January 27, 2023 Diary entry #24
Something isn't right and I don't know what I should do. Elijah went to walk Nyla and I used that opportunity to sneak onto his work computer to see what he's writing. But there was a passcode. A fucking passcode! Are you kidding me? There never used to be a code on his computer before and that made me have this disgusting feeling grow inside of me.
On one hand, I feel like I'm being a little dramatic and possibly reading into things that aren't real, because what exactly am I even scared of? I don't know! But then there's another side of me that is getting this strange feeling building up everytime I'm near him, and that's never something I thought I would experience towards my husband. I love him, I mean I've loved him for a long time now. But I can't help but wonder what's going on inside his fucking brain.
He's acting different and sheltered. He's never really acted like this since we first met so it's leading me to make my mind spin. Is something wrong? Did I do something? Is it something I'm not doing?
YOU ARE READING
Mister Perfect
Mystery / ThrillerWhen I got home, I had this sense of urgency overtaking me. I needed to read those diary entries and I needed to read them fast. The faster I read them, the closer I could get to Eleanor and God, did I want to be close to her. I wanted to get inside...
