A/N: play the music. this one's for@keithbulanadi30 🌺🌺 hope u like it!
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I gripped on the phone. My heartbeat pounds uncontrollably as the tears trickled down my cheeks. I bit my lips so hard that I could feel the taste of blood dripping from them. I pace back and forth wanting someone to talk to.
"I....... i just want someone to cling on." I desperately whispered for im so alone in this battle. I'm so left out. I just want somebody whom I could atleast tell my rants and shout from all this pain I've been keeping all this time. I dialed Jennie's number and after 5 times of trying no one answered. I know she's busy but I was desperate. Jisoo next, still the same. I curse several times as I cry and lean on the wall my lips are trembling, I'm so lost. Lisa.
Yes, Lisa.
I was about to dial her phone then I remembered she's on the plane going back to Thailand. She specifically picked a night flight so that no fans will see her for it was an urgent family matter.
I slumped on the floor as I sob so hard. "Why?!"
"Why?!" I shouted so hopelessly as I look up the ceiling as if waiting for some fallen angel who could save me from this heartache.
Then I remembered HIM.
Without second thoughts I immediately dialed his number.
"Hello Chaeng?" i heard from the other line. I felt relieved like a weight is slowly pulling out. I just want someone to hold on to because I might lose myself if I'm going to be alone on this. I'm so tired. So tired that I don't think I could make it anymore.
"Please come here. I... i need you." I wasn't even asking. I was begging. As shameful as it could be, I don't care because I was desperate.
As soon as the call dropped, I layed on the floor pulled my legs and wrap my hands into it like a small ball, and cried.
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