just smile

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I just have to smile, whenever i feel worthless or useless, i just have to smile. It usually makes my friends feel alright at certain times, when i smile it is to reassure everyone that everything is alright or will be alright. That nothing is wrong, all i have to do is smile. Like nothing is wrong, but that is a lie. That lie, it hurts. I know everything is not alright, but if i just smile like i do everyday, i can fool people. I lie to people, to protect both me and my friends/family. Just smile and everything will be alright. Which is a total lie, everything will not be alright. But i can lie and say that it is for now, if only to reassure everyone that somebody has not lost, that somebody is still fighting. Just smile and pretend, that's all i have to do. For everyone's sake, I'll pretend and smile like i do everyday.














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Sorry that it's short, but I've been working on about four different chapters on this! Sorry if not all of them are good.

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