Wish you were gay||Billie Eilish

Nightmares

Billie's POV

After my show we immediately came on the tour bus to catch up on sleep. Tour really fucks everyone up. Sleep schedules are messed up, people start to get grouchy, and everyone is always tired. Plus with y/n not feeling good a few days ago, she's still been trying to catch up on sleep, and that's exactly what she's doing. Y/n is sleeping in her bunk below me. Trust me, i wanted to lay in there with her but she wanted to sleep comfortably. As she's sleeping, I'm in my bunk liking some of the posts that my fan pages post. I stumble across an edit of me and y/n. I smile to myself knowing that she's definitely the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.

"Stop" Y/n said

I jump out of my bunk, thinking she's awake

"I said don't touch her" she said again

I stand by her bunk confused at who she could be taking to. I gently move her curtain to see her still sleeping

"Please" she starts crying in her sleep

I take this as a chance to wake her up because she's definitely having a nightmare

"Y/n" I said softly

"Billie?" She asked as she was still in her sleep but knowing it was me

"Y/n, wake up. You're having a bad dream" I said

"Leave her alone" she said again

"Baby, wake up" I said lightly shaking her this time

She jolted up, hitting her head on the top of her bunk

"Ow, shit" she said grabbing her hand

"Fuck, im sorry" I said

"Sorry for what?" She asked

"I Didn't mean to make you jolt like that" I said

"are you okay?" She asked me randomly

"what Yea, why?" I asked

"You were taken away from me by those guys" she said

I poked at her to let her know I was listening

"Those big scary guys in black suits" she said as her eyes started to tear up

"I'm here. I'm right here" I said

"They didn't take you?" She asked

"No, you just had a bad dream" I said

She leaned over and hugged me

"Please don't leave me" she said into the hug

That instantly broke my heart

"I'll never leave you" I said

"Please" she whispered

"I'll never let you go" I said

She pulled away from the hug and made eye contact with me

"Sorry if I woke you up" she said

"You didn't. I wasn't sleeping" I said

"Aren't you tired?" She asked

"No" I said

"it's late" she said

"It's seven pm" I laughed

"Wait really?" She asked

"Yea. You were just taking a nap" I said

"I felt like I was sleeping forever though" she said

I couldn't help but laugh

"Don't laugh at me" she said

"Fine. But seriously, are you okay? The nightmare seemed pretty bad" I said

"I'm fine now. Thank you" she said

"It's no problem" I said

It really wasn't. My job is to make share she's okay and happy and I'll always being do that.

"Where are we going now?" She asked

"Brazil. So we got a long drive ahead of us" I said

"How long?" She asked

"Thirty six hours" I said

"Why didn't we just fly?" She asked with a laugh

"Because we have a nice tour bus" I said

"I'm going back to bed then" she said

"You haven't ate though" I said

"Oh shit" she said

She got down from her bunk , and towhead we walked to the kitchen area where everyone was

"Hey guys" she said

"Y/n honey, Billie, come eat" Maggie said

We wasted no time in sitting with everyone and eating

A/N
Sorry it's so short