2017...
On December 9th, 2017, Y/n's and I's son was born. His name is Isaac, he was born at 11:48 pm, weighed 7 pounds 13 ounces. He's beautiful, Y/n and I are not going to tell the fans that we had a kid together. Not yet at least, we want a little time of us raising him and getting used to being parents.
I've known Y/n basically the same amount of time I've known JC and Kian. JC and her have been friends since she was like 15 or something. So thankfully he's helping me surprise her. She's been raising Isaac alone for the past 3 months, while I was doing some stuff in Jersey. I will eventually move here. " Okay she's in the next room, " JC whispers to me. I give him a nod, I know he's filming so this will be fun. JC leans over the wall and give a thumbs up to Kian.
" Hey can I hold him? " Kian asks.
" Yeah sure, " she tells him. God, she's so beautiful.
" How old is he now? " Kian asks.
" He's 6 months now, hopefully Ryan can come out or him and I can go to visit him. Since this will be the first time with him being here for Ryan's birthday, " she comments.
" Yeah that would be nice, " he comments. JC walks forward, and shows me walking in behind her.
" JC why do you have a camera? " She asks.
" Hey, " he tell her. She instantly turns her head, and starts to scream getting up from her sit jumping over the couch and instantly jumping into my arms and begins to hug me tightly. She's koala hugged me. And I'm just hugging her tightly.
" I missed you, " she whispers towards me.
" I missed you too, " I whisper back to her. I haven't been here in like 3 months, and with her basically raising him it's really hard on her. And I feel bad, but she's an amazing mom. I place her down, and she begins to wipe her tears.
" You suck JC! You told me you were going to the store! " She yells.
" Can I hold my son? " I ask Kian.
" Yeah dude, " he tells me handing me him.
" Hey handsome, " I whisper towards him.
" Hey I wasn't going to tell you! It was a surprise! Plus it was Ryan's idea! " JC comments. She turns towards me.
" I'm holding our child, " I tell her, she gives me a nod.
" I hope he bites you, " she mutters.
" That's not nice! " I comment, she chuckles lightly. And comes over to the two of us.
" How long are you in town? " She asks.
" A week, I already made plans with your parents, " I tell her, she chuckles lightly and pats my chest. " Yeah I know, I read your mind. I'm kinda awesome, " I add. Which causes her to chuckle more.
We have a really weird relationship, you know we're together. We've been together for 2 years. So I'm just, we're waiting to tell fans that I'm the dad just because some of the fans are weirded out by our age difference. Which it's 5 years, but it's truly not that big of a deal. I've never told her a love her, which she knows I do. It's just those words have never truly come out. Which I want them too, and they need to. It's just I don't know exactly.
Later that night...
I walked in to see her looking over his crib. " You're such a good mom, " I tell her, she looks back at me slightly smiling.
" You're a good dad, " she tells me.
" I'm pretty here, " I mutter, she walks over to me and grabs a hold of my cheeks.
" You'll be here eventually, but you're an amazing dad, " she whispers to me. " I'm just glad that you're still trying to be in his life, " she adds.
" I love you, " I mutter, she looks at me in shock.
" Say that again, " she states.
" I love you, " I tell her again, she smiles and pulls me into a hug.
" I love you too, " she whispers chuckling. " But let's get out of this room, before we wake up him, " she adds. I give her a nod, I grab a hold of her hand and we slowly walk out. " It still doesn't feel real, like I- that's our kid. We created that little guy, " she tells me while we're getting ready for bed.
" Yeah we did, when I move out here. Whenever that is, are we going to get a place for the both of us? " I ask, I've been wondering this for a while.
" I think eventually, but we don't have to rush as soon as you get here. Because you know, we don't truly know when that will be. But there's always room in my bed for you, " she comments. I just smile towards her, God I'm in love with this girl.
Y/n's P.O.V.
2020...
I am looking waiting for the test, and let me tell you this has been the longest 2 minutes of my life since 2017. " Y/n that's two minutes, " Nezza tells me.
" Do you want me to look at it? " Franny asks me, I give her a nod.
Ryan and I had a very, very bad fight. Which I'm just scared it's going to end our relationship, he left during the middle of the night. And I haven't seen him in person in 4 days. I'm sitting on the floor, and Isaac is sitting in my lap. He's turning 3 this year. Which is insane to think. Franny picks it up, and looks at it.
" Positive? " I ask, she nods towards me. She hands me the test and I look to see the two lines. And I instantly break into tears, and both girls come to my side and hug me.
" Don't worry beautiful you and him will make up okay? You two will make up, " Franny whispers to me, I continue crying truly feeling so many emotions I don't know what exactly to feel.
" You two always make up, " Nezza then whispers, I nod in their arms. Isaac has moved, and wrapped his arms around me.
" Thanks bubba, " I whisper. " We should probably get back out there, " I add, they both nod towards me. We get up, and I collect myself and put the test in my backpack. We're at the C4 house, our fight was stupid and all. But he I don't even know what was going through his mind. Because he was truly to say somethings that truly didn't even make sense. Which honestly I wasn't saying things that didn't make sense either, but still it's a whole mess. I just especially now I need to talk to him, but he won't talk to me. And I'm not going to force him, but now more than ever I need to talk to him. I need to talk to him about one the fight, but two and more importantly the kid that is now growing inside of me.
Ryan's P.O.V.
All of the guys were hanging out just having a good time, we're all just talking and stuff. " So when are you going to stop being ridiculous and talk to her? " JC asks.
" JC, what did I say? I told you, we need a little space from each other, " I tell him. He's been bugging me to talk to Y/n, it's been a few weeks since the fight, but something still feels off. She's not telling me something and it's bothering me. Crawford has walked in with a shocked expression written on his face. " Crawford why do you have a pregnancy test? " Christian asks.
" I was picking up someone's bag that fell, and this fell out of it, " he mutters.
" Why are you acting like you've seen a ghost? " JC asks.
" Cause it's positive, " he comments. We all get up at once and go to look at the test. And he was right, it had 2 lines which means positive. It's positive.
" There's a date, " Brian comments.
" January 27th, " Crawford mutters. " This was almost a month ago? " He asks. That was 4 days after her and I had our big fight.
" Just go put it back in the bag okay? " Kian asks, he nods. He goes and puts it back in the bag, and now all of us are now going to be looking to see which girl takes the bag. The girls have come out, which they're about to leave to go somewhere.
" Can you grab my bag for me? " Y/n asks, she looks over and we make eye contact. She smiles lightly, and Franny hands her, her bag. " Bye boys, " they all say, and they leave quickly.
" Franny handed Y/n the bag, so does that mean Y/n's pregnant? " Crawford asks, and then the attention was onto me. " Do you know, Ryan? " Crawford asks me.
" I don't know, we have truly talked since our fight, " I comment towards him.
" You haven't talked to her since you guys fight? Ryan?! " Christian asks.
" What we were giving each other space to just think over everything, " I tell him.
" She thinks you're going to break up with her, " we all turn around to see Nezza standing at the door.
" What? " I ask confused about what she just said.
" She thinks you're going to break up with her, or you're only going to stay because of Isaac, " she comments.
" That's not true, " I tell her standing up.
" Well tell her that, Ryan be the 29 about to be 30 year old you are and tell her that. Talk it out, you know how much communication means to her so tell her that, " she comments.
" Can we talk to you about what we saw before? " Crawford asks.
" I'd rather not, because it could be anything. But seriously Ryan talk to her, " she tells me. I give her a nod.
So that's exactly what I did, I open up her door to her house and slowly walk in. " Hey, " I turn to her standing there holding a half dressed Isaac.
" Daddy! " He screams, he climbs out of her arms and runs to me. I just grab a hold of him and hold him tightly.
" Hey why don't you go and play with your toys? " I ask/tell him, he nods and runs from the kitchen.
" Hey, " she tells me again, I walk forward and grab a hold of her pulling her into a hug.
" I'm sorry, I shouldn't have believed those idiots. I was stupid to try to blame you, " I whisper. " And this-this fight is all my fault. And I'm sorry, " I add.
" I'm pregnant, " she whispers towards me. I look down at her almost breaking into tears.
" What? " I ask.
" I'm pregnant, with your child. And- I wanted to tell you when I first found out, but it was right after the fight. And I didn't want you thinking anything and I'm-I'm pregnant, " she tells me. I grab a hold of her and kiss her forehead.
" How long have you known? " I ask her. We move so we're sitting at the table.
" About a month, I have the test in my bag, " she tells me she gets up and grabs her bag. And hands me the test. The same test Crawford found. " I took another one a few days after that, and it's positive. I just, I wanted to tell you, " she adds.
" I'm sorry, I was just being dumb, " I tell her. While I look at the test, she moves in between my legs and wraps her arms around me. " I love you, " I comment.
" I love you too, " she whispers back.
I stayed the night that night. And I am starting to stay over a lot more, which Isaac loves.
Y/n's P.O.V.
March 2021...
" Honestly the chaos of the two of them, it's chaotic but it's awesome being able to have another little guy, " I tell Jazmine. We welcomed Fin into the world on September 11th, 2020 at 2:01 am. So we came home to surprise JC with our child. Which his name is Finley Justin.
" Okay next question, when do you want to get married? " Jaz asks me.
" Honestly I truly don't care, because I know I'm going to be marrying Ryan. So truly it's just a matter of when he asks the question, " I tell her.
" How long have you known you were going to marry him? " She asks me.
" 6 months into the relationship, I went home to my mom and I said 'yeah I'm dating who I'm going to marry', " I comment.
" 6 months in?! " She asks, I give her a nod. And in that moment, the lights turned off.
" I need to go find my kiddos, " I tell her, she stands up. And we grab a hold of our phones to put the flashlights on. We beginning walking to find the boys, and we make it to the backyard. There stands the boys. " You guys know the lights are off right? " I ask him.
" Yup, " JC comments chuckling. I walk forward, and Isaac runs to me. All of the guys begin to step away.
" Ryan what's going on? " I ask him. Kian comes forward grabbing a hold of Isaac from me.
" I had a different idea with how I wanted to do this, but with everything going on right now this is what I came up with, " he comments. He kneels down on one knee, and pulls out a box.
" Oh my God, " I mutter towards him.
" I love you, and I've spent 5 years being your boyfriend. And we have 2 amazing beautiful boys together. And I knew from our first date I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. And I'm not perfect, you know I've made mistakes. But you truly have loved me through all of that. And I promise I will love you through all of the messes and the fights. And I wish you met my mom, because she would have loved you. But I want to spend the rest of my life loving you, so... Y/n, will you make me the happiest man on earth and become my wife? " He asks.
" Is that even a question?! Yes! " I tell him, he places the ring on my finger and stands up and kisses me. All of them were filming obviously. " I'M ENGAGED! " I scream, Nez and Franny run over to look at the ring. Ryan comes behind me placing his hand on my lower back. I love you was all he said before walking off to talk to JC and Christian while the girls continued to talk to me about what had just occurred. When I tell you I got blessed, I got blessed.