Riley POV
All the good and happy feelings from last week seemed to evaporate while my mom and I drove to Anaheim. She arrived an hour ago and I picked her up from the airport and we headed over to see my sperm donor. I know I promised Giselle that I would let him explain but in reality...he had 20 years to come back to us. He was a pathetic loser who just watched from the sidelines. I'm owed some answers, so is mom. We're gonna get them and then he can crawl into a bottle and die for all I care.
I needed him then and he wasn't around. If he gives me that bullshit about being scared, I'll take mom and leave him alone. I had a kid thrust into my life and it terrified me to the core. But I never walked out on them. I came close but I know what's right...and what's wrong. Leaving a little boy who lost his whole family before he turned two and a woman who gave up everything to spend her whole life with me is wrong. Even though I was scared...I stayed. I didn't leave them even though I also fucked up once. Actually no. I didn't screw up. I never slept with Nicole Reganart even though I could have. I thank my lucky stars that Nicole's a good person. If she was some vicious slut...I'd have lost Giselle and Benny.
We were quiet on the drive when my mom spoke up. "Pull over."
I found a gas station and got out of the car and walked towards some benches where mom followed me. I sat down and so did mom. "I know where we are going."
I was surprised. "Where are we headed?"
"We're going to Anaheim to see your father."
"How did you know that Brant lives in Anaheim?" I asked, my heart racing in anticipation. Does mom know something that she kept from me?
"I know because he sent us financial aid and requests to see you." she responded softly. I was stunned. Brant wasn't totally full of shit.
"How come you never told me that he wanted to see me? How come you let me hate him all these years?!" I tried to control my voice but it wasn't happening. All my life I thought he left and never looked back. He did want to come back...but mom refused him. My mother denied me to my father.
She let out a sigh. "I was afraid of him hitting or hurting you like he did with me...even when he sobered up and committed to cleaning up his act I couldn't take the risk."
"WHAT ABOUT AFTER? I DIDN'T STAY A FUCKING KID MY WHOLE LIFE! GROWING UP, THE ONE THING I WANTED WAS FOR MY DAD TO BE IN MY LIFE! NOW I FIND OUT IT'S CAUSE MY MOM KEPT HIM OUT OF MY LIFE. EVEN WHEN I GREW UP IT WOULD BE NICE TO KNOW HE SOBERED UP SO WE COULD HAVE SOME SEMBLANCE OF A RELATIONSHIP! " I yelled. I never thought my mother would do something like this.
"You have all the right in the world to be angry with me Riley, but I made that decision to keep you safe. I know you feel like I wronged you both which I did...but your safety and happiness comes in my mind first. I will never risk it."
I sat there stunned. Now what am I going to do?
"We are all going to his place to talk. What do you think? Are you up to it?" I asked her.
Mom shook her head. "Riley...I haven't seen him in 20 years. I know it's my own fault but...I can't face him yet. I kept this family in pieces and it's my fault."
"Mom, he hit you." I started.She cut me off " Two wrongs don't make a right Riley."
I sighed but Dad knew we were coming. He's expecting us and I don't want him to think we blew him off. I try not to care but I do...especially with mom's recent revelation. He's been sober for 10 years. I don't want him falling off the wagon.
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Adamant(Book 1)
RomanceRiley Thornton seems to have it all. As the singer for the rock band Crazy 88's he has fast women, fast cars, and fast clubs all at his finger tips. However a time comes when he doesn't want it anymore. He still wants to perform but the casual hooku...