24th June 2020
I had the worst panic attack last night. Those thoughts never left my mind, then more flooded in.
It felt like I was drowning.
I tried not to scream or make any sounds since the walls in the mind palace are paper thin.
Being next to Princey's room won't help either, since he'd want to play hero, and then if I didn't calm down with just him, he'd invite the others to help too. That's too much attention.
It's already enough being the "favourite side" since that put so much spotlight on to me, I hate it.
Luckily I managed to deal with it in peace, even though I'm pretty sure Thomas felt like shit.
I had a few people knock at my door but I think I convinced them that I was ok. I'm not ok.
I promise :)
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Virgil's Journal (Sander Sides | Prinxiety)
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