Saved by a Killer (Ticci Toby romance)

Part 53

"Will it make you feel better if I did?"

"Yeah, it would."

"Okay I will." He smiles at me then gets up. Toby still has my hand then I lead him to my room. He squeezes my hand which makes my heart beat skip. It always does. After walking a couple steps we're in my room and Toby gets into my bed. His hand still tangled with mine.

"Let it go." I laugh. He shakes his head.

"Stay with me..." He says. I was gonna say no until he gave me pyppy dog eyes. "Please."

"Fine." I roll my eyes. He smiles in victory and scoots over. I lay myself by him and he cuddles up to me. I wish I could kiss him, but his lip is busted. Sigh, i guess I'll have to be a little unaffectionate. Darn it!

"Be careful, I don't want to hurt you." I say cautiously.

"I'm fine Kat, I'm am perfectly fine." He sighs. I give him an unconvincing look. I don't believe him, he's only saying that to make me feel better.

Toby closes his eyes. He let's out a few cute snores. Awe, so cute! He breathes slowly and calmly. I turn around then lay on my stomach with both elbows supporting me. I just stare at him. He looks pretty beaten up...

His hair is always in the way of everything. I smile to myself and push his bangs out of the way with my palm of my hand. He's really cute when he's asleep. His face was full of peace, and his dark brown hair made his skin glow. I'm just studying him now. Another reason I fell in love...well his face. He's just so...hot!

"Kat..." He grumbles. I stop stroking his hair. He opens one eye. "What are you doing...?"

"Nothing." I say guiltily. He smiles at me sweetly.

"No you were staring at me."  He laughed.

"So what.." I grumbled clearly embarrassed from being caught. He notices me and chuckles. He strokes my cheek then leans in. He kisses my lips but I  am very gentle about it. He holds me closer to him.

"Your so cute when you're embarrassed." He teases.

"Shut up..." I groan, which  humors him. He kisses my temple then he closes his eyes. I'm not all that tired but I know Toby is.

Soon enough he starts to fall asleep. I slip out of bed, he almost puts me into a tight lock but I escape fast enough. Haha, I'm slick!

Before I leave I lock the window and close the drapes so no one can even look at my Toby. I go downstairs, I go into the living room and pick up all the medicine supplies. I feel really drained now. Not from being tired but from seeing Toby. I'm emotionally drained. I need to clean up some things. Like his half of his clothes were laying on the ground. I picked them up and I had to wash them. They were blood stained on his clothes. I had to wash them...

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After cleaning up I sat down for a minute. I'm so tired. I haven't even done much today, buy a lot has happened. When I let my hysteria come out...I was still conscious. The real me was still in there. Maybe I can control it! I was going to kill Jeff and Clockwork but I didn't. I controlled myself.

Yes, I can control myself.  I can do it...I know I can. Progress! That's all it is!

My phone blared off, and I quickly answered it before checking the collar ID. I don't want to wake Toby up.

"Hello?"

"Hey, Kat!" Mandas voice went through the phone.

"Oh, how's it going?" I don't bother to tell her about Toby. I can't have her ruin her date with Masky.

"Its going good...what about you? Did you find Toby yet?"

"Um...yeah he's fine right now." Technically I'm not lying, cause Toby is fine right now. He's sleeping in peace.

"Okay well I'm not sure what time we'll be home so-" she stops talking and I hear her distance conversations with Masky. "Hehe, stop I'm on the phone." She laughs. I'm glad she's having a good time. "Sorry, we'll be home soon Love!"

"Hehe, okay"

"Bye!"

"Bye, Manda." I say then hang up the phone. I throw my phone lightly on the couch. I'm going to be so disappointed when my mom comes back. I wish I could live with Toby, but I can't leave her...not now anyways. I need a dress though, I will get a dress. I have forgotten about the wedding completely. Its so weird getting married at such a young age. Yup definitely weird!

"Kat..." I hear a voice which makes me jump. I look behind me to see Toby. He rubs the back of his head and looks so cute while doing it. I totally forgot his shirt wasn't on, exposing his bare chest. He almost has a six pack, despite the giant bruise, and he has a deep V line. That's a weakness of mine, then again I would say he is my ultimate weakness!

"Go back to bed, cutie!" I can't resist saying.

"I'm not tired." He whines, I just nod because I won't make him go back to bed if he's not tired. Which I highly doubt. He walks towards me.

"I'm bored, kitty Kat."

"What am I supposed to do about that?" I put my hands on my hips. He holds my waist gently and pulls me towards him.

"Entertain me." He smiles mischievously. I don't know.. I don't want to hurt him.

"Your injured we can't." I say strictly.

"I'm fine." He keeps saying 'he's fine'. He's not fine!

"No, your not. You just got jumped by not one but two people! I will not be responsible for worsening your injuries." I finally let it out...all my feelings that I conceal.

"It will help, if you love me.." He groans then he pulls me closer.

"Okay, but I'm not being to rough with you." I say quietly.

"Kat, they could've done worse. This is nothing." He looks at me with hope in his eyes, hoping that I will understand.

"I just-" I don't finish my sentence I just lean in and bury my face into his neck. He rubs my back in comfort. I'm tired of everyone I love getting hurt, I'm just done with that. I will not let anyone around me get Burt anymore. I just can't..

"I'm okay, Kat." He whispers. I smile because it's so sweet how he tries to comfort me in any way ad possible.

"Why did they kidnap you?" I ask.

"I think it was...to hurt you."

"I'll show them what hurt is!" I yell aloud, and Toby calms me down. He holds me in his arms.

"Shh..." He rubs my back again. I wrap my arms around his neck, I look at him.

"You make me feel better." I didn't mean to say that it just slipped! I feel embarrassed now.

"Good." He smiles. I smile back at him and kiss his cheek. I don't want to create anymore damage to his lip.

Now I need to get into the wedding! Lol this is weird but whateva! Don't judge people!!!!