There was canola around. The sky was shining brightly. You kept looking in the front seeing the beautiful sights. But somehow these things couldn't hold your attention. Your thoughts were occupied to wonwoo, unsure of the fact if you were going to the right direction.
'Getting bored y/n?'
Vernon asked while driving.
'No!'
'Then what it is? You think this time we are gonna fail finding wonwoo hyung's?'
He said.
'I don't know Vernon. I completely forgot which way I came here with him.'
'No problem.'
Vernon showed something in phone while driving the car.
'According to mingyu hyung where we are going is okay.'
You looked at Vernon. The possibility of seeing wonwoo again made your heartbeat faster than ever. You tried to calm yourself but could not.
'What are we gonna do after getting there Vernon?'
You asked him worried. You were so nervous.
'Who? You and wonwoo hyung? What again? Kiss? I don't know..'
You sighed hearing that
'What if we do not find wonwoo there?'
'... then I think we better go back before sunset. I'm not gonna miss the test tomorrow.'
You looked at him with side eyes. Why so chill?
'Vernon! I'm scared.'
Vernon looked at you and he reacted like
'Well that was cringe.'
He said.
'Seriously. Even if we find him and- and he doesn't talk to me? O-or-'
'Then I'll talk to him. What news you want to give him?'
You looked outside of the window. The car already entered the countryside
'I don't know Vernon.'
'Then we will just return to Seoul.'
You looked at him and sighed.
'I'm really nervous Vernon.'
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The house looked totally empty. It didn't seem like anyone lived there. You and Vernon looked for wonwoo but couldn't find him.
You went to Vernon and said with teary eyes
'He is not here.'
While saying drop of tears went down from your eyes. You didn't know you were crying. But you couldn't talk.
'Well..'
Vernon looked upset too.
'But Mingyu hyung said wonwoo hyung is here.'
'Maybe- maybe he went away from here too.'
'Let's search again.'
Vernon said.
He went for searching but you didn't have the energy to do so. You were completely hopeless and guilty. Thinking that you would never find wonwoo. Nowhere!
The sun was about to set. You were standing there with broken heart. You want to meet wonwoo just for once. You will tell him that you missed him. You didn't know what else but you wanted to hug him for eternity.
You were sobbing while trying to wipe the tears. But it was overflowing.
'I'm so sorry! So sorry!!'
You sat down on the ground while crying. You couldn't take it anymore. It was hurting so much. It felt like wonwoo totally disappeared. You couldn't tell how many times you looked for him. The little cities around Seoul too, where you thought he could be there. But he wasn't.
You cannot find him! You lost him!!
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You heard a sound from somewhere while crying. You stopped crying and looked to see a cat was meowing.
'Meow!'
You saw the very familiar cat that wonwoo rescued. It was Aiko!
'Aiko!'
You told it's name while it came to you. You started adoring it without realizing why it could be there.
Meanwhile you felt someone's presence in front of you. You saw a pair of shoes from the ground. You looked up to see it was Wonwoo.
He was looking at you without blinking. There were a strawberry cartoon in his hand.
There was mud in his hands. He also had a towel on his shoulder. Seems like he went working in farm.
You thought you would tell a lot of things when actually meet him. But in real when you saw him you started crying harder without standing up.
Wonwoo sighed and got close to you taking a step. He held your arms and made you get up.
All this with Aiko's continous meow.
'Y/n?What happened? Why are you crying y/n?'
Hearing your name from him made you cry even more. Ahh you missed him so much.
He asked like nothing happened.
'Look at me y/n! It's ok.'
He tried to console you and took you in his embrace. It was warm and warm. You held him tightly like a kitten while crying loudly.
He sighed.
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Wonwoo took both you and Vernon to the living room. He served some tea and strawberries. He said that all the strawberries were from his farm.
Vernon got so surprised over the strawberries than wonwoo. He couldn't believe wonwoo knew farming.
Vernon was asking many things about wonwoo's farming while you were silently sitting on the sofa. Wonwoo was talking with Vernon and in between that he was seeing you from time to time.
'Have one y/n? It's good.'
Vernon offered you the strawberries.
He gave you one.
You were looking at it indifferently. Wonwoo noticed it too.
'Hyung! We should go back. Right y/n? Else we will be late.'
Vernon said to wonwoo.
Wonwoo looked at you and didn't say anything. While Vernon went to wash his hands and to see the house thoroughly, in the room you and wonwoo were sitting silently.
Wonwok first talked up
'I thought you already got married. It's been seven months.'
He said.
'M-married? Got married? With who?'
You asked.
'That nice guy. What's the name? Yea Joshua Hong.'
'Why would I get married with him?'
You asked getting upset looking down.
'He is so your type. A true gentleman.'
He said.
'W-wonwoo!'
'What?'
You paused and said
'Let's go back.'
'Go back where?'
'To home. Seoul.'
'Look at this. It's my home. I and Aiko lives here.'
'Please Let's go back wonwoo.. I miss you.'
Wonwoo sighed and said
'I didn't know I could be missed.'
'Wonwoo!'
You went to wonwkk and sat close to him.
'Wonwoo I'm so sorry.. I know I was wrong all along.... I led my ego wins all the times. But you were in my heart- I just didn't want to admit it. I did hurt you w-when I broke up with you without valid reason..'
'Y/n! You know- things between me and your dad do not go well. At the end we can't be together anyway. So please Don't blame yourself.'
He said without looking.
'That day while leaving I wanted to tell you that I was very guilty about kidnapping you. And do all the things against your will. I always was very wrong. I couldn't forgive myself. I wanted to disappear from your life y/n. But suddenly you are here telling me to go back.'
He said while getting up and going to the kitchen.
'You didn't have the tea y/n. Do you want some coffee?'
He asked.
You didn't reply because you were very sad about him not wanting to go.
He started making coffee while asking you about different things. But you went to him and hugged him from back.
'I'm sorry wonwoo. I cannot live without you wonwoo! All these days were like a nightmare. I just wanted to be with you all this times.'
You said these closing your eyes.
Wonwoo held your hand that was wrapping his stomach and said
'After all the horrible things I did to you?'
He turned to you.
'It was just one mistake Wonwoo. What do you mean by 'all'?'
Wonwoo put his hand on your face and rubbed with his thumb saying
'I did something for what I won't be able to forgive myself. I forced you-'
Wonwoo said holding your hands and taking smell of you.
'I cannot go back y/n.'
'Why?'
You asked with teary eyes.
He didn't answer.
'Is it because you are guilty? That you detach yourself from me? From everything?'
'You told that we broke up.'
'... yea!... but you just detached yourself from everything? From your friends who are like your family? And spending your days alone?'
You asked.
'Why did you have to disappear Wonwoo? You know how pathetic it was when I looked for you ev1erywhere but couldn't find you? I thought we would never meet again.'
You said hugging Wonwoo around his stomach.
'I thought you would never want to see my face.'
'Are you crazy?'
'No.. but you told me that- that you don't want this relationship and you hate me.'
'I'm so sorry wonwoo! These were never true. I love you so much!'
You said crying
'Please Let's go back and start from the beginning.'
Wonwoo removed your hug and pour the coffee saying
'I'm loving this lonely life y/n. Don't worry about me too much. I hate being the gangster Wonwoo who did rape his love.'
You realized the pain when he said that without blinking, while mixing sugar in the coffee.
'Y-you don't have to be the gangster Wonwoo like before.. if you want to think like that, that you are just Wonwoo, a simple strawberry farmer Wonwoo, Let's start again. You won't be the gangster anymore. We will live happily.'
Wonwoo didn't understand most of the things but said
'We? Together?'
'Yes! L-let's start again.'
'You did forgive me?'
He asked.
'I don't have any grudge Wonwoo. Why are you asking forgiveness where I can leave everything behind for you.'
You added
'And if you don't want to leave this home. I will come here, to live with you. We will have three kids and all of them will enjoy strawberries while thinking how cool there dad is!'
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You blushed even while crying.
'And if you don't want that to happen then I will come here and live with you... Will you let that happen wonwoo?'
Wonwoo looked at you and sighed
'Why would you leave everything for me? I'm not good for you.'
You took some time and wiped your tears.
'Wonwoo!.. I tried.. I tried to think that that I never loved you. Like I never met you. But the more I tried to forget you, the harder it was for me. Every moment made me realize that you are not with me. I started seeing Joshua thinking maybe the part of me what still finds you, would heal seeing someone else. But it was really funny, I wanted to cheat with myself. I found that I could never be complete without you...
I always knew it's not only a little part of me that wants you, it's actually my whole existence. I'm no one without you. I suddenly felt so empty when couldn't find you anywhere. Everything looked so phony.. nothing of this world could make me feel that I'm okay.'
Wonwoo were looking at the window seeing nothing while listening to you. It broke his heart. He couldn't say anything since he is an introvert.
'You- y-you are my everything wonwoo! I'm nothing without you.'
You saw Vernon was standing near listening to you. He said
'So let me go back alone? Since you guys want to live together.'
'Take her with you Vernon.'
You felt very bad when wonwoo said that. You couldn't say anything else since nothing worked. He couldn't understand you.
You sighed while going near the car. Everyone was silent until wonwoo said
'I need to talk to her dad. I cannot make more mistakes by ignoring her father about her.'
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'I cannot see you sad thinking about your dad... I'll apologise to him about everything. Will that be okay?'
He said holding your hands. You missed it so much. How warm his hands are!
'Please don't cry.'
He wiped the tears away from your face and gently pat your head.
You held him tightly hugging him.
'We will be okay.'
He led you cry some more time holding you without talking anything.
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You looked outside to see the charming starts from the balcony. Wonwoo came here at the evening. You got very amazed seeing him talking to your dad so gently. He has changed so much. And it surprised you more seeing your dad treating him so well.
It amazed you even more when saw wonwoo talking straight about getting married with you. You blushed like tomatoes while looking from upstairs. By that time wonwoo exchanged eye contact with you. You didn't know that wonwoo knew you were there. But his glance made you startled.
You flinched when your dad's calling bell rang. You went to his room and saw he was really busy with some files.
'Come come baby. I was thinking about calling you aunts. I cannot handle all these alone.'
He was talking about your marriage.
'Dad- dad do you actually agree with the marriage?'
You asked.
'Why not?'
He paused looking at you.
'I can tell from looking his eyes that he has changed. And most notably he just changed for you. Not for anything else.'
You went closer to him and hugged him. It made both of you cry.
'I'll come visit you very soon dad. Like every other days.'
'It's ok baby, I'll go see you often.. you know how relieved I'm to see you like this? I haven't seen you like this for many days.'
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It was a very calm and nice day. You thought not to have a luxurious wedding. The marriage happened at his place. It was very comforting in his house.
Your dad, wonwoo's friends ie scoups mingyu and Vernon also came. Three of your aunts and surely Joshua. You never thought he would manage coming here. You were a bit surprised.
There wasn't any walking from aisle thing happened. It was very simple wedding. Wonwoo straight came to you and you guys were sitting together. Everyone was enjoying their tea. It made you startled one or two times when you tried to look at his face directly.
He is totally looking like a husband. You always watched him with some jeans and denim, in some gangster clothes that you never thought he would look this perfect. Like a real husband who knows how to take responsibilities.
He was talking very normally but suddenly said
'You are looking very pretty.'
You looked at him and saw him admiring your beauty.
'T-thanks.'
'Why aren't you eating anything? Not hungry?'
'I'm kinda nervous.'
'Why?'
'All this attention!'
'That's cute.'
He smiled holding your hands. You suddenly got so emotional when he held your hands. You leaned your head on his arm.
'We will be ok right?'
'Of course we will be okay. '
He said.
'My dad said that too.. when there's love, we will be okay. We will complete each other.'
Wonwoo smiled looking at you adorably.
The end
(Guys it was really nice to have this long journey with you. I didn't know this story would get this long (like mingyu lmao). But it just got longer. Anyway thank you so much for such patience to read it till the end. Thanks a lot for waiting.. hoping to write more about new stories. Hoping you guys will be there too in the same way. 😘)
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