(Isabella's Pov)
"Morning." Said Draco kissing my cheek.
I was still mad about last night.
But his voice was raspy, his hair was messy, and he smiled at me.
Fuck it, I have bigger problems.
"Morning." I said.
He climbed on top of me, and lied on my chest.
I ran my fingers through his hair, and he kissed along my jaw.
After 10 minutes of cuddling, kissing, and a quick blowjob, I headed to my dorm.
"Hickeys." Said Ginny when I walked in.
"It was Draco wasn't it? He's the only guy who prefers jaw kisses over neck ones." Said Astoria.
The hickeys were along my jaw, and upper neck. I covered them, and got ready for class.
I walked in potions, and saw Jackson sitting with the guys. Draco, and Enzo were on one side Theo, and Jackson were across.
The longer I avoid him the more stressed I'll get.
And I'm a badass bitch, I got this.
I walked over, and put my bag down.
Draco, and Enzo instinctively moved to the side, leaving a free spot in the middle.
I sat between them, and my stomach churned.
Jackson was in front of me.
"Morning Isabella, how was your sleep?"
Asked Jackson.
I wanted to kill him.
"It was good." I said.
"Class open your textbooks to page 127."
Said Slughorn.
I pulled out my textbook, and flipped to the page. We were making a potion today.
"In five minutes I'll call you up table by table to grab the ingredients."
I rested my hand on the textbook, as I gazed over the instructions.
Suddenly I felt a hand cover mine.
"Your hands shaking Isa."
"Cause I'm cold." I said.
Of course I was lying.
Jackson's presence was really stressing me out.
"There's five of us, usually we go groups of twos, but we need a group of three now." Said Enzo.
Nows my chance to get Jackson alone.
As stressed as I am, I have no choice.
"I'll go with Jack-Jacob." I said.
Jackson narrowed his eyes at me.
"Yesterday I was being rude, I should make up for it." I said nervously.
"Sure." Said Draco.
I felt my throat itch, and pulled out my water.
I cleared my throat, and Theo looked at me.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"My throat hurts." I said.
"You made her suck you off last night?"
Asked Enzo looking at Draco.
"No this morning." Said Draco.
"Of course." Said Jackson.
"Draco's table up next." Said Slughorn.
"I'll go." I said.
"I'll grab some for you guys too, and I can show Jack-Jacob where everything is."
Jackson, and I walked to the back, When we were far enough I looked at him.
"Jackson what the fuck do you want?"
"Jacob." He said.
"Whatever, what's your deal?" I said.
"I didn't know you went here, I don't wanna start anything, that was in the past."
"Delete the fucking video then." I said.
"Isabella I can't do that. If I delete it your gonna expose me in front of your friends. I assume you've told them about me." He said.
"You're right, they know every detail." I said.
"Understandable." He said.
"So what? You're gonna hang out with me, and my friends?" I said.
"That's the way it seems. Get comfortable."
Said Jackson.
"When Mattheo comes back you're done." I said.
"I have until January 27th, you made that very clear." He said.
I grabbed cauldrons, and felt Jackson's head peeking over my shoulder.
"There's no point in deleting the video.
Damage is done." He said.
He grabbed my arm, and I dropped the cauldron. My body froze again.
"Isabella." He said.
He grabbed my jaw so I faced him, and I pushed him away.
"Get, away, from, me." I said.
"We're partners." Said Jackson.
I looked at him with tear filled eyes.
"Just go away." My breath was shaky.
He raised his hands defensively, and left.
I grabbed the stuff, and walked back.
I set everything down, and Draco looked at me.
He wiped a tear off my cheek with his thumb.
"Why so teary?" He asked.
"I just yawned." I said.
"Aww is our little Isabella tired?" Said Enzo wrapping his arms around me.
I nodded, and he kissed my cheek.
"Isabella the tables crowded, there's an empty one right there, let's move." Said Jackson.
"It's not that crowded." I said.
"That's a great idea. We wanna insure students are working on their own, and not copying." Said Slughorn who was behind us.
I sighed, and brought our stuff to the empty table. I poured water into the cauldron, and cut up leaves.
"I heard you shag now. Apparently you had quite the experience over the break." Said Jackson.
"Don't make conversation with me."
"You're stuck with me for a month whether you like it or not." He said.
I ignored him, and added the leaves.
I then unscrewed a vial of butterfly nectar, and added two drops in.
"Spin that counterclockwise will you?"
Jackson grabbed the spoon, and mixed it.
"So those were the guys you told me about back when we were dating. You're right they really do care about you." Said Jackson.
"Just keep mixing." I said annoyed.
"How much you wanna bet the three of them watched the video without telling you?
It's funny actually. They've seen my body and don't even know it."
"They would never do that. Not after I told them how much it harmed me." I said.
"They're boys. Don't overestimate them."
Said Jackson.
I wonder if any of them have seen it.
"Party tonight, can't wait to see who you hook up with. You should do one of those circles you used to do. When we surrounded you, and you sucked us off one by one."
I put my palms against the table, and took deep breaths.
"Relax Isa I'm kidding."
"Don't call me that. And if Draco hears you he's gonna make a big deal about it." I said.
"Draco eh? He loves you, give the man a chance."
"I can't give him a chance. In fact I don't know if I'll give anyone a chance ever again, not after you." I said.
"You're saying I was your last boyfriend?"
Asked Jackson.
"No." I said ashamed.
Jackson laughed.
"Just make the potion, and we can go our separate ways." I said.
The rest of that class went by in silence, luckily potions was the only class I had with him.
After classes I went to my dorm, and picked out an outfit. I grabbed a tissue, and wiped my dripping nose.
"You good?" Asked Mione.
"Runny nose." I said.
I wasn't lying this time, I have no idea why my nose was runny.
There was an hour before the party. I put on my outfit, and did my makeup.
But I felt myself sweat.
"You sure none of you wanna come to the party?" I asked.
"We're sure." Said Ginny.
I could really use them by my side today.
I walked to the common room, and saw Draco taking shots in the back.
I walked over, and he handed me a glass.
"Cheers." He said.
We clinked our cups, and took a shot.
"Refreshing, I was very dehydrated." I said.
Getting drunk was exactly what I needed.
From the corner of my eye I saw the guys walking over with Jackson.
"Looking good Isabella, let me have me a smack." Said Theo looking at my ass.
"Just one." I said.
I turned around, and he smacked me.
I let out a yelped and moaned.
"You got a lot of power in that hand of yours."
"Hey, can I talk to you?" I heard a voice say.
I turned around, and saw the hottest guy I've seen in my life.
His hair was brown and wavy, he was tall, had muscles, and sleeves of tattoos on both arms.
"Me?" I asked.
"Yeah." He said.
His voice rasped.
My heart pounded with excitement.
"Sure." I said.
He grabbed my hand, and led me to the side of the common room.
"Do you make porn?" He asked.
My heart dropped, and fell out of my ass.
"Why?" I said.
"Found a video of you, you were hot." He said.
"That was me, I don't make porn though."
"You should." He said.
Holy fuck Jackson's telling people.
"Who told you about the video?" I asked.
"No one." He said.
Bullshit.
"How did you find it then?" I asked.
(Jackson's Pov)
This is awkward, she's totally gonna think it's me who told him, I didn't.
I was watching this interaction from behind the corner, I used a spell so I could hear them clearly.
"I found it a while ago, I dmed you over the break, you didn't reply." He said.
"Oh, sorry it was in my requests." She said.
"No problem." He said back.
"Can you not tell anyone please."
"I won't don't worry." He said patting her back.
I hid it well, but I was shocked when I saw her yesterday. But if I pretend I don't care, she'll be the one who's uncomfortable.
It works, she shakes every time she sees me. And I had something on her, she's under my control.
I have no intention of exposing her, but if I don't threaten her, she'll threaten me.
Mattheo is the problem. The second he gets back I'm getting my shit rocked.
He'll kill me with his bare hands.
My plan is to get along with her friends, and leave school before Mattheo returns.
I have to be really careful. It's obvious they care about her a lot, especially Draco.
"Does anyone else know about the video?"
Asked Isabella.
"Nope." Said the guy.
"Okay."
"If you don't want the video getting out, why make it?" Asked the guy.
She didn't make it,
I did.
"Long story." She said.
"Do you wanna shag?" He asked.
She looked up at him, and nodded.
WHAT?
"I'm 21, how old are you?" He asked.
Oh shit.
"I'm 16, turning 17." She said.
"Oh." Said the guy.
"How are you here?" She asked.
"My brother goes here, I just stopped by.
Listen I'm not a creep, I thought you were at least 18, child porn is illegal." He said.
"I know." She said.
"Were you aware those videos were being made?" He asked.
"No, but forget about it. I don't care if your 21, I'll still shag you. Is my age a problem to you?"
She made her eyes big, and spoke in a more childlike, but seductive voice.
"You're a minor, I shouldn't."
She dropped her eyes to his crotch, and looked back up.
"It wouldn't be the first illegal thing I've done." She said.
"Fine." He said.
She smiled, and raised her hands up.
He picked her up, and she wrapped her legs around him.
This was wrong, they're five years apart.
We dated for five months, and she refused to shag me, what happened?
Their lips crashed against each other, and she slipped her tongue in his mouth. She ran her fingers through his hair, and his hands trailed to her ass.
They started walking to the door, and I felt a pit in my stomach.
I don't give a fuck if she wants to kiss random guys, but he's 21, she's 16.
I ran over, and called her name.
They stopped kissing, and she looked at me.
"Draco's calling you, it's an emergency." I said.
"It can't wait?" She asked.
"No he's freaking out." I said.
The guy put her down, and walked away.
"What's wrong with Draco?" She asked.
"Nothing, I didn't want you shagging him."
She stopped in her tracks, and pushed me.
"Are you jealous cause I didn't shag you?
Is that why your ruining my life?" She said.
"Isabella he was 21." I said.
"So you're stalking me? Jackson please tell me what your end goal is. Do you wanna shag me?
Is that what you want?"
"No I don't-"
"I'll do it. If your promise to leave, and never show your face again." She said.
"I'm not asking you to shag me, I'm protecting you." I said.
"Protecting me? Yeah right, get your head out of your ass." She said walking away.
(Isabella's Pov)
I'm gonna murder him.
I fucking hate Jackson.
So what if he's 21, he made me feel comfortable, I trust him.
"Isabella."
I turned around, and saw Cormac.
Why is everyone tryna ruin my night?
"What?" I said annoyed.
"I'm sorry for what my friends did to you."
"Your friends, and you, you mean."
"Would you ever consider giving me another chance?" He asked.
"You're fucking crazy." I said.
"Fine, at least take this as an apology." He said.
He handed me a shot.
I drank it, and gave it back to him.
"Thanks for the shot but I don't forgive you."
I said walking away.
(Draco's Pov)
"Draco let's dance." Said Isa grabbing my hand.
She was stumbling over her words, and her feet.
"You've had lots to drink haven't you?" I said.
"I have to because Mattheo would never let me."
"We both know you don't listen to him." I said.
"Shut up let's dance."
(Isabella's Pov)
Im exhausted, I think I'm ready to leave.
I gotta find that hot guy from earlier though.
I walked to the bar, and tripped.
I felt my face hit the floor, and groaned.
Suddenly I felt myself being pulled up.
"You okay?"
Fuck it was Cormac.
I pushed him away.
"I'm fine." I said.
"You just fell." He said holding my arm.
"Cormac I'm fine." I said pushing him away.
"Mattheos not here, which is good for me."
He said grabbing my arm.
I tried pulling away but couldn't.
"Cormac get off." I said.
"Kiss me once first."
"Fuck off." I said trying to leave his grip.
I saw figures approach from behind him,
his friends were here.
"Cormac please don't do this." I begged.
His friends circled me, and I was stuck in the middle.
Jake grabbed on to my shoulders, and Cormac started unbuckling his belt.
"HELP!" I yelled.
One by one my senses weakened.
"Musics to loud, sorry." Said Ethan.
He pulled his pants down, and Brandon pushed me to my knees.
I can't believe this was happening.
I was praying for Mattheo to come even though he was gone.
My head was getting pushed forward, but I screamed.
"Wait please!" I said.
"For what?" Said Cormac.
Tears streamed down my face, and I tried pulling away again.
"I'll do anything." I said.
"There's nothing I want more then this."
Said Cormac.
I felt my head being pushed forward, and my hands were held behind my back.
I closed my eyes, and prepared myself for what was about to come.
I felt my body become free, and opened my eyes. Then I saw Cormac getting punched, and all his friends running away.
Cormac was on the floor holding his face, and I felt my body being pulled away.
My eyes poured with tears, and I turned around and leaned on him.
"Thanks so much Dra-"
It was Jackson.
I was speechless.
I immediately stopped crying because, of the shock.
"Don't speak just get out of here." He said.
I nodded, and he put me down.
I'm grateful he saved me, but I still hate him.
After everything he's done one good action doesn't mean shit.
I ran to the door when I bumped into someone.
"I'm sorr-"
It was the hot guy from earlier.
"You alright?" He asked.
I felt disgusting, I don't want the memory of Cormac, and his friends to be the last thing that's touched me.
And I definitely don't want Jackson to be the last thing either.
"Can we still shag?" I asked.
"Sure, I was just leaving, let me take you to my brothers dorm. My names Grayson by the way."
"Isabella." I said.
We walked to his dorm, and he lied me on the edge of his bed.
He was between my legs, and our faces were inches apart. He was about to kiss me, then pulled away.
"I can't shag you if you're high." He said.
"I'm not high, just drunk." I said.
"Then I definitely can't shag you, since you're high, and drunk."
"Not high, only drunk." I said.
"You don't have to be ashamed of doing drugs." He said.
"I didn't take anything." I said.
"Your eyes are stoned." He said.
Then I remembered Cormac, he gave me that apology shot, and then he tried to-
Holy shit he drugged me.
"Oh god." I said covering my mouth.
The thought of that made me nauseous.
I ran to his washroom, and threw up.
Grayson followed me in, and held back my hair.
"I'm sorry." I said crying.
"It's okay." Said Grayson.
He picked me up, and brought me to the sink.
He washed my face, then brought me back to the bed.
"Nothings gonna happen between us, but you can still sleep here." He said.
He went to the washroom, and came out in only his boxers. He had more tattoos on his stomach, but I couldn't help but stare at the one on his
V-line.
His deep,
defined,
V-line.
He lied next to me, and sat upright leaning against the headboard. I climbed on top of him, and wrapped my legs around his torso.
"What are you doing?" He said pushing me off.
He was hot, older, and in the same bed as me.
I couldn't resist.
"You're a pretty girl but I'm 21, and your minds not straight." He said.
"But we were gonna shag." I said.
"I'm glad we didn't, it was a terrible idea.
You have no recollection of taking drugs, and you said you weren't aware you were being filmed. It's obvious you do things that bring you into these terrible situations. I don't wanna be another situation."
"But I'm sleeping with you." I said.
"We aren't touching, we're only sharing a bed."
"The video wasn't my fault. In year 5 my ex boyfriends got someone to fake date me so they could take videos, and use it as blackmail."
"I'm so sorry." He said.
I dug my head in the pillow, and cried.
It's all hitting me at once.
Jackson,
he's here.
"I didn't mean to make you cry." Said Grayson.
"Thank you for not taking advantage of me."
"I know better." He said.
He did kiss me, but now he's taking care of me.
"Alright come here." He said gently.
He grabbed my waist, and held me in his arms.
My head rested on his shoulder, and my legs wrapped around his torso. He held me close to him, and rubbed my back.
"You're a strong girl Isabella, very mature.
Everything's gonna be okay, I promise." He said.
One thing I've never told anyone is my attraction towards older men.
As a kid I never had a man protecting me.
What I'm saying is that I never had a father daughter relationship.
So when I see older men, I find myself very attracted to them. I feel like I missed out, and crave that relationship somewhere. Not always in a sexual way, sometimes comfort is all I need.
The way Graysons holding me makes me feel safe. I just wanna feel secure.