Wishing For A Genie |J.JK X Reader|

Kim Jonghyun, One Year Later

Author's POV

It has been one year since the beautiful Kim Jonghyun has passed away. I remember the day, one year ago when I found out what happened. I won't say what was my reaction since I already wrote that in The Last Of Us. I made one page dedicated to Jonghyun and that day for me.

I have a poem and a short story dedicated to Jonghyun. You don't have to read it, but I just wish to share it. I wrote this earlier this year around his birthday so I could express himself. I also did this as a class assignment for my Creative Writing class back in High School.

I want to at least explain the meaning of the poem. I took a few lines from his songs and responded to them here. So in a way, this is my response to him.  I hope you enjoy.

Star on stage, Now a Star in the sky

To the brightest star that shines so bright on stage

Your light shines on me like no other star can

You disappeared one day

You left an abandoned feeling in my heart

I feel like my breathing has gotten heavier

My heart weighs a ton

My eyes weep for you without my command

You didn't just leave me, but you left thousands of people.

I want to say how selfish that was, but I can't bring myself to do that.

I wish I knew how distressed you felt.

How much my heart aches for you to be here like the good old times

You shined so brightly in my life like a true star you are

It is okay that you ran out of breath

No one will ever blame you

You make mistakes; I make mistakes

I understand that life had gotten difficult for you

Everyone goes through tough times

I understand that it hurt to breathe at times

When you sighed how was I ever to understand;

How was I ever to know the truth through my selfish act;

Maybe we trapped each other with our misunderstandings

Trust me, you were never baggage to me

You would shined brighter than the sun could ever

You knew my struggles before I knew yours

I never said anything out of habit, I said what I knew

Why is it hard to say goodbye now;

I wish I could have set you free before you took the dive

The ocean is deeper than you think

But don't worry I'll hold you, you did good