Y/n Pov
"How long are you gonna be gone?" asks Dani as she sits on the bed watching me pack.
I was packing a bag to catch a flight from LA to Miami. Kelly called and told me that they are gonna be celebrating Bey's birthday in Miami and she wasn't taking a no for an answer.
"I don't know babe. I'll probably just pop up to tell her happy birthday and then come back home.'' I say
I've been having second thoughts about going and seeing Bey for the first time in months is nerve-wracking.
"I wish I could come with you but I think Kelly hates me." she says
"Why do you think that?"
"Didn't you see the way she looked at me when I asked about the party? She made it very clear that I wasn't invited."
"She doesn't hate you, Dani. She doesn't even know you well enough to hate you. It's Bey's party and she's very private with her personal life"
"Well somebody hates me. I still don't even understand why I was kicked off the tour. I did nothing wrong Y/n. I was thinking maybe you could talk to her for me?"
I still feel bad knowing that I'm the reason why she got kicked off the tour. Once Bey saw us getting close it was a wrap. This girl lost her job because of me BUT talking to Bey about Dani is not something I ever plan on doing.
I stop packing to move to stand directly in front of Dani
I put my hands on the sides of her face and say "Don't worry about it. You are an amazing dancer and you will find another job with someone else"
"But she's Beyoncé babe. There is no one bigger than her" she whines and pouts
Well she's got a point there ...
"Something is gonna come up I promise. Just keep making your videos on instagram and doing your auditions. You never know you could be dancing with Chris Brown soon" I say
She smiles "Yeah maybe. Thank you for always encouraging me" she leans up to peck my lips
"You're welcome now let me finish packing"
MIAMI
"You ready?" Asks Kelly as we walk to the house towards that Bey rented out for her birthday. Miami in September feels fucking amazing and this house is beautiful.
"Not really" I say
"Y/n it will be fine. This isn't the first time y'all had a falling out and I'm sure it won't be the last"
"Kelly it's been months since our last conversation. We never went this long without speaking or seeing each other before"
"Well yeah that's true but —."
"And I need to know what I'm walking into."
"Y/n relax. She's in a good mood tonight and I know that once she sees you she will be even happier. I wouldn't have asked you to come if I thought she was mad at you" She says
"Yes the fuck you would" I say
Kelly has always been the one who to get Bey and I to talk since we were younger. We would have the dumbest arguments and would both be too stubborn to give in. Kelly would always find a way to bring us together.
"Ok fine .. I would. But it's for a good reason Y/n."She says
I roll my eyes "So she is mad at me?"
"I wouldn't exactly say mad .."
"I knew it" I say and I turn to walk away
Kelly grabs my arm "What did you expect? You cut her off for months Y/n. You said it yourself that y'all never went that long without speaking before. You should've known she would feel a way about that"
"If anyone should be mad about anything it should be me. You know what she said to me Kelly."
"So you gonna fight with her on her birthday?" She asks
I sigh and look away from her
"I understand how you feel Y/n and that's why I invited you to come. I've been here from the beginning with you and Bey. I know how much it's hurting you both not being in each other's life right now. I'm just trying to help mend things."
I know Kelly is just trying to help. She hates when Bey and I are at odds. I'm surprised she let it last this long but the space was definitely needed between us.
"I know and I'm sorry for getting carried away. Thank you for trying to help." I say and wrap my arms around her
She returns the hug wrapping her arms around me too.
"That's what I'm here for."
We release each other and she looks at me "You ready to see the Virgo Queen?"
"Yeah I guess so" I say
Seeing her for the first time in months gives me butterflies all over again. The woman that I am in love with is only a few feet away from me and I don't even know what to say to her. Am I still mad about the last conversation we had? Absolutely. But seeing her right now in this moment I can't think about anything but how much I missed her.
"Come on" says Kelly as she leads me over to Bey
I nod my head and follow her lead
Michelle's eyes land on me as we walk up to them "Y/n!?"
Once she said my name Bey's eyes landed on me it felt like the world stopped. The look in her eyes was driving me crazy.
"Oh my god. Where have you been?" Asks Michelle as she wraps me up in a hug.
"Uhh .. I just took some much needed time for myself." I say as we release from the hug
I see Bey eyes roll and she looks away as if she's ignoring the conversation.
Michelle nods her head "We all need that sometimes. But It's so good to see you."
I smile and say "It's good to see you too."
To this day I still don't know if Michelle ever knew about my relationship with Bey. She's never showed any signs of knowing. Kelly is usually the only one we would run to when we had problems.
"Let's go get a drink Michelle. Casamigos is calling our name" says Kelly grabs her arm and drags her away
"Kelly I am not drinking that" I hear Michelle say as they walk away
Leaving Bey and I alone standing here. Obviously she isn't gonna make an attempt to talk so I just gotta give it a shot.
"Happy Birthday" I say
She finally looks over at me "What made you come?"
The first time hearing her voice in months and it still gives me chills.
"I came because we need to talk" I say
She quickly responds "We could've talked months ago"
"Maybe, but we weren't in a good space and I don't see how -"
"We weren't in a good space so you decided to run away?"
I sigh "I didn't run away. I thought it was pretty clear that this was over."
She comes to stand directly in front of me. She has a dangerous look in her eyes and a brow raised.
"When was it made clear that this was over?" She asks
I swallow hard and try my hardest not to get turned on by the look in her eyes and how low her voice is right now.
"The last conversation we had and everything that was said" I say
"It was an argument Y/n. You know I never meant to hurt you and I know I shouldn't have said what I said to you."
"But you meant it right? I've been playing the side role so why not keep doing it right?"
"Y/n we've been together since we were teens. It's always been us and nothing ever came between that so why are you all of a sudden trying to change things?"
I look at her in shock because I honestly can't believe she's even asking me that. Nothing ever came between us ?? Bitch you are married
"This is exactly why I walked away from you months ago" I say and turn to walk away from her.
"Y/n" she says and grabs my arm pulling me back
"You want me to be with you while you have a whole ass husband and kids. Yes I know I should've walked away a long ass time ago but I thought maybe you would choose me over him but I now realized how stupid I've been for you. I'm not coming back to you" I say and snatch my arm away from her
"So you don't want this anymore? You don't want me?" she questions
"Are you ever gonna leave him?" I ask
She sighs and looks away
"Exactly, We're done here." I say and walk away from her for the last time.
I get a hotel room for the night and try to get some rest for my flight in the morning. Kelly was blowing my phone up with way too many questions so I sent her my hotel and room info.
I get a knock at the door and I try to prepare myself to be bombarded with questions. I open the door expecting to see Kelly but instead I get a visit from the last person I thought I would see.
"What are you doing here?"
"I need to talk to you" She says
"We already talked and I got an early flight in the morning so I --"
"I'm leaving him Y/n."
I immediately stopped talking . These were the words that I've been waiting to hear all these years and now I don't know how to feel. She's leaving him?
"I choose you. I want to be with you" she says