(Draco's Pov)
After a fucking month now she needs me?
"No." I sent back.
I waited about seven minutes, no reply.
I didn't even know where she was.
Cormac's dorm probably.
She wasn't replying which was strange.
She's a fast replier.
I had this gut feeling to go find her, so I walked to Cormac's dorm.
"Is Isabella here?" I said.
"She was but she got mad and apparated away."
"Sounds like her. She doesn't know how to control herself." I said laughing.
Cormac laughed back.
"Any idea where she went?" I said.
"Nope."
I had to play this next part smart.
If she messaged that she needed me she's not with the boys.
And if it was me who got that message, she didn't want the boys to find out.
Isabella doesn't apologize or give in first.
After a month of barely talking it was her who gave in first.
Something must be wrong.
But how the fuck was I gonna find her?
I walked to Harry's dorm and banged on the door.
He opened it confused.
"What do you want?" He asked.
"Give me that stalker map." I said barging in.
"You mean the Marauders Map?" Asked Harry.
"Whatever the fuck it's called." I said.
"You've always been a prick to me, why should I help you?" Said Harry.
"I need to find Isabella." I said.
Harry walked over, and pulled the map out.
He murmured something, and opened the map.
I yanked it out of his hands.
"Hey!" Yelled Harry.
I ignored him.
"Where the fuck is her name?" I asked.
"Give me the map and I'll tell you." Said Harry.
I rolled my eyes, and handed it back.
He did some spell with his wand, and her name was highlighted.
"She's on the East wing of the 6th floor."
Said Harry.
That's the creepy hall no one goes to.
"Whys she there?" Asked Harry.
"How the fuck am I supposed to know?" I said.
I walked out, and slammed the door.
This is just great. She's in that abandoned hall.
(Isabella's Pov)
I've been on the floor sobbing for ten minutes.
Draco said no.
I tried to reply but my battery died.
It was like I was in a movie.
I sat there huddled up. Every time I stood I felt as if I was gonna pass out.
I was scared, I couldn't see anything.
I felt like I couldn't breathe.
Suddenly I heard footsteps and closed my eyes.
"You're a fucking twat you know.
Four weeks, that's 27 days of ignoring me.
And now that your in this creepy ass hall you need me." Draco snarled.
My head was still down, but the footsteps got closer. The footsteps approached, and I felt a light shine at me.
I looked up at him and his face dropped.
"Don't do this right now. I know you're mad, but please Draco, p-please."
Draco picked me up and we apparated into his dorm. I jumped out of his arms, and ran to the washroom. I turned the shower on and slammed the door.
I feel dirty.
Draco knocked on the door.
"Hey! What happened?" He said.
I took my clothes off and hopped in the shower.
"Go away." I said.
"You can't just call me when you're sitting in a dark hall alone without giving me an explanation." He yelled.
"Draco just go away."
"Can I come in?" He asked.
"I'm in the shower." I yelled.
"My mother used to throw you, Mattheo, Theo Enzo and I in a bath when we were kids. I've seen you shower." He yelled.
"We were kids then." I yelled back.
"I've seen you naked." He said.
"I can't hear you over the water." I yelled.
"Let me in." He said.
My mind replayed what happened.
It was like I could still feel their hands on me, and hear the disgusting comments.
The same flood of panic came over me and I had to sit down.
"Let me in." Said Draco.
I couldn't reply.
I felt myself tremble, I couldn't breathe again.
"Isa let me in." He yelled.
(Draco's Pov)
She's not replying.
When I called her Isa she didn't complain.
I walked in the washroom and stripped myself of my clothes.
"I'm coming in." I said.
There was a curtain covering the shower so I couldn't see her.
I opened it, and she was on the floor with her head in her knees.
"Isabella what happened?" I said.
I heard her sobs and sat down.
"What happened?" I said.
She turned around, and sunk into me.
I wrapped my arms around her, and we sat on the shower floor with our bodies pressed together.
Everything I was mad at her for was gone.
"What's wrong?" I softly said.
She sunk her head in my chest, and I kissed her temples.
I felt her tremble, and pulled her closer.
"Shh you're okay, you can tell me." I said.
"They touched me, all of them."
I felt myself pale.
"Who did?!" I tried to speak calmly but it came out in a yell.
"Cormac and his friends. But I let them."
She told me what happened, and I was enraged.
It doesn't matter if she let them, any man woth half a brain cell should know she didn't want it.
I wanted to walk over there and kill them.
She told me the way they told her to strip.
The comments they made about her.
The same comments I've said to other girls but can never admit to. Seeing the way it affects her makes me feel guilty.
"I'm gonna tell Mattheo, we'll deal with it."
"No please don't." She begged.
"Ok I won't say anything." I said.
She looked at me, and her expression changed.
She pushed me away and stood up.
"Get out, I have a boyfriend and I'm in the shower with another man." She said.
(Isabella's Pov)
It felt amazing getting that off my chest.
But I'm cheating on someone.
"Get out, this is cheating." I said.
He stood up, and smiled at me.
He seemed like he saw something he was longing for.
"There are those beautiful curls."
Draco twirled my hair, and I turned around.
Holy shit my hair was curly.
"Don't look at me." I said freaking out.
No one was supposed to see me like this.
"Turn back around Isabella."
I felt Draco's hands around my waist.
He turned me around, and I looked at the floor.
"There you are, all natural. No makeup, curly hair, and naked. You're beautiful." He said.
I felt myself blush, but didn't allow him to see.
The word beautiful meant a lot to me.
It's not a word guys use a lot. They prefer hot, sexy, fuckable, bangable, curvy, thick.
But the word beautiful is the purest, most meaningful form.
No guy ever calls me beautiful.
Draco grabbed my face forcing me to look at him. I watched as the water slid down his body.
His perfect fucking body.
Draco's always been perfect.
He didn't need to work out or style his hair a certain way. He used to slick it back, but I've always liked it better messy, the way he keeps it now.
I closed my eyes not wanting to see him stare at me,
my curls.
"Open your eyes darling."
My heart skipped a beat.
Darling?
"You're beautiful, especially with your curls.
No matter what you do to yourself you'll be beautiful." He said.
There it is again.
Beautiful.
I opened my eyes and felt a tear slide down.
I needed to hear that.
"Oh darling, you're so insecure aren't you?"
He said rubbing my cheek.
He kissed the top of my head, and continued touching my hair.
"I hope you don't think straightening your hair makes you prettier."
I felt my heart flutter.
He was good with his words.
"Thank you Draco."
I was still cheating.
"I need you to leave. I'm dating Cormac.
I don't wanna be a cheater Draco I already feel bad enough about myself."
He stepped out of the shower and shut the door. I finished showering, and dried myself off.
I was gonna do the hair drying spell but my hair would be curlier.
I put my clothes back on, and sat on Draco's bed with a towel behind me.
"Why are you wearing a towel?" He asked.
"Hairs wet."
"Use a drying spell." He pointed his wand at me and I ducked.
"Don't, please." I said.
He sat next to me and sighed.
"I'll see those curls again, I know it."
"I'm gonna go now." I said.
I walked back to my dorm.
"You're back early." Said Ginny.
"Cormac was feeling sick so I left." I said.
"You showered at his dorm?" Asked Pans.
Shit.
"A quick one, then I came here."
"You let him see your hair curly? You just started letting us see you like this." Said Mione.
"Ya well I, um." I didn't know what to say.
Ginny raised her eyebrows at me.
"I was in Draco's dorm."
They all gasped.
"Isabella Riddle." Said Mione.
"I know it's terrible." I said.
"Why though?" Said Pans.
"It's a long story." I said.
(Draco's Pov)
The next day
I got to potions a bit late, and noticed Isabella was sitting with the guys instead of Cormac.
I sat next to her, and looked at her.
"Don't bring it up, I'm fine." She said.
From the corner of my eye I saw Cormac walking over.
"You didn't respond to my text." He said.
Isabella looked up at him.
"I'm sorry." She said.
"Why did you run off?" He said.
"I didn't like the way your friends were touching me." She said.
Theo and Enzo silenced.
"How was I supposed to know that? You stood there and let us like a slag." Said Cormac.
"Are you an idiot? You couldn't tell she was uncomfortable?" I said.
"Draco don't." Said Isabella.
"So that's why Draco was looking for you last night. I bet you slept with him." Said Cormac.
"I didn't I swear." Said Isabella.
"Bullshit." Said Cormac scoffing.
"If you noticed she was uncomfortable you should've stopped." Said Theo.
"Do you think I'm a fucking mind reader?
She can speak. She should start using her mouth for more then just sucking dick." Said Cormac.
I'm gonna kill him.
I stood up and heard the sounds of chairs being pulled back.
(Isabella's Pov)
Theo Enzo and Draco stood up.
"You guys are done. You're not dating anymore."
Said Enzo.
"I don't think that's your choice." Said Cormac.
"What do you want?"
Asked Cormac grabbing my face.
Theo immediately smacked his hand away.
"I won't touch her, but answer me." He said.
The boys looked at me.
"I um, I don't know." I said.
"Are you fucking kidding me? There's no way your gonna date him after that." Said Draco.
Couples argue.
And if I had told Cormac to stop he probably would've stopped.
"Draco you've done worse." I said.
"Are you ever gonna let that go?
It was a mistake." He yelled.
"Isabella think for a second." Said Enzo.
Everything was perfect between Cormac and I except for yesterday.
"Listen we were all drunk, it was a mistake."
Said Cormac.
I looked at the guys for approval.
They didn't give it to me.
"It's nothing those three haven't done to a girl."
Said Cormac.
"Take a day, text me tomorrow." Said Cormac walking away.
"You're not dating him." Said Draco.
"Why not?" I asked.
"Did you not hear what he said to you,
about you?" Asked Theo.
"Just because he did something wrong, doesn't mean he's a bad person. Right Draco?"
"Are you ever gonna stop holding that over me.
I already said sorry." He said.
"I'm just saying sometimes things happen."
"Isabella use your head." Said Theo.
"One more chance that's it. If anything ever happens I can apparate away." I said.
"No you can't, Isabella you're not dating him anymore." Said Draco.
"You can't tell me what to do." I said.
"Why are you so desperate for affection?
You're seriously gonna go back to him after that? Said Draco.
"I'm not desperate." I said.
"Cormac doesn't like you. I don't understand why you're so blind. He just wants to get in your pants." Said Draco.
"You don't think someone's capable of actually liking me?"
"When guys look at you they see sex Isabella.
You don't think I've heard them? In the boys change room or in the halls." Said Draco.
"Enough." Said Theo.
"You're just jealous it's not you I'm dating.
I saw the way you looked at me when I came back. You were beyond excited when I asked to shag.
I originally came to ask Enzo, you just got in the way. You were my second choice Draco."
Just then the bell rang.
"Go ahead and shag Enzo then.
I hope he enjoys my sloppy seconds."
Said Draco standing up and walking out.
I've heard that before.
Along with sloppy thirds, fourths, fifths.
After classes ended we all met in the common room. Mattheo wasn't there yet so the four of us awkwardly sat.
"Why ask Enzo and not me?" Said Theo.
"You share a room with Mattheo." I said.
"Makes sense." Said Theo.
"Don't text me that you need me the next time Cormac fucks you up." Said Draco.
"I hope you don't have this idea in your head that I need you. I don't need you Draco."
"Really because you sobbed into me on the shower floor as you had a boyfriend."
Theo and Enzo gasped.
"I wasn't thinking straight."
"When do you ever think straight?" Said Draco.
All of the sudden I heard a message.
Message From Cormac:
I know your gonna break up with me.
Hope this changes your mind
Video From Cormac:
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I opened the video and gasped before dropping my phone.
Sometimes history repeats itself.
I was wrong, the guys were right.
I think I'm gonna pass out.
I'm in shock, my body went into shock.
I don't know how to react.
This entire argument I got in with Draco was for nothing. I was wrong, now Draco's gonna shove it in my face.
I stood up and walked over to the wall before punching it over and over.
I felt Theo pulling me back, and tried to squirm out of his reach.
Theo grabbed my hands, and sat me down on the sofa. I tried getting up but Theo and Enzo had me pinned.
"Just relax, what happened?" Said Enzo.
Draco had my phone in his hand, and looked disgusted.
"He's gonna post it, this can't happen."
I said freaking out.
"Slut." Said Draco before handing me my phone back.
Theo and Enzo let me go.
"Show us." Said Theo holding his hand out.
I gave him my phone.
I heard my own voice.
"Mm deeper. Cormac I can take deeper."
I cringed.
"You better swallow it Isabella."
Enzo and Theo turned the phone off and looked shocked.
"That was something." Said Theo.
"Um I don't know what to say." Said Enzo.
It was a video of me giving Cormac head.
"What are we gonna do?" I said.
"We?" Said Draco raising his eyebrows.
I fucked up.
"You told me you didn't need me, so I'm not dealing with this." Said Draco.
"Draco you understand the seriousness of this situation right?" Said Enzo.
"Oh I understand, I just don't care. Cormac was right about one thing. You should use your mouth for more then just sucking dick.
If you didn't want them to touch you, you should've said something.
If you were a virgin when I fucked you, you should've told me instead of letting me continue.
I was on your side today. I knew Cormac was fucked up and you ignored me.
In fact you yelled at me, and now you're victimizing yourself.
Stop fucking victimizing yourself and learn to think before you speak." Said Draco.
"What the fuck?!" We heard a voice yell.