hello diary

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hello Darius mirror again this is not diary this is like on my audiobook I presume except no one can hear except for me no one can hear except for me that's beautiful I should be a poet it's way too hot there's lotta dust everywhere I don't know why it has been raining hasn't been doing anything that would cause a bunch of dust and dirt to gather in the middle of road feel like I'm in Alabama in the 1930s or something it's terrible

currently I'm walking to the store to convert the five dollars I have in nickels and dimes to actual money because I'm sick and tired of being the asshole that just dumps a bunch of coins on the counter you know?

I might get a snack while I'm mad at Jesus taught this thing that stinks about living in a tourist town and it stinks because if it everything so expensive I know like all the stores surrounding me your other leg liquor stores are tourist traps this retainer is giving me a lesson and dumb I hate it it's just so expensive like either a low-quality expensive or both for like people are like you live by citywalk it must be so fun it's not it's not like I have to pay $20 for like I don't know something something dumb it sucks i only have like $12 on me I think

I'm so sorry about the lack of punctuation and spaces and stuff I'm just talking and walking it's writing down what I say I'm sure you guys are used to this by now but I still feel bad

god i was thinking of such profound stuff earlier and I was like oh I should write this down and I forgot all of it

oh yeah I remembered I was me talking about making about how depressed I am like I just need constant entertainment constant stimulus you know like it's constant like I've been so bored recently because I've had nothing to do but I don't wanna go back to school you shouldn't no I don't want to go back to school but I'm still bored and I still want to do something this and like I didn't I have tons of stuff to do and yet I'm not doing any work it's weird

i'm going out of my way to make myself miserable it's baseballs and I almost slip tripped over nothing

we are at the strip mall and there is a garbage truck notice how I am enunciating things more clearly so my phone can pick it up easier it's probably going to get everything wrong anyway but it doesn't hurt to try

it actually worked that time wow

Real talk what's something you can do with people without going outside so hot

God dang Southern California am I right

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