Lost Without YUZHOU

I Won't

NOTE! : You have to Read All of the Chapters. Don't Skip It. This time it won't be confusing because everything is edited now. This first part is a 1st person POV but the rest will soon turn into a 3rd POV.

I couldn't explain it but that simple question was the hardest thing for me to answer. Because lets face it he was the only one that can make my day go horribly wrong but why didn't I regret anything. A simple question made me paralyzed and yet I should have just ran away or beat him up yet I did the opposite.

Now I'm just sitting by the window gazing at the stars that looked so dull in my eyes as if it was missing something. With the moon shining so beautifully I couldn't see it because I already saw something more beautiful than the moon. Now I'm just thinking about how I would ever tell him that....

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!!!

I, Huang Jingyu, will never be that clingy to anyone. You seriously believed that I was that dramatic? I wouldn't even do that if my girlfriend Lulu broke up with me. Technically we always break up and get back together in minutes but that's beside the point.

I'm really currently at a bar near our school dorm drinking everything I can get a hold of. I just found this when I was walking by the back road of our dorm street. It was called the IC Heroin but I don't fucking care because I just want to get drunk.

"I can't believe I fucking did that! Seriously I need to see my doctor." Drinking 7 tequilas, 6 Rum, 3 Vodkas, 4 Whisky, 3 brandies and he was even going to try The 4 Extreme Shots. He wasn't stopping because he didn't feel intoxicated yet and he was still thinking about the question and that stupid answer that landed him in this horrible mess.

"Sir I don't think this is the best idea for you to drink T4ES." the bartender warning him because it was the policy but he didn't really care. The bartender said it while already making the shots, also having no care to whatever might happen to Jingyu.

The 4 Extreme Shots was also called the T4ES. It is made from every strong alcohol combined that the bar has and it was divided into four shots. It was like drinking 44 different kinds of shots at the same time with a hint of 10 poisonous unknown ingredients.

The fact that nobody even made it to the third and last shot without being rushed to the hospital was its reputation. Just by drinking the first two shots they would already pass out before even getting a hold of the third one if they were lucky. It was also very expensive but when Jingyu first entered the bar he punched the other bartender. That was because he was being kicked out and secondly that idiot said he can't afford the alcohol inside.

That is why he also threw a large amount of cash at the bartenders face and said...

"Get me a beer or say good bye to this piece of shit bar you have and your job to any stores or bars in this whole district. " looking at the bartender straight in the eye showing him he wasn't kidding around. Everyone inside became silent because they were shocked that the poor boy didn't know Huang Jingyu. The bartender hurriedly ran to open a beer leaving the cash on the floor that nobody touched

After he got his beer he vowed to get drunk before leaving the place. No one even dared to sit beside him in the counter. Because he would all give them a death glare or punch them if they even lay a finger on him. Hours passed before he finally made the decision to drink the shots feeling that nothing he drank made his mind feel at ease.

"Where the hell is my shots..." Jingyu questioned the other bartender he punched but all he got was a scared looking guy about to crap himself. He didn't' shout but the dark and deep tone of his voice made the atmosphere feel heavy.