|| ArjunaPriyā: Flames On The Waves || ✔️

|| Ashta: Hopes And Dreams ||

"Arjuna..." She whispered, taking his full attention as he looked up and found her sitting up on the bed. They gazed into each other's eyes, knowing that it was the last interaction that they would have before he left on the long exile and they couldn't form a single word on their tongue to bid farewell. Krishnaa clasped his palm in hers instinctively, though her mind was advising her to let him go, her heart refused to pay heed to sense and logic. She knew that if she appeared weak, he would turn weak too. Closing her eyes, she gathered all the strength that she had, and detached her hand from his.

Arjuna observed all the minute expressions and actions of hers, and immediately knew what she was going through. The longer he stayed, the longer they would have to survive just in the fear of separation. It was better to live in separation than fearing to live in separation. As soon as she left his hand, he stood up on his feet, his posture turning stiff and face holding an emptiness that his beloved had never witnessed on him before.

Krishnaa gulped nervously and rose from the bed, wondering if it was her Arjuna who was standing before her eyes. He had such a swift and sudden transformation in his demeanour that it scared her to a fault. The shade of renunciation on his features thickened, and he looked unapproachable. She knew that it was not genuine, he was probably striving hard to maintain that facade so that she didn't feel shaken. Masking her own trepidation, she nodded at him to indicate her support, and she doubted if she saw a flicker of smile on his unsmiling countenance.

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The flames of the aarati danced in the wind that was flowing furiously that noon as Krishnaa swirled the plate before Arjuna and applied a Tilaka of Kumkuma on his forehead, which was deprived of the moon-shaped Tilaka that he usually drew there. Both of their faces lacked emotion which would have consumed them otherwise. She handed the plate to the handmaiden standing beside her and joined her palms as she looked up at him. He acknowledged with an imperceptible smile once again, and glanced at his mother and brothers for one last time. Joining his hands before the elders once more, he turned around and started walking out of the palace gates.

Krishnaa tried to step ahead and call him out in a futile attempt to stop him as his figure would vanish out of her sight in no time. But she had remembered the statement that he had made about her bond with him, that the bond can never be a barrier in his path of penance. The poignant words that he had spoken and her own wish that he stayed focused on his path, chained her from taking any further action. She knew how important this exile was for him, and she had to respect his truth.

Taking deep breaths to calm herself down, she spun on her heels and without looking back, she walked quickly towards her chambers and locked herself inside, deciding to let her grief flow out of her heart. Pritha and the four Pandavas recognized the significance of letting her stay alone for the time being and went about with their own routines and duties.

Arjuna had reached the threshold of Indraprastha when the loud shout of a known voice rang in his ears. He looked in that direction and was astonished to find the Brahmana whose cattle he had restored, along with a large group of people, the subjects of Indraprastha.

"PrithaNandana," the Brahmana walked towards him and bowed down sorrowfully. "I didn't know that you had to make such a big sacrifice to ensure that our welfare. I had injured you with my language yet you had shown compassion and empathy towards me. We are remorseful and saddened for having to see our protector leave us!"

"You were innocent and ignorant of the intricacies of the royalty. I had told you already that I have never thought that you are blameworthy for anything. If anyone is responsible for my fate, it was my hurry and my mental state back then. Please stay free from guilt and remorse. My family will protect you all, and in turn, I want you all to protect them in every way you can."

Leaving the subjects with lowered heads, the Commander-in-chief of Indraprastha vanished into the distance, leaving his home and his family behind. Back at the palace, Krishnaa sunk her head into the pillow which was dampened with the flow of her tears. Her dreams and hopes, expectations and wishes, all of them which were associated with Arjuna, shattered mercilessly and scattered carelessly in the darkness of her vision. Placing a protective hand on her womb to prevent any force, she clutched the pillow tighter with another hand and cried her heart out till she felt that no more tears would come out.

Hopes and dreams did more harm than good, but would there be life if there is no hope or dream?

She knew that it was Iccha Shakti that drives Karma, and the pain of shattered dreams is but another layer of life that one needs to accept and move on. She would need time to recover from the blow but she would definitely rise again, and rebuild the dreams for the future when her beloved would return to her after twelve years.

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