The cool breeze hits me as I wander around outside. Kurt and Mercedes had gone to get coffee and i was waiting in the crowds.
Jesse walks out from behind the pillar and we make eye contact , he is wearing his smirk as he walks over to me. My mind races.
"(Y/N). "
"Jesse"
"Looking for me?"
"Why the fuck would I be looking for you Jesse?"
" You know , I don't think you ever got over me. I see the glances you gave me "
I gave him a confused look and he steps even closer to me. He leans in and wraps an arm around my waist. I feel my legs practically going weak and my heart beasts faster. At this close proximity I can smell his usual, cologne and honey smell and I want to lean in. Then his mouth is next to my ear :
" You love me"
My breath hitches in my throat and I feel his breath on my neck. He leans back .I look at his pink lips and remember all the times I kissed them. He keeps his hand on my lower back like he did when we were together and slowly starts to step around me. I lean back into his touch .
Suddenly , he is pulled away and I snap out of my trance . Kurt is by my side and Mercedes is stood Infront of Jesse glaring at him .
I look at my friends and feel guilty for wanting Jesse. I shake my head and repeat to myself that I don't want him. I don't love him anymore.
" What are you doing jackass?"
Jesse sighs and looks at me , winks then walks away. I feel the blush rise into my face and I stare a hole into the ground. Not needing to look up ,I can tell that my friends are staring at me wanting answers.
I close my eyes and sigh remembering the smell of my ex. The cologne I fell in love with.
" (Y/n)! What was that about?!"
" I don't know "
" You were all over him"
"I don't know okay?!"
I breathe out. Looking up into their eyes .
" Just don't tell them. Especially not Joe."
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Jesse St James And (Y/N)
Fan fikciaAfter what happened with Rachel and Jesse St James . I can't tell anyone about my secret relationship with Jesse. When my friends turn their backs on me. I say something that changes ALOT. Will it be a mistake or just something I have to forget a...