why i did it

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~Gzi's POV

As I was walking out of the hospital, Thomas appeared in front of me. I smiled but he didn't, he passed me and continued walking without saying anything.

I know he's mad at me, but I need to talk to him and fix things up. I grabbed his hand stopping him from walking. "Thomas..please can we talk" I begged. He looked at me with the same cold expression on his face. "Fine but make it quick" he responded.

We walked to the hospital's garden, and sat down on a chair. Both of us remain quiet for a serval of minutes. "If you don't have anything to say then I'll get going" he said as he stood up. "No wait!!" I snapped "please".

He sighed and sat back down. "2 days ago, Kaori sent you a message. I looked at it even though I shouldn't but I still looked at it. She said that she's sorry for her rude behavior and stuff I texted her back as I was you, I told her that there's something really important you want to talk to her about. then I sent her the address after that I deleted both of my message and hers, I am very sorry I really didn't mean it, I never thought that it'll end that way"

I said it I told the truth, I can't face him though. I felt so shame and guilt, I was such a horrible person. How could I do something like that to her, she didn't do anything wrong yet she's on the hospital's bed because of me.

"Why did you do it? Why you sent her there in the first place?" Thomas finally asked and I can feel his anger through his tone.
What should I tell him? Should I confess my feelings right here, right now? But that will only get worse not just he doesn't feel the same but also our friendship will ruin.

"I did it..I did it because.." I paused, thinking about what should I say.

"I did it because..because I didn't trust her. I don't know why but I just couldn't trust her, I thought she'll use you by getting close to you then hurt you" I continued not sure if my answer was true or not.

"But she's not what you think she is, and you should have told me either way!!" Thomas raised his voice at each word he breathed out. "I know believe me I know and I am very sorry I really am" I defended.

Thomas said nothing. He stood up and started walking. "Thomas" I called. He stopped but didn't turn around. "I am very sorry, and thank you for not telling Kaori" I said. "I hope you're saying the truth Gzi, see you later" with that he left.

~Kaori's POV

"Hey, did I wake you up?" He said coming closer to me. "Not really no, I was about to take a nap" I answered as I was trying to sit on the bed. "Here let me help you" he helped me getting into a sitting position, then he took a seat on the chair.

"Sorry for ruining your nap" he apologizes and I chuckled. "Actually I am glad you came, I felt lonely after my friend and my teacher left. And because I was bored I decided to take a nap not a big deal" I explained and both of us laughed.

After 3 hours Thomas had to go so he left. After another 1 hour my teacher came back. She signed some papers then I was off, to be honest it feels good to get out from the hospital.

We got into a car and the driver started driving back to the university. "Kaori dear, about going back to Israel your flight is tomorrow morning" my teacher said.

I am so sad, because now I won't be able to see Thomas anymore probably that's my last time to fly here and see him.
"Miss Anna, you know Thomas? Can I go see him first. I didn't got to say goodbye"

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