22nd June 2020
Ok, so today was obviously a bad day for Princey, he was insulting me like all day! I was just trying to help Thomas with his work for gods sake. It didn't stop, it made me feel like shit. I don't know why I need so much validation from him. It's just.., we were getting on so well and his narcissistic ass has to ruin it!
What if I ruined it?
What if I DID do something?
What if he hates me?
Why do I care so much?
I wish I wasn't me. Anxiety. It fucking sucks. Imagine being able to feel happy for a long period of time- yeah. I can't. I've never experienced something like that before. I just wanted to help him was all. But now my feelings are messing with my head.
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Virgil's Journal (Sander Sides | Prinxiety)
同人小說Dr. Picani recommended keeping a journal to help Virgil with his struggles, on the way he finds more help from Princey. (Prinxiety) (Also TW ⚠️) don't read unless you're around 13 please. #1 in prinxiety on 6/1/21 #2 in logicality on 6/1/21
