" There's something about her speech to him that hits a lot of people. It was improvised, and I don't think a lot of fans know that. But it really shows her true acting ability and her passion for this character. She did absolutely amazing, I mean she did such a good job. Those tears that you saw were actually real tears. Her plead for help, it was so devastating. She went from doing this speech to Rafe, then going and just crying her eyes out to me. And in a sense admitting she was wrong. Which that time, that to me shows the actual bond between them. It shows how they love each other, and how they support each other as siblings, " Rudy says, which causes me to chuckle.
" That was improvised?! That's absolutely amazing! " Lisa comments. " How did you get into that character? " She then asks.
" I took it from my own personal experiences. I've a time where there was this guy I was with. And no one approved of him, so I definitely brought in those past emotions to make that speech come to life, " I tell her.
" Let's watch the speech scene, " Lisa says, we turn to look at the screen.
It's pouring down as Rafe runs towards her. " Hey! Wait, come on! " He screams grabbing a hold of her turning her to face him.
" No... I'm done. You have betrayed me for the last time, I loved you Rafe. You know that right? I was so in love with you, and I hate to admit that my brother was right. But love is blind, and you-you are someone I should have never trusted. I should have never put my faith in a boy who can not even trust himself. Let alone trust me, we were in this toxic, abusive, addicting relationship. And the worst part was you told me I couldn't tell anyone! You made me hate myself, and in all honestly I should hate you. I should hate you more than anything else, after everything you've done. I shouldn't have ever came to you that night. I let revenge cloud my judgment. I let you cloud my judgment Rafe... I deserve better. And I wish I saw that sooner, because you are someone I should have never let touch my skin or see me naked. You don't only need help, you're a bad person. And I don't want to date a bad person, I don't want to love a bad person. So, please just let me stop loving you, " she cries to him, he grabs a hold of her pulling her in towards him.
" I don't want you to ever stop loving me, because I can't do this without you. I need you here, I need you with me. I need you okay? I need you, Ellie, " he cries towards her. She leans in and kisses him, and he quickly kisses her back.
" You want me Rafe, you never need to depend yourself on someone. That's how toxic relationships happen. Maybe if you get better, maybe it would happen. But... I can't, " she says, she steps away from him and begins to walk away from him.
" Tell me what I can do?! I can't lose you, you're the only thing that keeps me sane okay! I know I haven't been the best, but please don't leave me here. I need you, " he cries. She doesn't turn around she continues walking as she begins to start sobbing.
" Absolutely amazing! It truly is an amazing thing, your acting and Drew's acting in this was absolutely amazing! " Lisa states, which causes me to smile towards her.
After our interview we had back to the group. We're finding out more about season 3 today, and I have to say I am very excited for it. It was kinda hinted that Topper and her a relationship might form, or they might become closer friends maybe. I'm not quite sure yet. But it would be a blast to work more with Austin cause he's an amazing guy.
Maybe not working with Drew as much will help me get over him. I have a massive crush on him, and I think it's time to get over him. Because if he felt the same something would happen. Or so I would think.
It's also just needs to happen, plus he's way out of my league. So why would he even want me in the first place. I really just need to work on getting over him. I think I can manage it, it will just take some time.
Ellie was left in Outer Banks, she was going to do more research about the cross. But she didn't realize that she would not see them again. Kiara's parents took her under their wing so that she wouldn't be taken by CPS due to her dad not being around anymore.
This season. you're going to see a lot more of her mental health problems. She struggles with depression, anxiety, and panic attacks. But now you're actually going to see them. Which I think will be a very interesting thing to be able to portray in a show, especially this show.
We're doing a table read today, and I think it's going to go well. I think this season will be very cool and filled with mystery and love. I do truly believe it will be a great season, and I think it will be an interesting one as well.
" Why did you end it with Rafe? " Austin asks me.
" He was not a good situation Topper, come on you know Rafe is not a good guy. So I ended it because it was needed, I don't need to be in a relationship with him, he's not good, " I comment.
" Yeah, he's not the best guy in the world. Do you still love him? " He asks.
" I think a part of me will always care about him, but I am not in love with him anymore. He's killed one person, almost killed several other people I love. I don't need to be in a relationship with him, " I tell him.
" Topper looks over to her and for a spilt second, Ellie could have swore he looked down at her lips. Topper looks back into her eyes and the two continue on talking, and Topper moves closer to her when he realizes she is cold, " Jonas begins.
After the table read we all begin to talk with everybody. " I definitely didn't expect them to kiss that early, " I comment, which causes Austin to chuckle.
" Yeah I know me too, but I mean they were somewhat friends with her dating Rafe, " he comments, I nod towards him.
" Y/n, can I talk to you? " Drew asks, I give him a nod. The two of us walked away from the group. I wonder what this is about, hopefully it's nothing crazy or anything like that.
" So what did you want to talk about? " I ask him, he looks at me and I can't really understand what's going on in his head. " Drew are you okay? " I ask him, I move forward and grab a hold of his bicep.
" Yeah I'm alright, I just you'll be here for several months and we're going to be doing other things. I just wanted to um, just I guess say goodbye, " he comments, I tilt my head.
" Hey, you'll still be seeing me. You don't have to say goodbye, I'm glad you are. But truly you don't hav too, " I comment towards him. He nods towards me, and I pull him towards me and hug him tightly.
We moved away from each other and stayed there for a second. What caught me off by surprise was when he started to lean in. He pulled me closer and kissed me. Which caught me off guard. I started to kiss him back, and he pulled me closer to him.
I hear someone coming and I slowly push him away. " There you guys are! We are needed so they can talk about the schedule, " Rudy comments, we both nod towards him. He begins to walk away, and I turn to look at Drew in shock.
" Why did you do that? " I ask him he stands there in silent. " Okay... we should probably go, " I add towards him, beginning to walk away from him. I am in complete shock. Why, why did he do that? Was that apart of his goodbye, does he actually feel the same? Or does he know, and he was feeling pity on me?
Why, why did he do that? Why... why did he do that? Now those feelings are never going to go away. That will hold me over for months now. I'm, God... what did we just do? We all listen to Jonas as he tells us the schedule for everybody. I can feel Drew staring at me, and I'm just trying to just pay attention. Why, why did he do that?
I will get to join them for a little bit, because I'm haunting Rafe's dreams. Well, Ellie's haunting Rafe's dreams. So that will definitely be interesting. They described his dreams as 'taunting and very real...he struggles to see if they're actually real. Because it feels like she's there in the bedroom.'
" Those dreams will be later, it might be a month or two before we do them. We're going to focus on other scenes first, and then will do the dream scenes, " Jonas comments, which I just nod towards him.
We all get ready for the scenes to come. To say Austin and I are going to be spending a lot of time together is an understatement. Like a lot of time together, and they have a lot of cute moments together. Which I think will be interesting, hopefully if they do get into a relationship. It will be a an interesting situation for the both of them. In my opinion I think both of them need healthier relationships.
Later that night I'm in my house trying to figure out just where the scenes are gonna go. I'm kinda weird when it comes to I want to make sure that I am fully prepared for it. I hear someone knock on the door, and I go to go open it. There stands Drew at my door. " Drew? What are you doing here? I thought you guys were leaving, " I tell him, he stands there silently for a second.
" Jonas and Josh wanted us to kinda come up with a few dream ideas, he told me it starts slow and it gets more intense the more and more. I thought maybe we should of it tonight, instead of right before we shoot, because you know-we'll be busy, " he tells me. I give him a slow nod, and let him inside my apartment.
We started coming up with some ideas, and a lot of them were good. Brainstorming with him is always something that I loved doing. I want to bring up the kiss, but at the same time I don't. " I'm sure they will want one where she touches him. So, maybe there is one where she walks forward and grabs a hold of his thigh maybe, " I tell him, he nods towards me. " You never answered my question earlier, " I add, he looks up at me and lowers his head.
" I don't know, I wanted to... which probably isn't the best answer to give you. Cause you probably want a more stable answer, I've just been wanting to kiss you as Drew for a while now. And it was an opportunity that I took, and if you're not okay with that. Please tell me, I don't want to step over any lines or anything like that. It's just I saw my chance and I took it, " he tells me. I move closer to him and grab a hold of his cheeks.
" Kiss me again, " I state, he looks at me in shock at first, but then quickly kisses me. Which I instantly started kissing him back. He grabbed a hold of my hips pulling me on top of. him, which causes the kissing to become more intense.
Drew's P.O.V.
It's been a couple of months since that night happened. And we've talked every day since, I'm probably going to ask her to make it official soon. She's amazing truly, it's fun seeing what the fans are posting about them.
My heart dropped when Rudy showed me the most post he saw. It was Austin and Y/n walking down the streets of Charleston holding hands, it doesn't look like it's filming. And the caption makes it worst.
Austin North and Y/n Y/l/n are together! They're holding hands while in Charleston! I absolutely love this!
^ I thought Drew and her were together!
^ That's what I thought also, I guess not.
" You okay? " He asks, I pick up my head and hand him back the phone.
" Yeah.. yeah why wouldn't I be? It's not like we were actually together, it's not like we haven't texted every day and FaceTime each other all the time. It's not like- it's not like I shit, " I tell him.
" Maybe it's a misunderstanding, maybe they're filming, " he comments.
" Obviously you want to be with her. So why don't you tell her that? " JD chimes in, I give him a nod.
" I'll talk to her, try to find it out, " I tell them, they both nod towards me agreeing with my chose. Everyone here can tell that I like her, I just need to tell her that. Obviously she kinda knows, but I need to tell her that fully.
She's suppose to be joining us soon, so I'll tell her soon. We have all of the dream scenes, and Austin will also be in I think at least one of them, so we'll see. " Okay, so this one will be the getting on top of him, " Josh comments, we nod towards him.
Action is called and I slowly sit up. " Did you miss me? " Y/n asks.
I immediately sit up further and shake my head. " No, no... you're not here okay, wake up! " I tell myself, I watch her walk forward towards me and climbing on top of the bed, and climbs on top of me. " You're actually here? " I ask her, she nods towards me.
" Rafe... you're always thinking of me aren't you? " She asks, I slowly nod towards her. " Do you want to kiss me again? " She asks, I nod towards her again.
I slowly move closer to her and move her from sitting on my knees pretty much to sitting on my crouch, and she slightly gasp chuckling lightly. " You miss me don't you? " She asks.
" Yes... yes I do, " I tell her, she leans in and grabs a hold of my cheek and moving me closer to her. " I miss you, " I whisper.
" I know you do, I miss you too, " she whispers. She leans in and kisses me, and I quickly kiss her back. She pushes me down on the bed, and I move to lay fully on the bed. And she takes off her shirt and moves down to kiss me. She picks up her head, and move to my ear. " It must hurt you that I'm fucking Topper, " she chuckles. Cut's called she gets up, and I get in position to wake up.
We do the wake up scene, and then go onto the next dream scene. After we finish the scenes, we all just talk for a while. " Did you see that post? A lot of fans think you guys are dating, " Chase comments, Y/n just groans.
" Yeah I know, I went on Instagram, and explained cause it was all for the show. It was annoying, cause multiple fans were like there were no cameras around. And I'm just like 'wait until it comes out and it will make sense', " she comments, we all nod towards her.
At the end of the night I head to Y/n's room to talk to her. I knock and she opens it letting me in. " You know all I'm saying is that Rafe really needs to see someone for everything that is going on in his head, " she chuckles.
" I want you to be my girlfriend, " I tell her, she looks at me in complete shock. " I realized that even more when that mess was going around. And I know it's a lot, and everything- " she cuts me off by kissing me, and I quickly kiss her back.
" I want to be your girlfriend okay, you don't have to explain why. Because I know how you feel, you're really bad at hiding your feelings. So, if that's your way of asking me, I am saying yes. I'll be your girlfriend, as long as you'll let me, " she tells me, which causes me to chuckle towards her.
" Okay, yeah. I like that, " I tell her, she leans in and kisses me. I stayed there at night, and we mostly just talked that night about everything that was happening.
It took me a while to actually admit it to her, but I'm glad I did. And of course we did struggle with some stuff, but that's what every relationship happens. She's absolutely amazing, and I'm so glad I get to call her my girlfriend now.