Sofia [DISCONTINUED]

//CHAPTER 30//

After the boys left, I went to my room to relax. Feeling bored after a while I remembered it had a piano in the library. I used to play back then but after mom changed I stopped played. Making my way to he stool I sat on it and grazed my fingers over the keys. Playing two notes to get the feeling of it, I took a deep breath then started to play gangsta by Kehlani. I don't know why but I just love that song. Maybe it's because I love Joker and Harley Quinn's relationship. Am I weird for that? While playing I decided to sing along.

I need a gangsta
To love me better
Than all the others do
To always forgive me
Ride or die with me
That's just what gangstas do

I'm fucked up
I'm black and blue
I'm built for it, all the abuse
I got secrets that nobody, nobody knows
I'm good on that pussy shit
I don't want what I can get
I want someone with secrets
That nobody, nobody knows

I need a gangsta
To love me better
Than all the others do
To always forgive me
Ride or die with me
That's just what gangstas do

My freakness is on the loose
And running all over you
Please take me to places
That nobody, nobody knows
You got me hooked up on this feeling
You got me hanging from the ceiling
Got me so high up, I'm barely breathing
So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me go

I need a gangsta
To love me better
Than all the others do
To always forgive me
Ride or die with me
That's just what gangstas do

After I finished singing there were tears in my eyes. I don't know why everytime I sing I always end up with tears in my eyes. I nearly jumped out my seat when I heard someone said, "Wow." I turned to see my brothers standing by the door halfway through. When did they get here? I was so caught up in the song I didn't hear the door. I really need to be more aware of my surroundings.

"Wow, we heard you sing before but that was just amazing." Lorenzo said smiling at me.

"You sing just like her." Alessandro muttered.

"Who do I sing like?" I askee confused.

"Mom, you sing just like mom." Marco answered. There was silence for a while until Marco broke it asking if I can sing a next song.

"What do you guys suggest?"

"Um...how about Jealous by Labrinth." Alfesto suggested. I paused for a moment then stared at him holding in my laughter. Alfesto listens to Labrinth!!

"What!" He asked because we were all staring at him. "His music is great." He defending himself. Giggling I muttered okay then started the song after they sat.

I'm jealous of the rain
That falls upon your skin
It's closer than my hands have been
Oh, I'm jealous of the rain
I'm jealous of the wind
That ripples through your clothes
It's closer than your shadow
Oh, I'm jealous of the wind