Callux's P.O.V.
I woke up to her next to me, soundly sleeping on me. This has been happening more and more. No one knows, and I mean no one. She always sneaks out, and usually we do stuff at her place. Last night was different though, last night it started out with a fight.
" You know you're- " I begin which she looks over at me with rage in her eyes.
" If you say immature I will walk out that door, and you will never see me fucking again. I am not immature, and you fucking know that! I asked you a fucking simple ass question, and you're the one who doesn't want to answer. So who is truly the immature one? " She snaps back.
" How am I immature if I don't want to answer your question? " I ask her.
" Fine you're just scared then, " she states beginning to grab her things. I quickly walk towards her grabbing a hold of her arm and pulling her towards me. " Let go of me Lux, " she mutters.
" I'm not scared, " I mutter.
" Prove it, " she states looking directly into my eyes. I instantly move in and begin to kiss her, which she instantly begins to kiss me back.
She begins to get up and get dressed, she must still be mad. " You know you're the one who said you should never leave angry, " I tell her. She doesn't face me, and continues to get dressed.
" Yeah I have also said that you should never go to bed angry. So there's a first for everything, " she states back.
" Seriously Y/n, look at me, " I comment. She backs at me, and a tear falls from her eyes. I walk over crouching down in front of her. " Hey what's wrong? " I ask her grabbing a hold of her cheek.
" God, my brother's going to kill me, " she whispers and as soon as she said that she got up and left. I couldn't even ask why, she didn't want to me to ask why. I don't think she truly meant to say that out loud. And of course when I see her later today, I'll have to act like there's nothing going on between us. Because if Simon found out, it would be so bad. Simon is so protective over her, which you know makes sense. But it would be bad. But I'm worried right now, because I don't want something bad to be happening to Y/n.
Y/n's P.O.V.
Talia, Freya, Gee, and I were just having some fun cooking while Simon, Josh, and JJ were getting ready for the other boys. Freya knows about Lux and I. She's truly one of the only ones I trust, other than Talia. It's just the whole situation was eating me alive, and I needed to talk to someone about what was happening. Which all of us stopped what we were doing when JJ started screaming and running out of the bathroom. Which was also the same moment some of the guys walked in. " Freya's pregnant! Frey congrats! " He screams, I instantly back away and Freya looks at me.
" JJ what are you talking about? " Josh asks, Freya grabs a hold of my hand.
" There's a positive pregnancy test in the bathroom, " he states, he shows Josh the stick. And he looks at Freya in disbelief.
" It could be a false positive, " I comment. All of the boys look at me. " It happens sometimes, " I add.
" I was going to take another test after all of this, but since JJ decided to go through the bin he found it, " Freya says making up a story. " Now can you put that back please? " She asks, I walk away from the kitchen and Freya follows me. Us being very discreet, about us disappearing. She grabs a hold of me and I instantly break into tears. Trying to hold the sobs in so that none of the boys would hear me. I hear the door open, and we look to see Talia and Gee.
" What's wrong? " Gee asks walking in. Her instantly coming to hold me.
" It's mine, " I whisper. Talia sits down next to me.
" What? " She asks.
" The test isn't Freya's, it's mine. You know how Simon would react if he found out. I didn't even expect JJ to find it, " I whisper. Gee and Talia are both holding me. " I just- I needed to take it. And I couldn't take it at mine. And- I don't know what I'm going to do, " I add which causes them to just pull me in closer.
" We'll figure this out, have you told the dad? Do you know who the dad is? " Gee asks.
" Do we know who the dad is? " Talia asks.
" I haven't told the dad, yes I do, and yes you guys do, " I whisper.
" Are you comfortable with telling us who the dad is? " Gee asks. I shake my head. " Okay that's alright, do you know what you're going to do? " She asks. I shake my head again.
" No, I-I'm just I'm like 3 weeks late, " I mutter. Freya crouches down in front of me.
" We're going to set up an appointment, we'll go with you, it's going to be alright okay? " Freya asks. I give her a nod.
" It's going to be alright Y/n/n, everything will be alright, " Talia tells me. I give her a nod.
" What am I going to do? " I ask.
" Well as you said, it could be a false positive. So we'll just see, and we'll go from there okay? " Gee asks. I give her a nod.
" And until we know for sure, this will stay between us okay? Will that make you feel better? " Talia asks. I give her a nod.
" Okay this will stay between us okay? " Freya states/asks. We all nod towards each other. We all slowly exit the room making our way back to where we were, I pass Lux while we head back and we just give each other small smiles acting like nothing has been happening between us. Which in reality him and I have been 'seeing' each other for almost a year.
My only job tonight is to not breakdown, and truly it's been going good so far. Most of the boys have now gone home, and I'm about to leave also. Freya is walking me to my car. She pulls me into a hug, and reassures me of a lot of things.
The next morning, it's the day of the appointment. And I've never been more stressed in my life I don't think. Because if I am pregnant, I will need to tell Simon. I will also need to tell Lux. The girls went with me, for support. And now we're waiting for the results. " What are you going to do if it is positive? " Gee asks.
" Talk to the dad, but I plan on keeping it, " I tell her. The doctor comes back in, and we're all sitting waiting for her telling us the results.
" You are pregnant, you're about 2 months, " she states. I give her a nod.
2 months later...
Still haven't told Simon and still haven't told Lux. It's May now, but I plan on telling Lux today. He needs to know before I tell anyone else. I walk into the shoot for the Sidemen, cause I'm helping out today. And Simon looks confused, frustrated and yeah confused. " Simon you alright? " I ask.
" You're pregnant?! " He asks, bringing the attention to me. Which Lux is in complete shock. I stand there in shock by what he just said.
" How-how, " I begin I just walk off walking out. And Simon walking after me. I can hear the boys following him, but my brain is not focused enough.
" Y/n! You're pregnant?! Why didn't you tell me?! " He asks.
" Simon I haven't even told the dad yet! " I scream back turning to him, and I watch all of the boys stop also. " Yes I'm pregnant, I'm 4 months. The baby is due on October 29th, the baby's a boy. I'm showing, I messed up the relationship with the dad where I barely even talk to him even more. Because I'm terrified that once you! Find out who the dad is, you'll kick him out of my life, " I add, I beginning to break down and Simon pulls me into a hug. As I begin to cry.
" It's alright, shhh it's alright, " he whispers to me. I back away and make eye contact with Lux who is also crying.
" How did you find out? " I ask.
" Saw a photo that you sent, your belly was showing, " he states. I give him a nod wiping away the tears, and beginning to walk to get a water. " Who's the dad? " He asks, I stop in my place taking a deep breath.
" I am, " Lux says. Everyone looks at him in shock, including myself. " You're pregnant? " He asks. I walk forward grabbing a hold of his hand, and walking us away from the group. This is a conversation that has to happen between him and I.
" You're four months? " He asks, I give him a nod. " He's a boy? " He asks, I give him a nod. " October 29th? " He asks, I give yet another nod. " I'm going to be a dad? " He asks.
" Yeah... I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier, but I was so afraid you would leave, " I tell him beginning to tear up.
" I would have never left, I love you too much, " he tells me. I look up at him with teary eyes. " And I'm not just saying that because you're pregnant with my baby, I'm saying that because I'm in love you, " he states. A tear falls and he wipes it away.
" I love you too, " I whisper. He leans in and begins to kiss me, and I kiss him back. We talked for a while longer, and then walked back out.
" Can I see the baby bump? " Simon asks. I chuckle lightly, I take my jacket off and pick up my shirt slightly.
" There's a baby in there, that's so weird to think, " Harry comments.
Many months later.... ( January 1st, 2021 )
Callux's P.O.V.
callux 2020 had a lot of downs in the year, luckily one up was Finley being born. For anybody who hasn't seen, Y/n and I had a kid. His name is Finley, he's everything I didn't know I need. And honestly I'm terrified that I'm not going to be a good dad, but I can't wait for all the awesomeness that's going to be Finley, myself, and Y/n's journey.
I hear Fin cry, and look up to see Y/n walking in rocking him. " Oh I know, you didn't like that you woke up, " she whispers. She sits next to me, and rest Finley on her.
" I need to get you something, " I comment standing up.
" I seriously just sat down Cal, " she comments. " Your dad is crazy, yes he is...yes he is, " she adds.
" Move in with me, " I tell her, she smiles towards me.
" Cal I've lived with you for the past 3 months, " she says chuckling.
" I'm making it official, " I tell her laughing.
" Yes, I'll move in with you, " she comments laughing.
I go into Instagram and see her post.
miniy/n Never did I expect that 2020 one of the worst years ever would give me the best thing that has happened to me. Finley Simon (yes his middle name is Simon) was born. I'm a new parent so all of this is new, but I'm glad I have Cal by my side helping me. <3
I look up at her and smile, never did I expect my life to turn out life this. But I'm so happy it did.