Ryan's Pov

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Ry Pov
..........Ava was just too sick...... She was just too sick!...... My baby...... My blood, my DNA.... Is gone..... She's gone and there's nothing I can do about it!!

I'm still in London at the hospital. August is on his way with Sheila and the girls. My sisters are coming too. I'm at the hospital with my mom and Jermaine. My crew are here too. My mind is racing... I'm just so numb...

Me-*Cries* I don't know what to do anymore!

My mom was crying too as she rubbed my back.

Me- I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!! FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE IM CLUELESS!

Tracy- You tr-GCO

Me- LEAVE ME ALONE!

I stood up. I was shaking as I looked around at all the eyes on me. Jermaine looked frighten. I looked at the door and the girls were hiding behind August. My sisters looked hurt for me.

Me- *Cries* I-I'm losing it....

I looked at my mom.

Me- *Whispers* I-I didn't mean to yell.

My lip was quivering. I glanced over everyone again.

Me- I need some air.

I walked down the hall fast as I held my head. I walked out the doors and the cold air hit me. Right then and there I cried. I cried... I let it all out. My baby is gone! She's gone!

I was pacing back and forth and crying. What am I suppose to do?!

I felt someone grab my arm. I turned around and it was August. He look worst then I did. For once he was crying and I could see his eyes.

He hugged me. We both cried onto each other shoulder.

Aug-Ryan I'm tryna be hera emotionalley but ian even got myself tagetha.

I didn't say anything. I just cried.

Me- She's gone..... She's gone!

Aug- She hera spiritualley.

I nudge August away.

Me- Don't fed me that bull! My baby is gone!!! Nobody knows how I'm feeling! I carried her for nine months! I pushed her out! And now I have to plan a funeral! I lost 3 children August!

Aug- I lost children ta Ryan! Stop being selfish.

Me- Selfish? Ok..... Ok. I think..... I think *Clears throat* We don't have to be together anymore...

I looked up at him with my red, puffy eyes.

Aug- Are ya serious rite na?

Me- Ava is gone! Why should we be together? Of course I'll still be there for the girls but August you got to admit......We are Just Too Different.

Aug- Is dat so?.... Ok.. We done.

Me- Don't be mad.

August started walking away from me.

Me- August!

He opened the doors and walked in. He's mad.

I slowly followed him in. I met back up with everybody.

Aug- Well errbodey me and Ryan are going our separate weys.......

August walked away.

Me- I......I will keep everyone posted about the funeral.....

I cleared my throat and walked other way. I tried to hold my head high but I cried silently as I walked.

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