Try Hard

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(His P.O.V)

 Luke:  I play guitar but she’s into drummers.

I think everyone noticed.Except her,of course.I’ve been staring at her all night,probably looking stupid and lost in the world where two of us were together.We were at her house that she was sharing with her two best friends and we were having a movie night.She was the one who had chosen the movie earlier and it somehow suited the situtation.It was The perks of being a wallflower-her favourite.I was forced to watch the guy who was madly in loved with his friend.(Y/N) moved to whisper something into Ashton’s ear and I was instantly filled with jealousy.He laughed at something she had said and moved her so she was closer to him.I bowed my head down so I wasn’t looking at them.How could I be so stupid?Of course she likes him.I mean he was perfect for her.They love all the same things and always seemed to have something to talk and laughed about.And I’m pretty sure she once said that she has thing for drummers.I felt my fists clenching and Michael turned his head and looked at me.”What’s with you all day?” ”I…just..” I tried to say.”Nothing.” I stood up and walked out of the room.

Ashton: She’s seen my face around but she doesn’t even know my name.

I saw her again today.I was with Cal in Starbucks and he noticed her with her friends waiting for their drinks.She was laughing quietly at something her friend showed her on the phone.She blushed a little I caught myself wondering what she was looking at and who made her blush that way. ”Hey,there’s your girl.” Cal shouted loud enough for everyone inside to hear. ”I know.” I hissed and blushed a little when she turned and looked at me.I saw her eyes widened a little and I realised she knows who I am.Ok,she knows my name…that’s good for the beginning.I felt disappointed when she looked away again.Oh,maybe she know me but she’s not a fan.”Are you ever going to do something? ”Cal asked with a smirk.”Or you’re just going to watch?” ”Shut up,Cal.” I want to know her name but she doesn’t look like she wants to have anything with me.I mean,she looked at me and then immediately looked away.She didn’t even smile.Why is it so hard this time?

Calum: I followed her ‘round the town but she think that I’m a weirdo now.

I couldn’t be more stupid.Why did I do that?I bet she thinks I’m a weirdo now.I didn’t have any intentions to follow her but when I saw her in cafe I lost my mind.How come that I thought following her around the shopping center is a good idea.I mean if you like some girl you ask her on a date or you just compliment her.You don’t follow her around.Actually that’s the only thing you shouldn’t do.And guess what I did…Yes,I followed her.I thought that in that way I would have chance to ‘’accidentally’’ bump into her her since I still don’t have guts to ask her something in a normal way.So,I was following her and and she noticed me.But…I didn’t noticed her and I bumped into her,this time not accidentally.’’Hey,Cal.’’ She said.’’Surprised to see you here.’’ ‘’Why?’’ I asked confused and she giggled.’’Well,last time we talked you said you hate shopping centers and that walking around one is like torture for you.’’ I blushed ,which is something I usually don’t do. ‘’I was…’’ I tried to say,but she cut me off.’’Look I have to go.See ya.’’ And she just turned and walked away with her friends.Awkward.Even more awkward than Luke.And I thought that’s not possible.

Michael: But now,who knew?She’s in the crowd of my show.

I never thought I would see her here.At my fucking concert.But there she is.Right in the front row and dancing wildly.And I am supposed to stay calm while watching her like that.I notice that her eyes on me and I can’t remove that stupid grin from my face.Or maybe she’s looking at Luke?No,no,no.It’s definitely me.I catch her eye again and this time she’s smiling.Now I had a grin like a Cheshire cat.I don’t know what I am waiting for.I mean,I know that she has a boyfriend and from what I saw she really likes him and he treats her the way he should.But…I guess I can’t stop hoping.And she’s here and I still don’t see her boyfriend,which mean she’s here on her own.Or with her friends.Sometimes I ask myself if I am trying to hard.(Y/N) is just my friend and that’s it.She doesn’t want to be something more with me.But…what is she doing here this night?I think I remember she that she told me that she’s having a movie night with her boyfriend.Really,what is she doing here then?

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