic reached up using two hands to explain the effects of mixing two compounds so I took my chance to replace my hand on his thigh, rubbing it immediately this time. He stops mid sentence, his breath hitched but he quickly recovered and continued explaining chemistry to Mike. I continue to raise my hand higher and higher until eventually I hit his bulge. I smirk when the bulge begins to grow. My hand was only there for a moment before he swatted it away again. I smile, feeling accomplished and unravel myself completely, leaving him free again. I think I got my point across.
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The bell rings and Vic places a hand on my arm stopping me from getting up. I look at him quickly but he's not looking at me.
"See ya later guys." Mike says waving and rushing out the door chasing after a girl. I chuckle to myself and eventually the classroom evacuates completely.
"What the fuck Kellin!?" Vic whisper-yells. I was a little taken aback at his sudden outburst but I understand it, what I did was totally uncalled for. "What did I say about this stuff!?"
He seemed really mad. I can't help it though, being a smart ass is in my blood. "You said to stop the knowing looks, the flirtation and comments." I say, repeating his words from our date. "You never said anything about touching."
"Well I think you could've assumed that's off limits too."
"If you didn't say it, I don't have to follow it." I say smugly.
"Well I say it now. No more touching inappropriately." He says sternly, looking into my eyes, probably to make sure I'm taking it seriously.
"Too late."
"No it's not too late. Too late doesn't exist. I say, you do. That's how it goes; follow or get out of my life."
"No, Vic please. You can't cut me off completely, please." I beg, my heart actually dropped. I don't want them out of my life, they're the only good thing in it right now. Messing with Vic is the highlight of my day.
His face softens at my words. "Kels. I'm sorry but I have to if you don't cooperate."
My stomach flips at the nickname and I nod feeling horrible at myself for not respecting him like I should.
I take the chance to get up and walk away cursing to myself. I spin around to apologize and see Vic's still in his seat. I notice him fussing with his waist band and realize; I totally gave him a boner. I smile to myself and walk out the room. Although guilt adds to the weight in my heart and sinks deeper and deeper; maybe one day it'll consume me completely.
That was dark, Kellin. Too dark.