"BITCH?!" Jay laughed and hopped of the bed. "Oh my Godddd. Really?!" She yelled, speeding up to catch up with me. She hit me.
"Who?! Who the fuck are you calling a bitch, J?!....Me?!"
JAY
"STOP! You're going to listen to me! I will NOT allow you to use that word toward me. Ever! Who the fuck do you think you are?!" I asked. He kept walking.
"I fucking hate you. I mean it this time." I yelled. He still didn't stop.
"MAYBE I'LL JUST KILL MYSELF TOO TO GET AWAY FROM YOUR ASS! I HATE YOUR GUTS! I WISH YOU NEVER WOULD'VE CAUGHT ME WALKING HOME, SO I WOULDN'T BE STANDING HERE TODAY....I thought that everything was perfect at first...I really did. But you're changing, Jake..."
JAKE
She cried.
"OOOOH!!!....I hate you so....much...."
I stopped and began to rub the back of my neck, avoiding eye contact with her. She stood behind me. I cleared my throat, hoping that it would ease the pain in my voice.
"Do what you've gotta do, ma..." I spoke lowly. We stood in silence. She punched me in my back, and then pushed me with all of her might.
Jay sniffed and wiped her face. Her crying stopped.
"Bet." She stepped back slowly, walking away from me. When she got to the room door she closed it silently. I watched her silently break down before the door closed. Anger invaded my soul. I got so scared as my mind fed me the darkest emotion that ever took control of me. My hands began to sweat as my head pounded, preceding the worst headache known to man. My muscles tightened as one of my eyes began to twitch.
"Do what the fuck you've gotta do! As a matter of fact.. let me help you!" Numbness got the best of me. I went into the kitchen and retrieved a butcher knife from behind the pantry door as my heartbeat increased in speed and my jaw began to lock up. I clenched the knife in my hand sternly and pushed the door open. Jay's eyes widened as she hopped off of the bed and took steps back. I shoved her body against the wall, wrapping one of my hands around her neck as my grip began to tighten. She gasped for air as bitter tears ran down her cheeks.
"YOU WANNA LEAVE ME, BITCH?! After all we've fucking been through?! How dare you!"
JAY
He screamed at the top of his lungs. All I could say was, "No, No....baby I love you! Just please.....please..."
JAKE
She broke down, gasping hard for air.
"PLEASE?! Don't fucking, 'baby I love you' me now!..... You don't fucking love me. You never did. I've wasted my time...."
"Look! Baby. Please... Just go lay down, and we can go to sleep, and act like none of this has ever happened, Jake.....please?" She pleaded with a broken voice. I shook my head.
"No... I'm done, Jay."
"Baby! Baby.. Think about this!!" Jay screamed. I let anger get the best of me. I cut her. Deep. She screamed so loud.... She cried like never before and whimpered hysterically as her body shook. I dropped the knife.
JAY
........He gasped and dropped the knife, picking me up and holding me. He began to cry and tell me how sorry he was. The pain was intense. I can't even explain how hurt I am, at the fact that he actually cut me and choked me. The sternness in his voice and his grip let me know instantly where we stood. And the fact that I just knew that I was about to die made me feel some type of way. All feelings gone.
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