Don't Leave Me Behind || Namj...

By HavinAFullOnGayPanic

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Seokjin's sudden death from a road accident was something nobody could get over. "He is dead. He isn't coming... More

Prologue. Supposed To
Intro. Warnings+ Aesthetics
Chapter One. White Lies
Chapter Two. Don't Leave Me
Chapter Three. Part One. Film Out
Chapter Three. Part Two. Falling Apart
Chapter Four. Smooth Like Butter
Chapter Five. Unpredictable Fate
Chapter Six. Your Everything
Chapter Seven. Sacrificing Love
Chapter Eight. Serendipity
Chapter Nine. Safe With You
Chapter Ten. Life Goes On
Chapter Eleven. Stuck With You
Chapter Twelve. The Baby Clothes
Chapter Thirteen. Spring Day
Chapter Fourteen. Things I Do For You
Chapter Fifteen. A Shoulder To Lean On
Chapter Sixteen. RM
Chapter Seventeen. Euphoria
Chapter Eighteen. Fear Of Rejection
Chapter Nineteen. I'm Sorry
Chapter Twenty. Unchanged Words
Chapter Twenty-One. Warmth
Chapter Twenty-Two. Your Beautiful Heart
Chapter Twenty-Three. You Never Walk Alone
Chapter Twenty- Four. My Angel
Chapter Twenty- Five. Lost In You
Chapter Twenty- Six. My Stalker
Chapter Twenty- Seven. When I'm With You
Chapter Twenty- Eight. Can't Be Angry With You
Chapter Twenty-Nine. Namjoon Or RM
Chapter Thirty. I'd Rather Suffer With You
Chapter Thirty- One. Loving Your Flaws
Chapter Thirty- Two. Irresistible Temptation
Chapter Thirty- Three. While These Moments Last
Chapter Thirty- Four. You And Me
Chapter Thirty- Five. The Love Triangle
Chapter Thirty- Six. Can't Hold Back Any Longer
Chapter Thirty- Seven. Your Lips On Mine
Chapter Thirty- Eight. Your Embrace
Chapter Thirty- Nine. Heartbreak
Chapter Forty. One-Sided Love
Chapter Forty- One. Feeling Your Pain
Chapter Forty- Two. Just Between Us
Chapter Forty- Three. I'll Still Hold You Tight
Chapter Forty- Four. Every Moment Together
Chapter Forty- Five. I'm Water To Your Fire
Chapter Forty- Six. Your Existence Is My Best Gift
Chapter Forty- Seven. I Trust You
Chapter Forty- Eight. Sinful Innocence
Chapter Forty- Nine. I'll Hold On
Chapter Fifty. Blood, Sweat And Tears
Chapter Fifty- One. Stay Alive
Chapter Fifty- Two. Hope
Chapter Fifty- Three. I'll Be Waiting For You
Chapter Fifty- Four. I Can't Lose You Again
Chapter Fifty- Five. Their Hyung
Chapter Fifty- Six. When The World Fell Apart
Chapter Fifty- Seven. You're My Everything
Chapter Fifty- Eight. Beautiful
Chapter Fifty- Nine. Moving On From The Past
Chapter Sixty. Craving Your Touch
Chapter Sixty- One. I've Lost You Forever
Chapter Sixty- Two. My Home
Chapter Sixty- Three. You're The One Who Left Me
Chapter Sixty- Four. Pain And Love
Chapter Sixty- Six. Just For You, I Can
Chapter Sixty- Seven. Don't You Love Me Anymore?
Chapter Sixty- Eight. Lonely
Chapter Sixty- Nine. Still So Vivid
Chapter Seventy. I Can Never Really Forget You
Chapter Seventy- One. Another Night Without You
Chapter Seventy- Two. Winter's Nearing End
Chapter Seventy- Three. Three Hearts Entwined
Chapter Seventy- Four. When We Fell Apart Again
Chapter Seventy- Five. The Truth Untold
Chapter Seventy- Six. Lights
Chapter Seventy- Seven. My Only Cure
Chapter Seventy- Eight. Just Your Imagination
Chapter Seventy- Nine. The Last Time I'll Go Away
Chapter Eighty. Gray Clouds And Indigo Skies
Chapter Eighty- One. I'll Never Leave You Behind
Epilogue. Part One. Growing Old Together
Epilogue. Part Two. Our Undefeated Love
Special Chapter. The Moon Pendant

Chapter Sixty- Five. I'm Nothing Without You [M]

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By HavinAFullOnGayPanic

Warnings: swearing, and SMUT!

"J-Joonie," Jin's eyes were still glossy with tears as he looked deeply into Namjoon's own wet ones, both of them taking deep breaths after they'd pulled back from the passionate kiss.

"Yes, Jinnie?" Namjoon held him close to his chest, arms around Jin's wide shoulders, the latter's small body fitting so perfectly in them.

He was repeatedly leaving kisses all over his moon's face, wiping away all the traces of tears on it, feeling how soft his warm cheeks were, glowing as they'd not had in months. Jin was looking up at him with his pretty doe eyes the whole time he did it, his own fingers tracing over Namjoon's face, swiping over the tears that'd left tracks down his cheeks as well.

Jin trembled a little as he held himself up on his tip-toes, Namjoon wrapping his arms around his narrow waist protectively as he kissed his lips, then brought his mouth close to his ear, whispering with his voice cracked, "Make love to me, please."

Namjoon felt a shiver run down his spine when he heard that soft whisper, so sweet and pleading him to love him, cherish him, and he just wanted to break down all over again as he subconsciously held Jin closer so that there was absolutely no space between them.

He wanted to give Jin what he wanted, what they'd both been craving for- a love beyond just kisses, hugs and soft words. To feel the deeper connection of two hearts entwined. Hell, Namjoon wanted to worship every inch of his ethereal lover's existence, but he wanted to be sure that Jin really wanted to give him the permission to. He didn't want him to regret it.

Jin seemed to have understood what Namjoon was thinking about just by the look in those deep thoughtful dragon-like eyes, and he pressed his lips to his cheek before whispering in his ear again.

"I'll never regret a single thing about you and me. About us. So, please, stop hesistating. I really want this, Joonie. I w-want you. I may be physically weak at present, but I know that you can never hurt me. Just love me, p-please. I n-need you right now."

Namjoon saw the look of longing for him in Jin's misty brown eyes, and he found it impossible to turn down his melodiously angelic voice begging so sweetly to him like this. He leaned down, caressing Jin's cheek as he briefly pressed his lips to those luscious red ones. So soft, so prefectly melting against his own.

"I'll give you everything you want, my prince," he whispered, their faces so close that their warm breaths hit each other's lips. "I'm going to take such good care of you. Leave it all to me, baby."

Jin looked at him with eyes full of trust as he nodded slowly, his hands going up Namjoon's broad chest and arms wrapping around his neck. "I trust you, Joonie."

Namjoon growled lowly deep in his throat as their lips met in another slow, passionate kiss, and after a while of holding Jin to him as their mouths moved in sync, he hoisted Jin up in his arms, the latter's slender legs dangling high up in the air as he carried him back to their bed, holding him bridal style.

Not breaking their kiss, Namjoon slowly laid Jin down on top of the soft mattress, hovering over him, arms clasped around his curved waist once again, the latter still having his own ones around the younger's neck. Jin's legs were parted and were on either side of Namjoon, letting him get easier and closer access to him and his lips.

Jin felt that familiar warmth and feeling of safeness spread all over his body as Namjoon's hands roamed up and down his smooth sides and plush thighs, feeling every inch of him through his clothes, and he never seemed to get enough of him. Their lips parted, and they opened their eyes so that their gazes met, seeing the want and trust in them.

Then Namjoon suddenly got off from the top of Jin, who sat up, a low whine leaving him as his lips wobbled, but the younger quickly comforted him with a peck on the lips and a soft smile. "Hold on a moment, baby. I don't think RJ needs to see us right now. Or Koya."

Jin stopped in his tracks and then blushed, nodding shyly as his eyes widened a little in realization. Their children definitely weren't seeing or hearing them. He wouldn't have that.

Namjoon took the RJ plushie, getting off the bed and walking across the room to get Koya from his table as well, heading over to the wardrobe and placing them on top of a pile of clothes.

"There, now, be good and don't listen to what your appas are about to do," Namjoon spoke to the plushies with a grin as Jin broke into helpless giggles, patting their heads before closing the wardrobe.

They were new and inexperienced with only limited knowledge, but they were so in love despite it's young existence that they felt safe and brave enough to be more intimately together.

Namjoon turned to Jin, who was sitting on the bed with his legs folded to one side, leaning back with his hands resting on the bed. Namjoon walked over to him, kissing him again, this time the blonde moaning softly into it, excited.

"You ready, Jinnie?"

"Mmh, y-yeah."

"I'll go slow. Tell me to stop when you feel uncomfortable, or if you don't like it, hmm?"

"Okay, Joonie."

Namjoon gently pushed Jin back against the pillows, getting on top of him again, using one hand to hold himself up while the other cupped Jin's face as he began to trail soft feathery kisses from his jaw and down his smooth unmarked neck, so slender and pretty. Jin closed his eyes, shivering at the feeling, one of his hands lying on the pillow beside him, the other having it's fingers curled into a fistful of Namjoon's mint blue mullet.

What would he be like once Namjoon and he finally became one, if just these little innocent kisses were driving him crazy? The thought had Jin whimpering, his blood rushing south and an uncomfortably tight feeling in his sweatpants making him rock his hips a little.

"J-Joonie, more," he pleaded, his glossy eyes fluttering open to meet Namjoon's, and Jin wrapped his legs around the latter's middle, pulling him down so that they were chest to chest, their crotches touching.

Namjoon listened to his request, attaching his lips to Jin's again, muffling the loud pleasured moans he let out as he grinded onto him, the friction between their clothed members causing sparks of pleasure to ripple and course through every nerve of their gently caressing bodies, arousing them both.

Lips moving from Jin's and going to attack the unmarked and sensitive skin of his elongated neck- kissing, licking, biting and sucking- Namjoon's hand trained down to the hem of his pink and white chequered shirt, playing with it for a moment as he tried to decide if he should take it off, when Jin tugged at his hand, motioning him to continue in between his whimpers of pleasure, feeling Namjoon's hot mouth against his skin, torturously sucking at his sweet spot.

Namjoon, panting from arousal and want just like Jin, pulled back a little and tried to unbutton the shirt with shaky hands, his boyfriend helping him, and finally when none the buttons were left to be unbuttoned, Jin slowly let the material slide off his beautifully sculpted shoulders, eyes never leaving Namjoon's as his cheeks heated up. He was shy and nervous, but the younger made him feel confident as well. He knew that he was beautiful.

"Fuck," Namjoon rasped, his predatory eyes taking in the ravishing beauty under him, ready for him to be claimed and marked by. And only by him.

He wanted to see every inch of Jin's milky white skin, healthy with a rose tint, and immaculately sculpted body like the one of a Greek god, covered in his love bites. From his broad shoulders, gracefully sculptured collarbones, toned chest, soft flat tummy with delicately traced abs, his tiny waist, curvy hips... And lastly, those gorgeous thighs, still hidden under their confinement. He wanted to paint every glowing feature with vivid marks, the reminder of his love for the sinful angel underneath him.

With that in his mind, he went down to trail wet kisses from Jin's neck, now covered in small but dark hickeys, to his bare and perfect collarbones, sucking and leaving more red and purple marks on them. A clear proof that Jin was his lover to the rest of the world.

"You're so beautiful, hyung," Namjoon whispered huskily as he moved his lips and kissed the shell of Jin's ear, the latter letting out soft moans, his fingers curling more tightly around his mint hair, his other hand gripping hard on Namjoon's shoulder. "So breathtakingly beautiful."

He went further down and latched his mouth to Jin's right nipple, swirling his tongue around the pink erect bud and sucking, making the latter let out a high-pitched moan of pure pleasure that shot through his whole body, arching his back and throwing his head back on the pillow.

His fluffy blonde locks cascaded the pillow, eyes closed and plump mouth open, his grip on Namjoon's hair and shoulder getting more fervent. His prominent dark eyebrows tightened, enhancing the beauty of his closed eyes, long silky eyelashes kissing his cheekbone, dusted red, quiet and endearing whimpers leaving his lips.

Jin already felt like he was on cloud nine, Namjoon's mouth and warm, wet tongue around his sensitive nipple, his veiny hand playing with the left one, rosy pink and sensitive, squeezing and twirling it between his thumb and forefinger so that it wasn't left neglected. Jin could only imagine how he could handle the younger's touch when they finally made love. The reminder made Jin grow impatient, and his sweatpants began to feel tighter, making him squirm a little in discomfort.

"J-Joonie, h-hurry up~" he choked out, shaking the other's shoulder a little as he moved his hips up against nothing, whining at the lack of friction.

But Namjoon took his time, his hands still playing with Jin's buds as he slowly made his way down the older's torso. He'd left marks all over the blonde's pale soft chest like a canvas of red and purple, and his lips now dragged along painfully slow, kissing every inch of Jin's small tummy to right over his belly button piercing, which had a purple jewel dangling to one side.

Jin squirmed underneath him, moaning and whimpering, simply unstopping now, feeling a pleasurable heat forming in his stomach with every touch of Namjoon's soft warm lips against his skin. Softness against softness. The blonde grew more and more aroused with time as Namjoon's kisses neared southward by every inch.

Even in a situation like this, when the air was filled with sinful moans and arousal, Jin still couldn't help but notice the love and admiration in Namjoon's intense stare as he hovered over the one long scar on Jin's side, the cut there having finally healed, and the stitches removed.

The mint-haired gently traced his fingers over the scar with deep adoration and awe, before slowly leaning down to kiss it, making Jin purr with delight. The kisses he peppered all around and over the scar, were more gentle, but his actions were still so slow and dedicated that it still felt like Namjoon was worshipping his body, his presence, and his existence.

This careful behavior made tears pool in Jin's beautiful eyes and he let out a sob, feeling so appreciated and valuable like he'd never done before. Namjoon immediately moved up to press his lips lovingly to Jin's, the latter immediately responding to it with tears flowing down his cheeks from his closed eyes, both of them moving their lips gently in sync with deep and meaningful passion.

"So beautiful," Namjoon whispered between kisses, his large hands sliding down Jin's bare torso, feeling every curve and crevice, never seeming to get enough of him. "My beautiful moon."

"Aah, J-Joonie~" Jin moaned sultrily, his whimpers being the sweetest sound to Namjoon's ears, apart from his happy giggles and laughs. "Give me m-more, please, mmh~ I n-need you."

"Patience, love," Namjoon whispered, kissing away his tears as his hands went further down to the waistband of Jin's sweatpants, undoing the lace and fidgeting with them as he looked up at his boyfriend's beautiful flushed face, begging for more.

Namjoon pulled Jin's sweatpants down with his underwear and tossed them onto the floor with his eyes fixed on the latter's face, seeing his eyes screw shut and his lips part when he let out a cute gasp, his now bare lower body exposed to the cold air as well.

He tried to curl up, suddenly realizing that he was completely naked for Namjoon to see, but the latter held his legs apart, covering his body with his as he hovered on top, pressing a sweet kiss to Jin's crimson cheek. Seokjin was so unlike him- small, petite and pink- but so perfect to be intertwined with his large, muscular and tanned body. Two different people, one true love.

"Don't hide from me, baby," Namjoon cooed in Jin's ear, holding him by the back of his plump thighs. "Let me admire how gorgeous you are. My beautiful hyung."

Jin only moaned in response, Namjoon's praises pleasing him so much that he felt himself getting harder, beginning to leak precum. Noticing, the mint-haired man grinned, and keeping his eyes fixed on Jin's, he licked him off, swirling his tongue over the tip, causing the blonde to throw his head back and move his hips, mewling in pleasure.

"Mm~ Joonie, m-more. Please, I-I w-want m-mo-" Jin was cut off by a series of moans leaving his plush lips as Namjoon sucked and left several hickeys littering his soft inner thighs.

"So. Fucking. Pretty. Mine." Namjoon let out a low growl, biting down on Jin's soft skin and sucking harshly to leave a big and dark purple mark close to his crotch, looking more prominent among the rest of the bite marks, possessiveness taking over the dom.

Namjoon had intended to be slow and gentle, but the thought of only him being able to see Jin like this, naked, moaning and begging to be ruined, and only him being able to make him like this, had called out the possessive side of him. Jin was only his lover, and his only.

"J-Joonie, b-baby, pl-please," Jin pleaded, his arousal becoming more intense as he tried to lock his legs around Namjoon's neck, trying to bring him closer to his erection. "M-more."

"Does my prince want more?" Namjoon hummed sweetly, going back up to kiss Jin's cheek as the blonde nodded eagerly, hands caressing the back of his thighs. "Want me to finally fill you up? Want to feel me thrust in and out of your tight little heat? Hit your sweet spot over and over again and make you cum? Tell me what you want, baby."

"Mmh~ want- want y-you, Joonie," Jin begged, swallowing hard and moaning again as Namjoon's thumb barely ghosted over his slit, his dimpled smirk driving him crazy at this point.

The blonde's eyes grew teary, hating how he wasn't getting what he was wanting so much. "P-please, Joonie! I n-need y-you, please!" He sobbed, arms around Namjoon's neck, clinging to him. "Please, J-Joonie."

Namjoon finally stopped teasing him, not being able to take it much longer either. He found his jeans becoming unbearably tight at that point, his own cock hardening at the sight of Jin's messed state, completely nude and ready to be ruined underneath him, his naked beauty and arousal making things even more sinful.

"I'll give you what you want, sweetheart," Namjoon whispered again, kissing Jin's puffy red lips, a whimper escaping them.

Jin watched in a daze, panting and his chest heaving up and down, as Namjoon peeled off his gray t-shirt, pulling it over his head and taking it off, throwing it somewhere on the floor and leaving his sweaty and perfectly sculpted torso bare for Jin, who moaned at the sight of his broad chest and strong muscled abdomen, his biceps rippling with muscle. It was as if he'd become more buff over the months since Jin first saw him shirtless, and the blonde drooled at the huge difference.

Namjoon smirked, reaching out to swipe his thumb over Jin's mouth, leaning down to kiss his adorable button nose. "Like what you see, angel?"

His answer was a pleased moan and an impatient tug at the waistband of his jeans, so without wasting another moment, Namjoon unbuttoned his pants, unzipping them before slowly sliding them off his legs sensually, followed by his boxer shorts, revealing his aching hard-on.

Namjoon smirked as he hovered over the blonde, thoroughly enjoying as he watched the blush on Jin's face bloom a darker shade, his doe eyes widening with his plump bottom lip caught at one corner between his teeth as he took in the mint-haired male's huge length and girth, the muscled curve of his hips and those thick thighs that were enough to crush Jin's fragile neck.

"Y-you're so b-big," Jin's voice was awed, feeling his walls clench around nothing as his small hand reached touch Namjoon, stroking him, a grunt escaped the male dominating. As he imagined how full Namjoon would make him feel, another impatient moan slipping his tongue, tossing his head back prettily as his hand went up to clutch the buff male's shoulders. "J-Joonie, p-please, make love me. P-please, please. I n-need you i-inside m-me, now."

Namjoon wiped away Jin's tears and kissed his forehead before reaching over to the nightstand, pulling the topmost drawer open and bringing out a vanilla-scented lube, taking a generous amount of it and coating his fingers in it. Back when he'd first started dating Jin, Yoongi got it for him as a congratulating gift on "growing balls". He never thought that this would actually come as handy at a moment of urgency.

Meanwhile, Namjoon's blonde beauty lay underneath him, biting down on his thick bottom lip, his body heating up even more at the thought of having those long fingers slipping inside him, his flushed cock twitching as he bit back a moan.

"J-Joonie," he purred invitingly, wrapping his arms around the mint-haired man when he put down the lube back in place and returned to him.

Jin spread his legs and locked them around the other's middle to give Namjoon easier access to his raw pink expanse, nuzzling his face in the other's chest and whining softly. The younger man kissed his head, taking in the flowery scent of his hair.

"Try to relax, okay?" Namjoon whispered to him, holding him under the thigh and pushing it back to get better access, his finger circling Jin's rim.

"O-oh, y-yes." Jin whined softly, his body shuddering as he felt Namjoon's finger at his entrance.

The mint-haired looked at the blonde in the eyes as he rested his head on the pillow underneath him, and pushed the first lube-coated finger in. Jin whimpered at the foreign feeling, his grip around him tightening, and Namjoon pressed his lips onto his in attempt to distract him.

Jin immediately kissed him back, bring his hands down to cup Namjoon's face, their lips moving softly in sync as the blonde tried to get adjusted, riding the younger's finger to indicate that he was ready for another one. So, the mint-haired male added a second, earning a pained cry from Jin, who pulled back from the kiss, trying to bear the pain of being stretched for the first time, his eyes squeezed shut, bottom lip being bitten down with his teeth.

Namjoon kissed down from his Adam's apple to his chest and stomach, and when he reached Jin's hardened cock, he took it in his mouth and bobbed his head up and down, swirling his tongue over the tip and length as he stretched his virgin hole, scissoring his fingers. Jin threw his head back, moaning loudly in ecstasy as Namjoon sucked him off, distracting him from the slight pain as he added a third and fourth finger to loosen him enough to be able to take him.

Once all his fingers were knuckle-deep inside Jin, Namjoon began to move them around and stretch Jin as he deep-throated him at the same time, sucking him off with more speed and vigor. Overstimulation had Jin nearly screaming, grabbing onto Namjoon's hair as he bucked his hips, thrusting back in his mouth, pure pleasure coursing through him as his dominant lover's long fingers brushed his prostate at the same time.

"Oh- J-Joonie~ mm, aahh, J-Joonie, I'm g-g-going t-to-"

Seokjin was cut off as a long and loud moan left his lips, the younger male's mouth and fingers pleasuring him, driving him off the edge, and he suddenly cummed, releasing his load in Namjoon mouth as his body trembled from the orgasm. This was his first, so he was naturally the most sensitive to sexual ecstasy.

As he lay limply on the bed, panting and recovering from his high, the man on top of him withdrew his lips from around him after swirling his tongue over his length once more, licking him off clean, pulling out the fingers were buried inside the blonde's loosened heat. He went up to kiss Jin on the lips again to distract him when he started to whimper at the strange emptiness.

Jin moaned when he tasted himself on Namjoon's lips, but he kissed back happily, gently letting their lips carress one another in a sweet loving kiss, which slowly became passionate again, getting more sloppy and full of tongue with time, and it wasn't long before the blonde started grinding against the other again, Namjoon's already hard member brushing against his prepped entrance, sending blood rushing straight to his own cock, and he was aroused again in no time.

"Joonie, I've waited long enough- please make love to me now," Jin begged as they parted from the kiss for oxygen. "I n-need you inside me now, please, Joonie. Please."

"Just a minute more, baby," Namjoon whispered, shushing him with a sweet peck on the lips. "I'll just-"

"N-no, I want you now!" Jin said demandingly, pulling him closer by the neck and looking at him with big teary eyes. "I want to feel you now. Want you to fill me up and make love to me. Please, please, please, Joonie."

Namjoon looked at him, with a soft sigh. "I don't want to hurt you any way," he said, brushing Jin's wet hair out of his eyes and kissing his forehead.

"You won't hurt me," Jin whispered to him with a small but beautiful smile as he raised his head a little to peck his lips. "You prepped me well enough. I can take it, baby."

"You sure?"

"Mmh, y-yes~ I want you so bad right now, Joonie."

"Okay." Namjoon pressed another kiss on his lips, staring deeply into his eyes. "I'll be really gentle. Still, tell me to stop when it hurts too much, all right?"

"Okay~ I love you, Joonie."

"I love you too, baby."

Namjoon peppered Jin's faces with light kisses to distract him as he positioned at his entrance, beginning to push in as slowly as he could, hands clasped around Jin's smooth hips to hold him in place, the latter's legs wrapped tightly around him and his fingernails digging into his shoulder blades as the blonde cried out because of the burning pain, squeezing his eyes shut and biting down hard on his bottom lip as he tried to adjust to Namjoon's size.

"Hngh- y-you're so b-big," Jin whimpered, tears welling up in his brown fawn eyes as Namjoon continued to leave kisses all over his face, also kissing away his tears, stroking his hip bones softly.

"You're doing so good, baby," Namjoon praised him as he slowly pushed further inside Jin. "You're taking me so well."

"Oww, it h-hurts," Jin sniffled, face scruching up as he held tighter onto the powerful young male.

"Does it hurt too much, love?" Namjoon stopped halfway, looking down at the other in worry. "Should I stop?"

"N-no, please d-don't stop. I c-can t-take it."

"I promise it'll feel good in a moment, baby," Namjoon said gently, wiping Jin's tears before pushing in again, his length getting swallowed by Jin's tight ring of muscles, and his gaze was fixed on the blonde's face the whole time, studying his every expression, his hand switching between stroking Jin or playing with his nipples as he tried to distract him, earning soft moans of both pain and pleasure as he bottomed out.

Namjoon gave him a moment to adjust as he wiped away the tears from Jin's stunning caramel eyes, kissing his lips softly and tasting blood, the blonde having bitten down on them so hard.

"You c-can move now," Jin breathed out, eyes full of love and trust as he still held onto him around the shoulders, his legs pressed tightly over his back.

Namjoon obliged to his wish, almost pulling out before slamming back in without warning, causing Jin to jolt in his arms as hot white electricity swept down his spine and travelled to his whole body, a scream of both pain and pleasure ripping from his throat as he threw his head back.

Jin's cries were muffled by Namjoon's soft lips against his as the latter slowly started moving in a steady rhythm, tenderly as well cautiously, loving his moon the way he deserved to be with every thrust. Jin's pain slowly started leaving, pleasure taking over the blonde's senses as he felt the way Namjoon's girthy length brushed against his walls, sending tingles of ecstasy throughout the rest of his body.

"Mm~aahh, Joonie! F-eels so good," Jin moaned, eyes closed and his pretty mouth falling open, his body finally meeting with Namjoon's gentle thrusts. "Please go f-faster- mmh, Joonie!"

Namjoon complied to his request, and his pace quickened as he held Jin tightly by the waist, pinning the blonde down as he thrust with more vigor, the older male's slender body trembling slightly, louder moans escaping him now as he clenched around the younger, making him groan.

"F-fuck, you're so tight, baby- nghh!" Namjoon growled, Jin's sweet little whimpers and cries, needily urging him to go faster, causing him to thrust deeper inside him, his hands holding onto the other's waist so tightly that his fingers were forming bruises on the soft delicate skin, the marks showing how cherished Jin was, being held firmly so that he couldn't get hurt.

"Ohh, f-faster, Joonie- aahh, mm~ oh m-my god," Jin moaned, loving how Namjoon filled him up so much, his hair seeming to bounce with every powerful thrust that made him tremble to the core in pleasure.

Namjoon continued to thrust inside him as he sucked on Jin's perfect jaw, leaving more bite marks there, egged on by the latter's loud moans and cries. The atmosphere smelled of sweat and sex, the air filled with the sound of moist skin slapping against moist skin and the two's high-pitched moans and guttural grunts, along with the wet squelching sound every time Namjoon thrust inside Jin's heat, pounding him like a beast.

A gentle, loving beast...

Jin, still wanting more of the feeling of being stretched to the limit by Namjoon's huge length, pushed himself up to meet halfway with his thrusts, and he let out a loud scream when Namjoon hit his prostate, sending a wave of euphoria coursing throughout him.

"Aahh, J-Joonie- there! Mmh, right t-there~ Oh, again-mm, please!" Jin wailed, his fingernails drawing blood from Namjoon's shoulders as he still gripped so hard that his knuckles turned white.

As Jin begged and moaned, Namjoon hit his sweet spot again and again at a brutal pace, earning loud whines and cries of pleasure that were music to his ears. The luscious sounds of his sweet lover drove him closer and closer to his climax, along with the way the blonde beauty clenched around his cock, making him groan in ecstasy at the pleasant pressure.

"Mm, aahh, Joonie! I-I'm c-close!" Jin sobbed, tears of pleasure running down his cheeks as his body started shuddering, the heat and pressure in his lower abdomen becoming pleasurably intense with every moment.

"M-me too, b-baby- Fuck!" Namjoon groaned as he rutted his hips at an animalistic pace.

"J-Joonie! G-gonna- gonna c-cum-" Jin was cut off by a sob, unable to even form proper words at that time.

"Cum for me, beautiful," Namjoon rasped, and with a final snap of the hips, he jammed against Jin's prostrate once again, making him let out a long rapturous moan as he finally orgasmed for the second time, his cum splattering all over their stomachs and chests.

Watching Jin's handsome oval face thrown back on the pillow, his eyes rolling back and his dolly lips remaining parted as he let out a drawn out scream at finally climaxing and falling limply on the bed, sent Namjoon over the edge and he cummed deep inside Jin, a deep masculine groan leaving him as he did so, collapsing on top of him afterwards, but making sure he didn't crush the blonde under him at the same time.

As they lay there panting, Namjoon peppered kisses all over Jin's face to help him recover from his high, the latter basking underneath him in his gentle touches and loving gaze, still hugging him close to him with his arms around his neck and legs wrapped around his waist, Namjoon still inside Jin. Moments passed by, and once they caught their breaths and recovered from their mind-blowing orgasm together, they finally seemed to realized what they'd just done.

This caused Jin to blush profusely, even more when he realized that Namjoon's cock was still buried deep inside him, and he looked away from the mint-haired male's smiling face, causing the latter to chuckle adoringly as he smooched his cheek, then proceeding to kiss every mark he'd left on his neck gently, making Jin squirm a little from the ticklish sensation.

"Mm- Joonie!" Jin giggled, and then he finally faced Namjoon again.

"What is it, Jinnie?" Namjoon asked him as he kissed him again.

"I'm hungry." Jin turned his lips into a pout, tapping them with his finger.

The younger's eyes twinkled with amusement and adoration. "Is that the first proper sentence you're telling me right after we'd sex? Aren't you gonna talk about my 'amazing' bed skills?"

Jin pouted even more, slapping Namjoon's chest as the other smirked at him. "Joonie! I'm serious. Go get me some food. I'm... drained."

"A simple 'please' would suffice, you know?" Namjoon teased.

Jin's eyes narrowed. "Are you testing my patience, Namjoon? You might have dominated me, but I'm still your hyung!"

"Really? You're pulling out your hyung card just like that?" Namjoon grinned, though he was really a little wary about Jin's threatening.

"Mmhm. Get along. I'm hungry, Joonie." Jin batted his eyelashes, moving his head up to kiss Namjoon's lips to get him going.

Namjoon blinked before his heart started racing because of the other's coy behavior. He was surprised by how quick Jin could shift from one phase to another, and this was one of the several reasons he found him so loveable.

"Are you going or not, Daddy?" Jin asked in a low seductive tone, pouting even more, blinking his puppy eyes. "Baby's really hungry. Won't you get him some food?"

Namjoon turned as red as a beet at what the older just called him, and it was his turn to shy away. "I-I-I'll get it, r-right n-now."

Jin beamed up at him innocently, and Namjoon swore that he still looked like a little devil, a cute flirty one at that. Swallowing, he slowly pulled out of Jin, who whined a little but didn't complain much, being more hungry at the moment.

"I-I'll get us cleaned first, okay," Namjoon told him, climbing off from the top of Jin, sitting down beside his beautiful and sprawled out naked figure, hourglass body stretched out attractively, glowing and marked with pretty flower-like love bites.

"Do we really have to?" Jin huffed tiredly, holding out his arms as he silently asked Namjoon to pick him up.

"Mmhm," was the younger's short reply as he picked Jin's exhausted body up and carried him bridal style to the bathroom.

"We're naked," Jin mumbled, blushing at the sudden realization.

"Did you just realize that only now?" Namjoon chuckled in amusement, placing him down on the toilet.

"I guess."

Jin found himself staring at Namjoon's perfectly toned backside as he turned to get a wet towel, and quickly looked away, blushing heavily. Once the younger male returned and kneeled before him to clean his body, Jin only focused on Namjoon handsome tanned face, his flawless skin glowing, his deep dragon eyes so concentrated on him.

"Joonie?"

"Yes, my prince?"

"Can you hand me another towel?"

"Sure! But why?"

"I want to clean you too."

"Really?"

"Mmhm, yes."

Once the two had finished cleaning each other, Namjoon picked Jin up again and carried him back to their bedroom as if he weighted lighter than a feather, while the latter had his arms wrapped around him, snuggling up to his warm bare chest for comfort.

Since the bedsheets still needed to be removed and changed, Namjoon went over and settled Jin down on the edge of his large mahogany table so that he sat there with his legs swinging back and forth in midair.

Namjoon walked away, finding a spare pair of black boxer shorts to put on and coming back with one of his extra large shirts made of soft baby blue material, helping the smaller slip into it and leaving the buttons left undone, just the way Jin wanted, feeling too warm at the moment.

Namjoon took a moment to admire how small and cute Jin looked in his shirt, which was too oversized for him, his pale skin glowing in the dim light, yet he looked so sinful with the all the love bites trailing down his exposed neck and collarbones, some going further down the center of his chest and tummy, the jewel of his bellybutton piercing shining in the light.

Jin's legs were folded over one another, but Namjoon could still see the hickeys on his inner thighs peeking out. The mint-haired man found himself biting down on his bottom lip while staring at the bruises marking the contours of Jin's beautifully sculpted hips that showed from under the shirt, but what was more distracting was imagining the time when he found his own seed dripping from Jin's entrance when he cleaned him a while back.

To avoid getting into a tough situation by popping an unwanted boner that'd ruin the moment, Namjoon shook his head and went to get Jin's fruits for him, leaving the blonde blinking and watching after him with his head tilted to one side innocently, wondering what just happened.

"Thank you, Joonie~!" Jin sang happily as Namjoon came back with the plate of fruits, and fed him a piece of cut apple.

"No problem, baby," Namjoon smiled widely at the other's contented hums as he ate the fruits without even complaining, his head swaying from side to side and his feet dangling from ths edge as his hands played with the buttons and hem of the large shirt he was wearing.

Once the plate had been cleared, Jin pulled Namjoon close, bringing him between his legs and hugging him with his arms around his neck, leaning down to kiss the younger's lips softly, the mint-haired male tasting orange juice on the blonde's soft pillowy lips and kissing back eagerly, hands holding firmly on his small waist through the shirt, this time much more gently and carefully.

The kiss was short and sweet, and when they pulled back, both of them were deeply looking into each other's eyes as they beamed at one another, foreheads attached.

"I love you sooooo much, Joonie."

"And I love you sooooo much, Jinnie."

"Thank you so much for taking care of me all the time. Sometimes, I wish I could return the favor in some way." Jin pouted glumly.

"You can do just one thing for me." Namjoon's eyes were wide with hope.

Jin eyed him curiously. "What is it, my koala bear?"

"Promise that you'll never leave me."

Jin laughed, booping his lovely boyfriend's nose. "Of course I won't, silly! I'm nothing... absolutely nothing without you, Kim Namjoon."

The younger male's eyes sparkled with happiness at this confession. Yet, he'd a confession to make as well. "I'm nothing without you as well, Kim Seokjin."

They both giggled, falling deeply into the ocean of love again as they shared another soft kiss.

"Let's always be together, baby."

°°°♡ °°°

Words: 5920

Wow... i haven't written a long ass chapter in a while... but I hope it was okay.

And i really really HOPE you didn't die from the cringey smut I just wrote. Even if you survived, go wash your mind and eyes with Hobi water *throws a bucket full*

Haha, anyways... *gives you a towel and a kiss on the cheek* see you in the next chapter! ❤

IRA 💜🌈

P. S. Who's ready to meet present time Yoonminseok??

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