a purpose in life...

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As long as i have a purpose in life, i am needed. My purpose right now is to protect those i call family, since i have a purpose in life. I have meaning, I'm wanted. I realize that i don't need a purpose in life, but...i don't want to feel worthless, so i need a purpose. I need to- no want to feel needed, and not feel it and then I'll be thrown away like i'm worthless. I need a purpose, even if it's just a small one, it will do. My purpose is to protect my family, no matter what. Even if i die permanently, (which is really impossible since I'm death) I'll at least die protecting someone i call family, my home. I will always have a purpose when i have family/friends to protect. It means I'm not worthless, it means i have a new meaning in life. I have friends, family at the orphanage,they mean so much to me that i don't think i would want to live if they died. I would probably go into my rage side if someone killed them and then i would give them a life worse then death to the one's who killed those i called home and family. I would protect them anyway i can, if i died ( not permanently ) then so be it. If i get hurt so be it. I would gladly give my life any day just to have my family safe from harm, and not dead. So if i didn't have a purpose? Then what use I'm i? Would i be better off dead then knowing the answer to that question?

If I'm not needed, am i worthless?

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