VINCENT (Book 2 of 2) ↠ Amor Aeternus | (PUBLISHED UNDER CLOAK-POPFICTION)

✨ 2.51: You Disgust Me✨

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You Disgust Me

"It's good that you two filed a leave from work 'no?"

Hindi ko na alam kung sino pa ang nagsasalita at kumakausap sa amin dahil ang tanging naririnig ko na lamang ay ang maingay na pagdaloy ng dugo ko sa aking mga palapulsuhan. Sinusubukan kong pabagalin ang paghinga ko at mag pokus sa kung ano na ang nangyayari sa paligid ko ngunit hindi ko magawa.

My mind was a mess ever since their kiss. Everything just turned blurry and I could almost feel all the contents of my stomach trying to spill out.

I knew they were engaged again weeks before. I was aware of it. But how come hearing about it personally and seeing things like this still hurt?

Bakit?

Reed...bakit?

"Yes tita. I wanted us to focus more on preparing our wedding this time. Right babe? I don't want any more complications like the last time. I want this wedding to be perfect."

I snapped in attention as to what Monica had said. Levi tried to talk to me, probably wanting to suggest for us to leave before something more hurtful happen but I brushed him off. And instead, stared at my twin who was staring at me too. Ang kaibahan nga lang ay wala na akong naramdaman o nakikita man lamang na kahit anino ng pagmamahal sa malalamig niyang mga mata.

It felt empty.

The eyes that always looked at me adoringly and considered me like I was the only thing that's important to him were now filled with an uncaring and almost bitter coldness.

'Yung dating mga matang pinupuno ako ng pag-asa at pagmamahal, pawang mga naging walang lamang balon na lamang ng mga panahong iyon. 'Yung mga matang sa akin lang dating nakatingin, ngayon ay may iba ng gustong tingnan. 'Yung mga matang minahal ko...may minamahal na atang iba.

Mabuti sana kung kahit galit, inis o sakit ang makita ko sa mga mata niya, pero...pero wala...wala talaga.

All I saw was indifference. Indifference in its purest form. And that what hurts me the most.

Para bang nawalan na siya ng paki sa akin.

Paano na nga ba kami nakaabot sa ganito?

Saan na napunta ang lahat ng nararamdaman niya sa akin dati? Naitapon? Itinago? Isinawalang bahala na ba niya?

"So you're going to be married at Manila Cathedral right?"

"Yes tita."

"Do you have any plan as to where your honeymoon will be?" Our mother asked. Si Reed na ang unang nag-iwas ng tingin sa aming dalawa at saka bumaling kay Monica na siya namang binigyan nito ng ngiti.

Is this all an act? Nagkukunwari lang ba siyang wala ng nararamdaman para sa akin dahil lamang narito ang mga magulang namin at si Monica? He mentioned that he had a plan back then. He said I should just trust him. But is this it?

Am I hurting for all the wrong reasons?

"I want Paris tita but Reed here wants Maldives!"