You never know-Parka & Daniella

Chapter-18

Daniella's POV-

He fumbled to find his keys inside his jacket pocket, than when he finally had them he turned back and kissed me on the cheek then continued to open the door.
He pulled me through the door than locked it and threw me playfully on the couch.
He began kissing me again and again. He than moved down my neck and moved my jumper aside and begin kissing my collarbone.
Shivers were sent rushing through me, it felt amazing, but I didn't want things to go where he thought they were going.

"Koby" I moaned

He continued to kiss my neck.

"Koby" I laughed attempting to push him off.

He still didn't stop, he began moving further down, than began tugging at my jumper.

"Koby stop!" My voice snapped.

"What?"

"I'm sorry but I'm not ready"

"Oh sorry, it's just when you pulled me out of the cafe I thought that it was leading to this"

"Maybe one day, just not now"

"Why not?"

"Because, I love you too I just don't want to go there"

"Fine" he lifted his leg and got off from straddling me.

"Koby" I sighed.

"No it's ok, I understand" he nodded his head but didn't look at me.

"I should get going"

"Ok, so you want me to come with you?" He still wasn't looking at me.

"No I should be fine"

"Just ring me when you get there so I know you're home safe, ok?"

"Yeah I will, I'm sorry Koby"

"Don't be, I wouldn't have wanted to force you into it when you weren't ready"

I kissed him than picked my bag up off the floor and headed out the door.

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When I got home, I saw Lola and Mike leaning on Parker. Then when I shut the door they sat up and looked at me.

I didn't bother telling them what had happened. I didn't want the boys overreacting and going over there, I knew someone would end up getting hurt, most likely one of them.
They were always so protective over me but they just weren't really the physically strong type.

They were in the middle of watching an episode of friends, so I sat next to Lola on the edge of the couch.
I knew she could tell something was wrong.
She walked into our bedroom than called me.

"What happened with Koby?"  Her eyes widened with sympathy.

"It's my fault" tears began welling up in my eyes.

"What's your fault?" She said sitting me down on Ruby's bed.

"He wanted to, you know, and I pushed him away" I felt a single tear began to trace my check.

"How is that your fault, if you weren't ready you weren't ready" she grabbed a tissue and gently wiped away the tear.

"But.." I began before she cut me off.

"And if Koby is the guy I think he is, he'll understand"

"What if he doesn't and I lose him?"

"You won't lose him, and if he chooses to let you go after this, he doesn't deserve you"

"We'll, have you and Elijah?"

"No" she shook her head.

"Has he ever wanted too?"

"Yeah, we've talked about it, and he knows I'm not ready yet"

"But he's older than you"

"So, he respects me" she smiled.

"I hope you're right about koby" I sighed.

"Why don't you call him?" She handed me my phone.

"Yeah I might"

"Ok I'll leave you too it"

"Bye"

I died his number as soon as she shut the door.

"Daniella?" His voice came across worried.

"Koby, I'm so sorry..."

"Hey, stop, you weren't ready, I understand, it's ok" he chuckled.

"You're not mad?"

"No why would I be" he chuckled again.

"I thought you would've wanted to end things"

"Why would I want to end things with you"

"Because..." My voice trailed off.

"You think because you wouldn't have sex with me, I would just dump you"

"Well yeah"

"Well I'm not"

"Thank god, do you maybe wanna go on a re-do date tomorrow night?" I asked.

"I would love to but I gotta work from 3-8:30"

"Oh, ok"

"But maybe the next day?"

"Yeah"

"Ok well I gotta go, night beautiful"

"Night"

I fell onto my back and smiled to myself.
I seamed to do that after compliment he gave me.
I couldn't help it, it just made me feel special, like I was the only one for him.

I'm pretty sure I smiled myself to seep.