Don't Leave Me Behind || Namj...

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Seokjin's sudden death from a road accident was something nobody could get over. "He is dead. He isn't coming... Lebih Banyak

Prologue. Supposed To
Intro. Warnings+ Aesthetics
Chapter One. White Lies
Chapter Two. Don't Leave Me
Chapter Three. Part One. Film Out
Chapter Three. Part Two. Falling Apart
Chapter Four. Smooth Like Butter
Chapter Five. Unpredictable Fate
Chapter Six. Your Everything
Chapter Seven. Sacrificing Love
Chapter Eight. Serendipity
Chapter Nine. Safe With You
Chapter Ten. Life Goes On
Chapter Eleven. Stuck With You
Chapter Twelve. The Baby Clothes
Chapter Thirteen. Spring Day
Chapter Fourteen. Things I Do For You
Chapter Fifteen. A Shoulder To Lean On
Chapter Sixteen. RM
Chapter Seventeen. Euphoria
Chapter Eighteen. Fear Of Rejection
Chapter Nineteen. I'm Sorry
Chapter Twenty. Unchanged Words
Chapter Twenty-One. Warmth
Chapter Twenty-Two. Your Beautiful Heart
Chapter Twenty-Three. You Never Walk Alone
Chapter Twenty- Four. My Angel
Chapter Twenty- Five. Lost In You
Chapter Twenty- Six. My Stalker
Chapter Twenty- Seven. When I'm With You
Chapter Twenty- Eight. Can't Be Angry With You
Chapter Twenty-Nine. Namjoon Or RM
Chapter Thirty. I'd Rather Suffer With You
Chapter Thirty- One. Loving Your Flaws
Chapter Thirty- Two. Irresistible Temptation
Chapter Thirty- Three. While These Moments Last
Chapter Thirty- Four. You And Me
Chapter Thirty- Five. The Love Triangle
Chapter Thirty- Six. Can't Hold Back Any Longer
Chapter Thirty- Seven. Your Lips On Mine
Chapter Thirty- Eight. Your Embrace
Chapter Thirty- Nine. Heartbreak
Chapter Forty. One-Sided Love
Chapter Forty- One. Feeling Your Pain
Chapter Forty- Two. Just Between Us
Chapter Forty- Three. I'll Still Hold You Tight
Chapter Forty- Four. Every Moment Together
Chapter Forty- Five. I'm Water To Your Fire
Chapter Forty- Six. Your Existence Is My Best Gift
Chapter Forty- Seven. I Trust You
Chapter Forty- Eight. Sinful Innocence
Chapter Forty- Nine. I'll Hold On
Chapter Fifty. Blood, Sweat And Tears
Chapter Fifty- One. Stay Alive
Chapter Fifty- Two. Hope
Chapter Fifty- Three. I'll Be Waiting For You
Chapter Fifty- Four. I Can't Lose You Again
Chapter Fifty- Five. Their Hyung
Chapter Fifty- Six. When The World Fell Apart
Chapter Fifty- Seven. You're My Everything
Chapter Fifty- Eight. Beautiful
Chapter Fifty- Nine. Moving On From The Past
Chapter Sixty. Craving Your Touch
Chapter Sixty- One. I've Lost You Forever
Chapter Sixty- Two. My Home
Chapter Sixty- Three. You're The One Who Left Me
Chapter Sixty- Four. Pain And Love
Chapter Sixty- Five. I'm Nothing Without You [M]
Chapter Sixty- Six. Just For You, I Can
Chapter Sixty- Seven. Don't You Love Me Anymore?
Chapter Sixty- Eight. Lonely
Chapter Sixty- Nine. Still So Vivid
Chapter Seventy. I Can Never Really Forget You
Chapter Seventy- One. Another Night Without You
Chapter Seventy- Two. Winter's Nearing End
Chapter Seventy- Three. Three Hearts Entwined
Chapter Seventy- Four. When We Fell Apart Again
Chapter Seventy- Five. The Truth Untold
Chapter Seventy- Six. Lights
Chapter Seventy- Seven. My Only Cure
Chapter Seventy- Eight. Just Your Imagination
Chapter Seventy- Nine. The Last Time I'll Go Away
Chapter Eighty. Gray Clouds And Indigo Skies
Chapter Eighty- One. I'll Never Leave You Behind
Epilogue. Part One. Growing Old Together
Epilogue. Part Two. Our Undefeated Love

Special Chapter. The Moon Pendant

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"Hmph, where is Joonie at?" Jin said with a pout, walking quietly down the pathway alone, a pink tulip being twirled between his fingers.

He looked around the field, humming to himself softly as his doe eyes took in the beautiful scenery of nature before him, flowers in full bloom, the indigo sky and colorful butterflies...

Jin found Yoongi lying on the grass far away near the lake, head resting over one of his arms that was folded underneath to act as a pillow, and one of his knees was raised as he pointed at the sky to Hoseok and Jimin, who were there sitting beside his head. And they looked up at the sky, laughing with the feline-eyed, Hoseok stroking Yoongi's hair and Jimin holding the flower crown he was making the whole time.

Probably studying the weird shape of a cloud.

Smiling, Jin looked on the other side to find the youngest two under an old-looking tree, Taehyung sitting on the swing made of vines and giggling loudly as Jungkook stood behind him, pushing him back to the front every time he swung back, the maknae laughing with mirth as well.

After seeing the five boys, Jin started feeling lonelier, and his pout became more supreme as he let out another one of his 'hmph's, walking by himself again, eyebrows furrowed cutely. The sudden wind made his long brown bangs fly back out of his face, and when he went a little further, he was all alone.

"Stupid Joonie, where has he gone?" He sang quietly, sulking as he kneeled down before the tulip bed and picking more of the flowers.

His thoughts were only focused on the missing long-haired man as his nimble fingers worked on tying the flower stems together to form a flower crown. Soft sounds of impatience and loneliness left his lips now and then, longing for his lover's presence, his beautiful dragon eyes, warm embrace and sweet kisses.

"I miss you," he mumbled softly with a sigh once he was done with the crown and had adjusted it on top of his head, making his fluffy brown hair look more pretty with the ornament.

Jin proceeded on making flower bracelets for his small slender wrists, and as they hung from them, making his perfect arms look more beautiful, a sweet plump smile crept to his rose-pink lips, the corners folding and making his cheeks look more cute and puffy.

Humming to himself, the angelic male sat back and stretched his long curvy legs out before him, skin perfect, pale and glowing in the sunshine. Jin smoothed down his robe-like clothes, spreading them around to surround him like white waves of silk.

"Joonie, my love, where have you gone?" Seokjin said softly as he bent his knees and brought them to his chest, resting his face against the soft bareness, hugging his legs tight.

No answer was given to his question, and it made the young male whine with the prodding thought that his lover didn't care about his boredom. With a fussy huff, the beauty gracefully got up, his light clothes swishing up and floating around him as he walked off with a little bunch of daisies in his gentle hands.

"Jinnie!"

Seokjin froze in his place, heart fluttering and filling with love and happiness when he heard the deep voice, dreamy and cheerful.

He slowly looked over his shoulder to see Namjoon standing on the other side of the field, a few feet away, smiling at him softly, his silky black hair drifting with the wind and dark eyes intense with adoration.

Seokjin smiled back, wanting to run straight to his man and get engulfed in a tight hug, but he moodily looked away instead. "Hmph!"

Namjoon's happy little bubble burst when he saw his feisty little angel turn his back on him and flounce away, his soft white shawl hitting him gently in the face as the latter began to leave.

"Baby, what's wrong?" The taller man whined, going after his annoyed lover.

"Go away!" Jin said too cutely to be taken as angry.

"Nope, you need to talk with your Joonie first."

Namjoon grabbed the small male by the shoulders, pulling him back gently and backhugging him, crossing his strong arms over his Moon's soft chest, pinning his back to his own chest. Seokjin merely squeaked in surprise, and then gave in, allowing himself to lean back against him with complete submission and dependence.

"Now, tell me," Namjoon whispered right next to his ear, making Jin's cheeks bloom red with a blush. "Why is my precious Prince so angry?"

"You left me all on my own!" Seokjin said, his bottom lip jutting out.

"I'm so sorry, love," Namjoon smiled, peppering the smaller male's bare shoulder with butterfly kisses and making him giggle in his hold at the ticklish feeling.

"Stop!" Seokjin's open and carefree laughter, hardly kept back, was the sweetest music to Namjoon's ears, and it will always be. "J-Joonie! Omo- I can't breath! AHAHAHA- Please, stop!"

The long-haired male gave into his lover's pleads, stopping with the feathery kisses and pressing a firm one on his bread cheek. "I found something for you, so I was away to get it," he finally confessed.

Seokjin turned around in his arms, snuggling up to him with his hands still holding the daisies, and his doe eyes glittered with curiosity. "What did you get for me, Joonie?"

"Something special to your heart," Namjoon smiled, his large palms flattened protectively around his angel's small waist and back.

"What is it? Tell me!" Seokjin whined, fluttering his hooded eyelids and batting his lashes at his lover in a proceeding manner.

Namjoon smiled at his sweetheart's coy behavior, putting his hand in his pocket and bringing out a shining piece of fine jewelry, before holding it out to Seokjin, whose eyes became big with surprise and happiness as he gasped, taking it in his chubby hands after tucking his daisies under his neckline over his chest.

"The moon pendant that was your first gift to me!" Seokjin said in awe, holding the necklace close to his face as he took in every detail of it, having unconsciously missed it for so long.

The diamond stone pendant shaped like the crescent moon sparkled and was as good as new, just like the time Seokjin had first admired it from outside the shop window back on earth, and the missing piece to the silver chain around his neck.

"The very same one," Namjoon cooed as his Prince looked at the jewelry with wide adorable eyes and puffy cheeks, lips being slightly parted.

When Seokjin looked back at the larger man, his lovely eyes were teary from happiness. "P-put it on me," he said, taking off his chain and holding it out to Namjoon so that he could slip the pendant onto it.

As Namjoon's own moon stood still, playing with his hands, he walked around with the pendant necklace to stand behind him again, placing the chain back around around his pretty neck. One of his hands went up to brush his fingers into Jin's soft chocolate brown hair, pushing them away from his nape as he used his other hand to put the jewelry on.

"There you go, my Prince," Namjoon said softly, making Seokjin twirl around to face him, his wet eyes meeting his sharp dragon-like ones as he felt the necklace, resting on his cleavage, with his fingertips. "You look beautiful... No. You look more beautiful than the word 'beautiful'. Always."

Seokjin gave a shaky laugh and wrapped his arms around his neck, standing on his tip-toes to be able to press his soft plush lips to Namjoon's, pulling him down for a sweet, loving kiss. The taller man engulfed his small angel in his arms, picking him up so that his plump legs were around his waist, as their entwined lips moved gracefully.

Namjoon's moon finally cheered up again, giggling when the long-haired man pressed kisses to his elongated neck, head thrown back in laughter and eyes closed shut, wet eyelashes kissing his rosy cheeks, while he was carried by his gentle giant, who held him up with his large hands under his bare thighs, his clothes trailing on the ground.

"Thank you for bringing my little moonie back to me, Joonie," Seokjin said sweetly, indicating the pendant necklace, and he relaxed in Namjoon's strong grip, arms clinging onto his shoulders.

"I didn't bring it. It returned on it's own to you."

"Still, thank you."

"Am I forgiven, then?" Namjoon asked with a sly grin, admiring the ethereal male he was holding up, his heart beating fast with love and warmth.

"Yes, I thought that was obvious!" Seokjin giggled, cupping the handsome face of his lover and pecking his nose. "I love you, Joon-ah."

"I love you too, Moon." Namjoon grinned widely at the cute kisses his face was being peppered with, eyes almost closing and his dimples deepening.

"You're so cute!" Jin squealed, poking the hollowness on his man's cheeks. "My precious heartbeat."

"And you're someone I love without a stop." Namjoon placed another kiss on his collarbone, and one on his plump red lips. "My only sanity."

And they connected their foreheads together, smiling, losing themselves in a world of their own, the world of Kim Namjoon and Kim Seokjin. And their love, obviously.

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Here's the long awaited special chapter I'd been talking about! Another small part of some Namjin fluff!

I hope you liked it!

Now, I know I wasn't planning it, but who's ready for a SEQUEL?!

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