Virgil's Journal (Sander Sides | Prinxiety)

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12th july 2020
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So yesterday Thomas was being active for once, he decided to search for open rolls in upcoming plays. I was happy for him that he was doing something but nervous- very nervous.

There was a community theatre who recently saved up a big enough budget to be able to have the rights for Heathers. As soon as this one came up, Princey screamed with excitement, telling Thomas to take the part.

He has already been this character once before but in all honesty, he really needed to get back into the acting since he hasn't even tried looking for any parts. This opportunity was just too good to give up.

The audition was on the 16th July- great... I'll be stressing for 4 whole days. Fun.

This also means Prince will be hyper until the actual audition. This means I'm shutting myself in my room with my headphones on for ages and try not to have an anxiety attack.

Ha. Anxiety attack. The thing I just had a few minutes ago. It feels like your drowning- trapped. It's physical and mental pain at the same time. Nobody will ever understand how much shit I actually go through. They just think it's a quick worry and then I'm fine.

Oh how I wish it was like that..