LOSE
"Lose"
I will never know if you love me
Or my company, but I don't mind
'Cause I ain't tryna be the one
Been through this a thousand times
I don't need to take your heart
You keep yours I'll keep mineAll I really know is when I'm lonely
I hate that I'm lonelyAnd that's why I let you in
And maybe in another life we fight all day, kiss all night
But I don't wanna break your heart, you keep yours I'll keep mine
I know
We know better so
We'd both better goI don't need a reason
To keep on dreamin'
That we don't lose, yeah what's the use?
I don't need a reason
To keep on dreamin', oh
That we can win at anything at allAm I the only one who sees right through this?
Yeah all this bullshit
Don't play me for no fool
Yeah you don't gotta lose your mind, every time I don't call
And I should never have to win your love
Then hate myself when I don't, oh, ohFickle as you are, that's exactly why I keep on running back
'Cause I'm brittle at the parts where I wish I was strongAnd maybe when you need my help, I like myself when it's overBut later in the light, you go dark and rogue, and I need closure
And I know, whatever this is ain't loveSo I'm goin'I'm gonna let you go, let you go
I don't need a reasonTo keep on dreamin'That we don't lose, yeah what's the use?I don't need a reasonTo keep on dreamin'That I can win this stupid thing called love(Listen to the song and prepare some tissues on.)
JUNGKOOKS POV
I sat back on the car as I look at the hand that was just connected on hers earlier. It felt so good, so perfect yet so painful. I'm so dumb. And yes I admit it. I should have known that I will never have that chance but I still kept on. I never really thought we'd be this close let alone love her so much that it breaks my heart to pieces even without trying to pursue anything. Because I know from the start, there was never US.
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