Ashton: You did know that it was going to hurt, but you could never imagine how much. It was almost unbearable at first, but after a while, it felt a bit better. Ashton looked so guilty, he never wanted to be one to hurt you. You had assured him that it wasn’t his fault; it would have hurt no matter who you were doing it with. He went slow, to try to minimize your pain, and you couldn’t thank him enough for that. After the deed was done, he disposed of the condom, only to return and cuddle you on your bed. He repeatedly kissed your forehead and mumbled apologies about how sorry he was that it had hurt so much, and you could only kiss him in response, thankful to have such a loving boyfriend.
Calum: He was honored and scared when you told him that you were a virgin, but that you were ready. Honored, because you trusted him enough to let him take something so very special, and scared as he didn’t want to cause you any form of pain. After you reassuring him that you’d be fine, he did his thing. He went super slow, and was constantly asking you if you were okay. When it was over, he kissed your lips and once again apologized for the pain he had caused you, to which you nodded, and cuddled into his side, knowing you picked the right person to do this with.
Luke: He was almost as nervous as you were. He was nervous as he didn’t want to hurt you, you were nervous as it was your first time, and you had heard that it hurt a lot. He had gone extremely slow and apologized for your pain, kissing away the stray tear that made its way out of your eye. When you were done, he helped you into one of his shirts and cuddled you, making you feel safe in his arms. You had made him feel special, as he was your first, and he smiled about it, kissing your head.
Michael: He had been very happy when you asked him, as he knew that this wasn’t something you’d give to anyone. He also got a bit worried as he knew that he would hurt you, and that was the last thing he wanted. You didn’t even have to ask him about going incredibly slow, he did from the start. When it was done and dusted, the two of you got dressed and he then proceeded to cook you some food, which you ate cuddled up on the couch, watching your favorite Disney movie.
