August Pov
It's been 3 weeks and Ryan still ain't woke up.. I lost all my faith a long time ago... Ion realley got none nomo.
I been hera in Orlando with Ryan while Tracey took da kids bac ta da A with Riley and Ritt. My ma's came down hera yestadey. She steying fa awhile.
Sheila- August.
My ma's came walkin thru da doo.
Me- Ova hera...
She turned my wey. I wus sitting in a dark corner watchin Ryan.
Sheila- Aug baby, you have to stop doing this. It's gone run you crazy.
Me- Who said I ain't alreadey ran crazey?
I turned ta look at hea slowly. She sighed.
Sheila- You're not crazy.
She walked ova ta da curtains and pulled dem bac a lil.
Sheila- Go wash up.. I'll watch Ryan.
Me- Nah... I'm good.
I stood up and walked ova ta Ryan. I leaned ova hea bed. I felt da tears comin up.
Sheila- You're not yourself.
She walked over to me. A tear slipped out of my eyes. Ma's rubbed my bac.
Sheila- She's going to be alright....She's the strongest person I ever seen.
Me- It's my fault............. I'm da one dat asked ta come hera earlia.....
I clinched my jaws.
Me- I knew she wus hurtin... So I fingered comin earlia would help........... But da dey it happened............... I knew sum wus wrong with hea........... She wanted space...... So I let hea leave. I didn't go afta hea. If I did we wouldn't be hera right na.
Sheila- Stop beating yourself up about this! God pulled you through this so I know he will pull her through.
I wus cryin like a kid na. Ma wus ta.
Me- Ma ya feedin me bullshit ok! Ya want me ta be ok? Den stop tellin me its all ok when it's not!! Let's just accept da fact Ryan's gone! She's gone!
My ma had hea head in hea hands. I kno she wus crying.
Me-...... I'm sorrey.......
I walked ova ta hea and pulled hea in a hug.
Sheila- She's not gone August! And you shouldn't think that way.
Me-.....I kno........... I jus miss hea.
Sheila- We all do. The whole world does.... Come here.
She walked ova ta da window. I followed.
Sheila- What do you see?
I looked down.
Me-..... hea fans....
Dey wus holdin up posta. I read some. Dey said, "Ipray 4 more better days." Or "Always and Forever a supporter of Ryan!" Or "We love you Ry! Pull through."
Sheila- They been down there for 3 days straight. If they have hope I know you got some..
I couldn't do nun but look out da glass.
Befa ma left ta go bac ta hea hotel she made shur I ate and errthang wus straight.. Lata dat nite I decided ta wash Ryan up. I washed up arms and hands. I also washed hea neck. When I wus washin hea face I stopped ta look at it. I gave hea forehead a kiss.
Afta dat I sat in a chair beside hea. I wus lookin at some pics hea fans made and put dem on IG and tagged me ta dem.
Me-....... Todey it rained. Ya fans still stood outside fa ya... Ya have lots of fan mail and gifts..
I grabbed hea hand.
Me- When ya wake up I'll help ya read dem......
I played with hea fingas.
Me- Ava birthdey is in a couple weeks.... Hopefulley ya up by den.. Ritt, Riley, and Tracey took da kids bac ta da A a few deys ago....... I see how ya felt when I wus in da hospital.....
I looked up at hea.
Me- ....Please wake up soon...
I gave hea hand a kiss. I placed it beside hea and got up. I walked ta da window and closed da curtains. I turned on a lil lamp and laid down on da lil couch bed.
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Just Too Different Season Two
Fanfiction(In order to understand Season 2 you must read the first book. Just Too Different. It's located on my page. ) When two people from totally different backgrounds comes together as one.
