She placed her hand on my shoulder and deepened the kiss. I broke it, but she put her finger to my lips before I could say anything. She tugged on my bottom lip gently... Then she eased her tongue in my mouth. I just love kissing! 😍🙌 but I like to kiss boys... I'm not a fag... but it didn't feel wrong... it sort of felt right, and I'm not gonna lie, I did kiss back a little. it doesn't make me gay, it makes me curious. I still broke that shit off when I caught my grip.
"Woah there. What the fuck was that..." I asked.
"I don't know. I'm sorry, Jay... I was just-"
"Uh..." I looked away.
"I...Um, I'm sorry, Jay, really, I am. I thought-"
"You thought wrong."
"Nobody has ever called me beautiful before... and then you touched me...I thought that maybe you were coming onto me..." She threw her head down in embarrassment and shame.
"Sincere, I'm not gay..."
"I'm...bisexual, I'm sorry for kissing you... I really am."
"It's..." I didn't want to say that it was okay, because it wasn't. I exhaled heavily and scooted away from her slightly. don't get me wrong, I don't see anything wrong with people being attracted to the same sex... but I was just kissed by a girl at random.
She face palmed. I didn't look over at her.
"Where's Jay?" Jake asked.
"She said she wanted to see my basement." I heard the door click. I ran upstairs. Roc narrowed his eyes at me. I did the same to him. Jake walked over to us dangling his keys.
"You ready bae?" He asked.
"How'd you like my basement?" Roc asked with a pleasant smile.
"...It was fine." I walked out of the house quickly and got in the car. I need to go home and take a shower, then eat and go to sleep. I waited for Jake to get in the car. He came outside five minutes later and got in.
"You alright?" He asked, looking at me. I pushed my hair behind my ear and nodded, looking out the window. When we got to the house I quickly stripped and took a long shower, trying to cleanse my unholy thoughts. Sincere... she kind of turned me on...just a little. I don't know what the fuck happened.
"Ugh, shit." I quickly brought my hands up to my face and shook my head. I turned off the water and grabbed my towel, wrapping it around myself and stepping out of the shower. Jake sat on the sink, looking at me.
"You okay?" He started to dangle his legs. I nodded.
"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?"
"I dunno', you tell me." He scratched his arm.
"I met a girl in Roc's basement today.."
"Oh really? How was she?" He raised an eyebrow and leaned forward, giving me all of his attention. I shrugged and slid on my panties.
"She's a keeper. I'm sure that Roc won't have any problems with her." I informed.
"What do you mean by that?"
I shrugged again and grabbed my bra from the counter, sliding the straps over my shoulders and knit picking with the clips at the back.
"She's very timid, that is until you talk to her for a while... then she's 'unexpectedly' really nice. She holds a lot of surprises, I can tell you that much."
"Oh, wow. Well. He can get as many girls as he wants." He volunteered clipping the clamps for me. "But he can't have Jay. Not My Jay." He kissed my head and handed me one of his shirts. I put it on and folded up my towel. Tonight the crickets are sure making sounds... I looked at the boarded window. Jake fondled with my necklace.
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I really thought I posted this part hellas ago 😭😭😂 sorry
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