Food is done. Everybody came and ate except for Jay. It's gotten dark and she's in the room still. Everybody is getting ready to go to bed. Trina is in the bathroom, Honest is in the living room and Connor is walking around in a ratchet ass bonnet and some shorts and a t shirt like she's somebody's momma. Sincere is downstairs with Roc. Trina and Ej went to their room. They're about to crash. Honest and Ray headed to their room and Connor and Jacob did the same. I laid my ass on the couch with a blanket and got comfortable. After all of the lights went down, the bedroom door cracked and Jay came out quietly. She looked at me. I kept my eyes closed and pretended to be asleep. She put her head down and walked into the kitchen, getting out cold food and warming it up. I watched her sit at the table, waiting for the food to warm up with her head in her hands. The microwave beeped. She got up and got her food, sitting at the table and staring at it. She sighed. I laid there silently. She began to sob.
JAY
I just came out here to see him honestly. I really feel bad. I'm not hungry... He looks so cute 😔. By the looks of things, Jake has been fighting. A busted lip and scratched up arms. A little swelling underneath his right eye and a scratch on his nose. My baby... I bet it was Roc. It was obviously Roc. I don't care what Jake said. Even though he may not care about me being upset, I still care about him, I mean, I have no choice. With him being the one to kidnap me, he was the first one to ever really love me, and I never got the chance to love anyone else. He's my first love, you know?.... I can't see myself loving anyone else, and its fucked up that this is the only way to love for me. I wanted badly to go back to the room but I found myself sitting on the couch and dabbing his face gently with a damp towel. He moved a little. I knew that he was woke.
"Get away from me, Jay." He said, causing me to stop.
"Jake...I"
"I'm good. Goodnight." He turned his back on me.
"I'm sorry...please... You've gotta listen to me. I'm not leaving you alone."
JAKE
Jay laid down behind me and wrapped her arms around me, burying her face in my back. She's like a little puppy sometimes. When I'm upset with her she doesn't want to leave me alone. I didn't turn around to hold her so she just wrapped her leg around mine. I pretended that she wasn't there. She began to rub my back.
"Are you hurting?" She asked. I didn't answer.
"Jakey....babe....bae.... J......honey....sugar.....sweetie.....honey bun....cinnamon apple....babe.....babe.....baby.....babe.....bae.....bab-"
"What?" I rolled my eyes. Jay is getting on my nerves.
"I love you....so so much....I love you more than I love me...."
"Is that so."
"Yeah......"
"......"
"Babe....baby.....your peanut butter is my jelly."
"It's, you're the peanut butter to my jelly."
"I am?"
"No. You're getting on my nerves. That's what you are." I told her. She got quiet. She grabbed my hand. I signed and pulled my hand away.
"You're so sexy babe...."
"Mh..."
"You're welcome..."
"......."
"I love you....."
"....."
"You're gonna be my baby daddy one day."
"Nah...."
"Yeah. We're gonna have lots of kids. Yup... Isaiah, Jacob Jr, Jordyn, Trey, Christian, Josh, Zach...." She reached and put her fingers in my face, putting out a new finger for every name she called.
"Nah. I'm not having children. Not with you."
"Oh but you are. I'll fucking rape you when you go to sleep Jake. That's how much I love you."
"I'll throw you off of me before I nut."
"Lies. I'll cling onto you so good. You won't be able to get me off."
"If I smack the shit out of you I will."
She sat up and shoved my head. "Why are you acting like you don't care about me?" She asked. I could hear the crack in her voice. I didn't reply.
"So you're just gonna sit here and act like you don't give a fuck about me anymore?" She asked lowly.
"What if I don't?"
"So you don't care anymore?"
"......"
"You are such a bitch." She got up and walked off. When she thought she was far enough away from me to let go, she started crying and closed the door. I'm sleepy as hell. Maybe I'll deal with it tomorrow.
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