Wish you were gay||Billie Eilish

Manchester day 1

Y/N POV

"Hey. Pssst" an annoying voice said

"Pssssst" they continued

I peered one eye open to see no one other than Billie

"You asshole. I was sleeping so good" I groaned turning my back to her

"Sorry" she laughed

"What do you want?" I asked

"Damn, is someone crabby today?" She asked

"You literally woke me up at..." I started as I looked at my phone

"Four am" I said

"I wanted to talk" she pouted

"About what? Is everything okay?" I asked easing up a little

"Of course" she said

"Then why are you up so early?" I asked

She just looked at me

"It's because of the show?" I asked

"I'm just so excited" she cheered kind of loud

"Shhh, people are sleeping" I laughed

"I don't care. I want them to hear my excitement" she said

I couldn't help but laugh at how happy she was . She took a moment before she spoke again

"Well, I'm excited and sad" she said

I raised my eyebrows for her to continue

"Because I don't want this to be over but at the same time I do. I love preforming and shit, but I hate all the extra stuff that comes with it" she said

"I get it... well kind of. I don't preform, but since I've been on this tour with you I can see how tired the shows and the interviews make you" I said

"Yea, but again, I love preforming" she said

"You can love something and still get exhausted from it" I said

"True. You're a wise man" she laughed

"Woman" I corrected

"Right, my bad" she laughed

***

"Is everyone ready?" Maggie asked

I looked at Billie and she nodded her head

"Yup" I replied

"Okay, get ready, we'll be at the venue in five minutes" she said

We all nodded our heads and prepared for us to arrive. I looked over and saw billie dancing in her seat.

"Excited much?" I laughed

"Verryyy" she sang

I laughed and kissed her cheek

"Okay, let's go through the back. We're running a little late so no time to talk to fans. I'm sorry Billie" Patrick said

"Damn, okay" Billie hung her head down

The bus dropped us off in the back of the venue so that we could just walk in right away. Billie and I were the last ones to get off

"Here" she said holding her hand out for me to take

I took her hand as she helped me step down from the bus

"Thank you" I smiled

"No problem, my love" she smiled

I took her hand in mine and intertwined our fingers together

"We're going to the green room" Billie said

"Okay, sound check in twenty" Maggie reminded

"Okay" Billie smiled

Billie and I walked to the greenroom together and immediately took a seat on the couch.

Time skip to just before the show

"Five minutes kids" Patrick came in and said

Finneas nodded his head before he stood up

"Coming?" Billie asked me as Claudia took finneas's hand

"Yupp" I said standing up with her

She smiled before we all walked out of the green room together.

We all walked down Hall to the side of the stage

"Three minutes" a stage manager said as we finally made it to everyone

"Okay, before we go on, I just want to say that we only have a few shoes left. So let's give these last few shows everything we have" Billie said as we all held hands in a circle

"Damn right" Finneas said

"You kids go out there and have an amazing show" Maggie said

"Just be you" Patrick said

We all cheered. Claudia gave Finneas a kiss before he walked in stage. As soon as he walked on stage, the crowd erupted in cheers

"Okay, that's my cue" Billie said

"Break a leg... not actually though" I said

"I will. I love you" she smiled

"I love you too" I said before I kissed her lips sweetly

As soon as she walked in the stage, the intro to bad guy started playing as Billie stated jumping around the whole stage.

"White shirt, now red my bloody nose" she started to sing

The crowd was going crazy. Screaming, dancing, jumping, singing, and screaming Billie's name

"I missed you guys so much, What the fuck" Billie spoke as bad guy ended

The crowd just cheered loud. Like really loud

"Alright, alright. Thank you for supporting me. I love you" Billie told them

The music to "I don't wanna be you anymore" started playing and Billie put her mic on the stand. I watched in awe as she sang to the crowd and they looked at her in adoration

"I don't wanna be you..." Billie said moving her hands to silence the venue

"Anymore" she sang as the venue was quiet

***

"Thank you, I love you Manchester" Billie said to the crowd and gave them a hug

Billie and Finneas walked off the stage and came to all of us in the side of the stage

"You kids did amazing" Maggie said

"Thank you mom" Billie said in her goofy voice