Billie's POV
Y/n and I still haven't talked. She keeps leaving my messages on read and it's killing me. Every time I go over there, I make it to the door and just stand there. I really wanna knock but I'm scared I'll just get shut down immediately. I know she needs the space, and I'm gonna give it to her to show her that I'll wait. I don't know how long I can wait though because tour is starting back up soon and I really want her with me.
"Billie" my mom called
"Yea?" I asked
"Come here" she said
"Coming" I replied
I walked to the kitchen where my mom was and saw finneas sitting with her
"What's going on?" I asked
"We just wanted to talk" Finneas said
"About?" I asked
"Tour" he said
"Oh okay" I said
Truth is, I was really excited to go back on tour. This break is just what I needed to get pumped again
"Billie?" My mom asked
"Hm?" I hummed
"Did you hear us?" She asked
"No, sorry what" I said
"We said we that we know you and y/n are in a fight, but is she coming with us. We kinda need to to know" Finneas said
"I don't know" I said
"Well can you figure it out because we leave the day after tomorrow" my mom said
"Can you ask fin?" I asked
"No. You ask. She's your girlfriend" he said
Fuck
"Okay" was all I could say
Finneas gave me a small smile, I assume because he sensed the uncomfortableness in my voice
"Is that all?" I asked
"Yea" my mom said
With that, I went back to my room and shut the door. I started to think how to ask y/n because I can't just go over there. She'll slam the door in my face.
I went on Instagram for a few in hopes to forget about it until later. It didn't work clearly. I stumbled my way to y/n's page. It was filled with pictures of us. I smiled to myself looking through them.
Fuck it
I went to my contacts and hovered over her name. Once I built up the courage, I clicked call. She sent me straight to voicemail
"Hey it's y/n, you know that though because you called me. sorry I missed your call. Leave a message I'll try and call back if I feel like it" her voicemail said
I smiled to myself because I was right next to her when she made that voicemail. You could even hear me laughing in the background
*beep*
"Hey y/n, I know you're mad at me and I'm so incredibly sorry, but tour is starting soon and I really need you there with me. I need you to come, please" I said as my voice broke
I took a deep breath in
"I understand if you don't want to come, but if you come, then I'll know we're okay and we'll get through this. I love you with everything" I finished
I ended the call and wiped the tears that were threatening to fall from my eyes.
"She'll come. I know she'll come" I said to myself
I really didn't know if she would come. I'm just trying to convince myself so that way I stay hyped for tour
Y/N POV
I stepped out of the shower wrapped in a towel. I walk over to the closet to find some comfy clothes since I'm not going anywhere today.
As I'm looking through my closet. My phone starts to ring. I walk over to it to check the caller ID
"Bil" I read to myself
I was debating on answering it.
"Stand your ground" I told myself
I declined the call and sent her to voicemail. I went back to my left to continue looking for clothes. While I was getting dressed, I got a notification which meant I got a voicemail since I have certain ping set for voicemails. I automatically knew it was Billie. I finished buttoning my pants and then walked to grab my phone. I entered my pin in order hear the voicemail.
"Hey y/n, I know you're mad at me and I'm so incredibly sorry, but tour is starting soon and I really need you there with me. I need you to come, please. I understand if you want to come, but if you come, then I'll know we're okay and we'll get through this. I love you with everything" she spoke. I let the voicemail play all the way through. Her voice started to crack towards the end which absolutely broke my heart.
I didn't know that tour was starting up this soon. Of course I'm still going. This will give me and Billie a chance to fix everything and work through things. I was taken out of my thought by a knock at my door
"Yea?" I asked
"Can I come in?" My mom asked
"Yea" I said
She came in and walked over the me
"Billie dropped these off" she said handing me flowers while sitting on my bed
"They're pretty" I smiled
"She's really trying" she said
"I know" I said
"Maggie said tour is starting again. Are you gonna go?" She asked
"I think I am" I said
"You should. She needs you and you need her. You two just had a miler disagreement" she said
"Yea. I'm gonna go" I said
"Well, you should pack so you don't have to do it later" she said
I pulled my already packed suitcase from under my bed and showed
"Wow you're already prepared?" She asked
"Yea" I smiled
"Okay, well are you gonna talk to billie?" She asked
"Not until we leave for tour. I think it'll best" I said
"Okay" she smiled as she got up from my bed
"Love you mom" I said
"Love you too hun" she smiled before waking out and closing my door
"I'm going" I said to myself
I set my suitcase in the corner on my room and walked over the vase on my bedside table. I put threw old dead flowers I had in there wash and put the ones Billie got me in there with fresh water.
I sighed and walked over to my bed and laid down on it.
VOUS LISEZ
Wish you were gay||Billie Eilish
Fanfiction"Hello, looks like we're going to be your new neighbors!" The lady said "I'm Maggie, this is my husband Patrick, and our two kids, Finneas, and Billie" GxG with billie, of course Started May 2020 Completed April 19, 2021 #1 in famous #2 in billie...