"ode to odor"
the smell of smoke in the air
don't try to tell me
there's no weed in there
you open the door
your eyes are red
do you know what time it is?
go to bed
you say "you're not my mom"
but it doesn't feel like it
you lay down on the couch
anyway
you say you're resting your head
but your eyes are tired
you hum a tune
yeah, you inspired
me
(bridge)
you say it doesn't hit you easy
but you're laughing at the clouds
she says im high
but i don't feel it
at the dollar store it wears off
and i start freaking out
because it's past my curfew
and my mom
is gonna be pissed
(end bridge)
i rode your cousin
in your cousins car
you're beautiful but he loves me best
that hair
(spoken) ah, fuck,
you're beautiful but he loves me best
i don't want this
no, i don't want this
i hate this
yeah, i fuckin hate this
but you're beautiful
and he loves me the best
yeah you're beautiful
but he loves me best
":/"
i gave you a marker
at a party
i took your hair clips
in my pocket
and on my dress
in the fountain
when we were together
i gave them back
but you kept the marker
and i miss it
and i miss you
but not as much
as i miss the marker
but that's okay
you can keep it
as a reminder
like how i kept the E chord
and your secrets
when you tried to teach me
how to play guitar
and you were laughing
like i was stupid
and i am
but that's not important
what's important
is the marker
that i gave to you
at a party
where i ignored you
when my friends came
where you did the same
when your friends came
at the chocolate fountain
i couldn't control it
i think im sick
in the head
but also in my belly
