Thirteen Reasons Why (Ezria fanfic)

Chapter 1

“I don’t even know the feeling of the ‘normal life’ you’re talking about anymore. Thanks to A.” Emily sighed and I know that they’re trying to make Ezra feel guiltier and their plan is going out good so far.

“Guys, stop making Ezra feel bad, okay? He only joined because he wanted to protect me… us.” I protected Ezra’s side and I was rewarded with his all-American-boy smile as I remember one of the sweetest lines he ever told me.

“You know I would do anything for you, right?”

And he proved himself right.

Hanna snorted.

“He only saved you, Aria. What about us?” Hanna challenged and Spencer butted in.

“He did. He told us who A is and that’s the biggest favor anyone could do for you, Han. Without Ezra, A would probably still be blackmailing us at the moment so shut your big, painted mouth.” Spencer said and I thanked her for taking her side with me.

“I bet Caleb would do the same thing for you, Han. Am I correct, Caleb?” Emily asked and Caleb did not hesitate to nod.

“Of course.” Caleb replied.

Hanna rolled her eyes and off we go to the small restaurant where we’ll be celebrating this day. Jackie Molina or big A no more.

***

I was done dressing up for the little assembly we have and Mike entered my room without knocking on the door which surprised me… in a bad way.

“Jesus, Mike! Go out!” I screamed but I stopped when I found him crying while he was hugging me.

“Hey, what’s wrong?” I asked with concern. He is my little brother after all.

“N-nothing.” He said and he tried to stop sobbing but he ended up sobbing some more.

“Spit it out, Mike.” I demanded and he hugged me tighter. “Mike, I can barely breathe! Stop!”

He stopped hugging me and I gave him a tissue from my vanity corner. He smiled sadly at me.

“I had a nightmare and you were in it. Aria, I probably never told you this but I love you as my older sister and I really appreciate you for always being there for me. Thank you.” Mike said and I was flustered. Yes, Mike and I were a bit close but this is the first time he ever told me those words.

“I love you as my little brother too. Do you mind if I ask what was your dream all about?” I ask with curiosity and he reluctantly agreed.

“To cut to the chase, you have this incurable disease and then you died.” He sobbed again and I hugged him.

“Now, now. Forget about that silly nightmare. For now, go dress up because we’re gonna go out anytime soon!” I said and he gave me another hug before he went out of my room.

***

“You’re supposed to be on the dance floor, dancing ‘til you drop yet you’re sitting out here in the cold as if your dog just died. What’s up, babe?” Ezra suddenly popped out of nowhere and sat beside me. I clutched my chest to calm my erratic heartbeat.

“I don’t know. Something just—ugh. I can’t even explain it.” I sigh and he brings my head to rest to his shoulder.

“You can do it. If you can make a poem within five minutes, you could explain what’s wrong right now.” Ezra coerced me.

“Nothing’s wrong, it’s just that… I feel tired. Like, all the time.” I said and he stood up and made me follow suit and he carried me bridal style and I shrieked.

“What are you doing?” I asked and he smiles as he kissed me.

“Carrying you to my car so I could drive you home.” He said and before I knew it, he carried me inside the hall where my parents are.

“Mrs. Montgomery, Aria is tired. If it’s okay I’m gonna excuse her and I’ll drive her home.” Ezra told my mother politely and Ella nodded.

“It’s Ella, Ezra.” Ella reminded him and he nodded hesitantly.

“Don’t you dare do anything to my daughter, Fitz.” Byron warned and I frowned.

“Grow up, Byron, for heaven’s sake!” Ella scolded and since I was a bit heady, I can’t keep my eyes open anymore so I didn’t see Ezra’s reaction to my parents’ conversation with him.

“I just want to sleep, is that too much to ask for?” I rasped out and they stopped arguing with each other.

“Sorry. Thank you for your initiative to bring her home, Ezra.” Ella said.

“Anything for your daughter, Mrs. Mont—Ella.” Ezra corrected himself and he didn’t wait for anyone’s response, instead, he started walking towards his car.

He gently opened the door for me and I stood up, not wanting him to stress over putting me to the car seat. I could still manage that.

“No need to, babe. Go to the driver’s seat.” I smiled and he obeyed. The drive home was quite fast, considering that it’s past midnight already and the roads are deserted by this time and the place where the party was held was not that far from my house. Rosewood is really a small town.

In second’s time, I was already sleeping but before I did I won’t forget to say something to Ezra.

“Ezra?” I call out.

“Hmm?”

“Thank you for everything, I really appreciate it. I love you.”