Saved by a Killer (Ticci Toby romance)

Part 55

Yeah, we need to do the...wedding. Um so weird to say that. Okay I keep stalling it that's all. Okay enjoy!

So Manda said that I should ask Slendy for money, but I dunno. I don't wanna seem selfish...

I come home and I hear faint snores in my moms room. I peak through the door. I see her body sprawled all over the mattress. Wow, I guess she's tired.

Ugh, now I'm bored, Toby isn't with me. I felt a little guilty for ditching him with Manda, but I need some girl time too. Okay, I need to go to the mansion soon, but before I go I should tell Toby. Maybe he can come with me. Ugh I feel so guilty just thinking about asking him for money. I'll seem desperate too. Okay, right now I just need my music. I grab my earphones that were on the kitchen counter than take my cell phone out if my pocket. I scroll through my playlist. Ooh! Suicide season by bring me the horizon! I am so obsessed with this song. (Ugh, I love bands. So I made Kat love em! Sorry not sorry ;)

This song is so damn long though, like 8 whole minutes...that's long! Okay now I need to think. Wait, don't think that's never good. Sometimes quiet is violent. Just gonna focus on the lyrics...

We stare at broken clocks

The hands don't turn anymore

The days turn into nights

Empty hearts and empty places

The day you lost him I

Slowly lost you too

For when he died

He took a part of

Youuuu!!!

Lyrics are a little sad too. I start to think about Toby. What if I ever lost him? What if one day he never came home? What if- he...died...I wonder what he does when he works for slendy.

I wouldn't be able to bear that. The pain of mourning in my heart...I just-I can't. That will make me insane...I couldn't imagine losing someone that improtant to me...ever.

See what happens when I think! I over think! And that is not good! Okay, maybe I should listen to another band, not that I don't love BMTH.

I scroll through the list again, and finally land on Sleeping with sirens. I love their songs, they are usually about love! I put on if I'm James dean then your Audrey Hepburn! Song gives me major feels. Like ya know that song that make your hair on your arm stand up and raises goosebumps on your body? Yeah, this is one of them.

In the corner of my eye I see my window crack open. Toby comes out of my window and I smile. My earphones are still in. I really love this song though, so I just take one out.

"Hey, kitty Kat!" He smiles and approaches me.

"What's up Ticci-Toby?" I say. He frowns at me. Well he's dressed up exactly like who he's supposed to be. Might as well call him that. He's still really cute even in killer clothes.