Alyne's pov:
''Why are you doing this?'' I asked him.
''Cause i care about you and if something happend i want to protect you.'' Han said stern.
''Yeah, but you can't protect me from everything, you know?'' I said my back turned to him.
''What do you mean?'' He asked me holden my shoulders while he turned me around.
''Things like sickness or illness, you can't protect someone from it, only morelikely helping to recover or get better.'' I said looking down.
''You're scaring me. Are you sick?'' He asked. I shook my head.
''Then what is it? Tell me, i want to understand what is wrong.'' Han said.
''He did it again.'' I said.
''He?'' He asked thinking. ''Your Ex?'' He asked. I nodded.
''He was at our concert. He send flowers. Immediately i let it get removed.'' I said. He nodded.
''You okay?'' He asked.
''I hate when he comes back.'' I said with tears coming.
''I know, I know.'' He said as he was hugging me.
We stood there for a while in the room just hugging. After i stopped with crying, he pulled away and looked at me. I wiped the tears on my face away.
''You're pretty.'' Jisung said out of nowhere. I laughed at the sudden comment.
''I am serious.'' He said, i looked at his face and he was serious. I just looked at him speechless.
After a few seconds of just looking each other in the eyes, he pushed his lips into mine. I was kinda shocked at his action, but then melted my lips into them, enjoying as long it lasted. We both know it can't happen just yet. It lasted for a few minutes and then we pulled away.
''I think we should go back.'' I said after a few seconds of silent. I wanted to walk back, but i noticed Han didn't move at all.
''What's wrong?'' I asked him.
''I don't know if i can keep up.'' He said.
''What do you mean?'' I asked him scaring me and i sit next to him.
''We like each other, but we can't, but we still like each other and staying away won't help.'' He said.
''I know. I don't like it either. But we really can't, It is a rule...'' I said trailing off.
''Can't we just keep it a secret?'' He asked.
''We can get easily caught. Especially by the others sitting in the room at the other side of the hallway.'' I said.
''We only tell them?'' He asked me.
''We could, but would they accept it?'' I asked him.
''I don't know, i hope they understand.'' Han said.
''Let's go back.'' I said. Han thought first and then stood up and we walked through the door and i open the door of my room as we walk inside, Han closed the door behind us and when he closed the door, he took my hand. I tried to let go, but he hold on strongly. I then let it happen.
''Everything alright?'' Lee know asked as we came into the room. We nodded.
''Uhhh??'' Grace said.
''Hmm? What's wrong?'' I asked her.
''Why are you two holding hands?'' She asked.
''He won't let go.'' I said immediately.
''Han, Why won't you let go?'' Chan asked.
''Hyung. I need to tell you something.'' Han started off.
''No, No no no no no no no. He doesn't need to tell you anything.'' I said as i covered his mouth. they looked weird and suspicious at us. Han took my hands so i couldn't cover anymore and he wrapped my arms around his waist and held it strong, so i couldn't let go.
''Jisung? What are you doing?'' Hyunjin asked.
''So she can't interrupped me with her hands.'' he said. Hyunjin face palmed.
''What do you want to tell me?'' Chan asked.
''Would you accept us?'' Jisung asked instant.
''Of course i accept you both? What do you mean?'' Chan asked.
''Would you accept us being together?'' Han asked first hesitating.
''Wait what?'' He asked.
''Jisung...'' I said trailing.
''No. We like each other. It's been a year. I can't take it anymore. Can we be together even if it means to be in secret?'' Han asked serious.
''A year? You like each other a year now?'' Chan asked, we both nodded.
''They kissed a year ago.'' Lee know said spilling.
''What?'' Felix asked. ''Why does he know and i don't?''
''Felix...'' I said.
''No. I think i'm gonna go.'' Felix said and he went out of the room.
''Felix!'' I said and i let go of Han and followed him into the hallway.
''Let me tell you.'' I said.
''Sorry Alyne. But now i think i need to go.'' He said, he started to walk away.
''I won't let you go.'' I said hugging from behind.
''Alyne, let go.'' Felix said.
''Noo, let me explain. Don't go mad. Don't walk away from me. Not you too. Don't leave me.'' I said starting to cry.
''I am not mad. I won't walk away. I just need to be alone right now. It's okay.'' He said.
''No it's not.'' I said crying. ''Don't go away.''
''I won't go away. I will just be in another hotel.'' He said and then he let go out of my hug and walked away. I fell down to the ground, sitting there crying. Then Seungmin came into the hallway.
''You okay?'' He asked me, i shook my head as i still watched Felix walk away.
''I will stay by him. Don't worry.'' Seungmin said patting my shoulder and then ran after Felix.
''Lynn.'' Grace said standing in the door.
''Grace....He walked away.'' I said crying on the floor.
''Come inside.'' She said as she picked me up from the floor and let me inside and she sat my down the chair again.
''Alyne...'' Lee know said looking down as he stand in front of me. ''I'm sorry.''
''It's okay. I should've told him, you're not at fault here.'' I said as i wiped my tears away.
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A/N
Hii. Kinda sad chapter, sorry. Still hope you liked it! <3
Stay safe and healthy! <3 And hydrate! <3
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Silent Cry ~ Han Jisung (Stray Kids)
FanfictionAlyne Lee is a girl who had a not really nice youth when her Parents divorced and had mental problems, luckily for her she has her best friend Grace, who helps her so much with everything happening in her life. But even though she loves her Best fri...
