Heart Attack (a HeartStopper story)

Ben. Beasts.

(I'm trying something new <3 If Ben and Matias' story isn't of interest to you, spare this chapter and the previous one. This one, 46, and the previous one, 45, which is told from Matias' point of view, narrate what happened between them after Elle's birthday party. If anyone likes visual references to imagine Matias, now that he is no longer shaved I imagine him as a 26 / 27 year old Darren Criss. The story will take its normal course after these two chapters).

Disclaimer:

Warning about sexual scenes.

I think it's worth mentioning that in the next chapter there will be graphic, detailed and erotic descriptions of Ben and Matias having different types and degrees of sexual relations. Although this is not uncommon in the fanfic world, I think it is important to make it clear that my intention is not to offend anyone or disrespect the original characters. In my fiction, Ben and Matias are adults with every right to give their enthusiastic consent and enjoy their sexuality extensively. It is in my best interest to remove the taboo surrounding the flashy depiction of homosexual sex, as I feel it has historically been portrayed as depraved or vulgar. Sexuality is beautiful, important, and can be part of the art world if it is treated with affection, consent and enthusiastic affection and respect between the characters who share it.

Now, if you don't want to read this content you don't have to, just skip those chapters. Heartstopper's focus on everything about love but the sexual act, and that is incredible and important, but I clarify that my intention will be to make several chapters of them exploring their sexuality, in varying degrees of intensity, as I believe this can be entertaining, beautiful and benign to remove the stigma and treat sex as the affectionate exchange of pleasure from a poetic and mutually caring side. Language is diverse and does not have to be vulgar. The use of words like penis, anus, orgasm, semen, masturbation, among others, has nothing wrong with it, and let's consider that my story is intended for adults only.

For a sincere world, without censorship or oppression, affectionate, and free of violence, where we can celebrate our sexuality openly and happily with the people we love and who love us.

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Matias' lips crashing against his sent Ben to another planet. Nerves were coursing down his body as the boy's hands beneath him held his waist tightly above his sweatshirt. Ben worked hard at the kiss...he didn't know if it had to or would come naturally, but something about Matias made him feel he had to prove himself. Prove to him the true prize he had earned by choosing to be with him that night. Jealousy, hunger and desperation invaded the kiss, as Ben bit Matias' lower lip, ran his hands through his curls and moved his hips to feel him even closer.

"Ben...can I...aaahhhh...I love bites by the way." Matias was smiling, lost in the feeling, as he stopped the kiss and caressed his face.

"I'll keep that in mind then."

"Can I touch you underneath this?" Matias desperately held the sweatshirt.

"Sure." Anticipation coursed through Ben's body as Matias' cool hands lifted his sweatshirt and roamed his abdomen and back. He could feel every cell in his body craving the boy's touch, as he kissed him again with desire. His hands moved down Matias' chest and back, finding the space where there was bare skin, just above his hip. The moment he felt his skin something stirred inside him. This made him retract his hands immediately.

Matias couldn't help but notice his fear, so he broke the kiss that clearly neither of them wanted to break. "Everything okay grun?" A kiss from Mat on his cheek calmed his nerves a little.

"Yeah emmm...just...wait did you call me grun?"

"Yeah..."

"Green?"