Heroes Need Saving Too (BNHAxReader)

Chapter 132: Positivity is hard to find

Once the nurse and the doctor closed the door behind them, I said in a dead serious tone, "I'm not going to go to a therapist or anything like that. They can-" I cut myself off before I could finished that statement since it was going to be quite mean and rude, especially for something that would be coming from a young lady.

"Hmm?" Yamada hummed as he looked at the papers that were handed to him.

"It's nothing. Never mind." I said with a little bite to my tone. I sat there for a couple seconds before I said after a sigh, "Let's go."

"Did you bring in her bag with her change of clothes?" Aizawa asked Yamada.

He dropped his hand that held the papers, "I left it in the car."

Aizawa waved his hand, "Go get it then."

Yamada then left for the car as he handed Aizawa the papers while I began to poke at the monitor again. This time Toshi stopped me instead of a nurse. I looked up to them and realized that they all look tired. I couldn't help but feel horrible since I caused them so much worry. I caused it so much that I started to feel worse. The more I thought about it, the faster my heart began to race.

"Y/N," Aizawa said as he looked up from the paper he was looking at, "calm down, nothing is going to happen that you don't want."

"It's not that." I said as Yamada entered the room again. He handed me the bag as I went on to say since I wanted them all to be there when I explained what was on my mind, "Thanks." I said as I took the bag before continuing, "I'm sorry for making you all worry. I felt horrible all of the other times when I tried to end it all, but since this was out of my control, I feel even worse. Though I feel horrible for taking a toll on you guys, I also feel thankful that I have people who probably care about me and are there when I need them." I then sat on my knees as I tried to bow to show my thanks. "Thank you very much for being here."

"No problem. I'm always happy to help you and be there when you need someone. I mean, I've been around you ever-since you were little. I've sort of helped you become the person you are today. Though we aren't related in any way, I can't help but feel like a proud parent." Toshi said with a smile, which I too then tried to smile.

"Yeah, we're the same thing here. You've only been with us for how long? Look at how much you've grown! You've opened our eyes to new things even though we teach students your age. We're also always happy to help you whenever and with whatever you need. At times it feels like you're the one helping us rather than the other way around, but it's wonderful to see that you're trying your best to help others." Yamada said, trying to carry on with what Toshi was saying.

"Though you're always helping others, you also need to think of yourself; especially right now with your heart. So, while you're off hero duty, think of no one but yourself. Everyone can fend for themselves." Aizawa said, which then Yamada elbowed him as if he was telling Aizawa to say something more positive rather than not to help others. "What I mean to say is that you should take a break. You don't have to do the dishes all the time or clean the apartment. I am proud that you're so selfless, but you need to think of yourself from time to time. I'm also quite thankful that you've put enough trust in us for us to help you, especially in times like these. Though I sleep a lot, that doesn't mean you shouldn't talk to Hizashi or I. I'm glad you woke me up last night to help alleviate what was lingering over your mind. Keep it up."

I almost wanted to cry upon hearing those things that they all said about me. I've never heard that many positive things said about me. I couldn't help but give a genuine smile as I tried to swallow down the choked up sensation. "Thank you." I said quietly before declaring, "I'm ready to go." I said as I still maintained the smile. They all wore smiles upon seeing mine.

"Well then, get changed and we'll go home." Aizawa said.

I nodded my head before getting out of bed and going to the bathroom to change. Once I walked out, we then left the hospital. We dropped Toshinori off before we went to the school to pick up Eri.

"Can we please not tell Eri about this. Let's tell her that I was out on hero duty, same thing with everyone else who asks. I'd die if the media found out." I said as I looked out the window.

"Anytime that you're not in school we tell people that you're out on hero duty; and we said that same thing to Eri this morning on our way to the school when she asked about you." Aizawa said.

"Thank you."

Once we picked Eri up, we went back to the apartment. When supper was dished out, Aizawa made sure that I ate a lot. He was on my case about it more than how he has in the past. When I tried to do dishes, Yamada absolutely wouldn't let me do them. Since Eri wanted to play video-games, I then played with her until she got tired and went to bed. Once she was in her room, I walked out of my room to see if they were up. Aizawa was nowhere to be seen, while Yamada was sitting on the couch, asleep. I figured that the thing that I wanted to talk about could wait till the next day. I went back to my room, cleaned myself up for bed, then went to bed with Melody lying by my feet.