[codename]:Lolly

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I sat down beside him, and instantly Baekhyun faced me, putting his hand on my forehead. "Your fever is gone~," He said cheerfully. "Now, let's eat, okay?"

Baekhyun held my hand and guided me to the dining table. He pulled out a chair and pushed me down, while Chanyeol sat down in front of me. Sehun when to my microwave to warm up something. Baekhyun sat down beside me and took my hand, stealing my attention from Sehun.  Baekhyun's eyes were warm, like Hobi, the opposite of Chanyeol, who was looking at me with no expression on his face.

"Are you happy? Coming back home?" Baekhyun asked. I nodded and gave him a small smile. "Honestly, I don't want to let you stay here alone, you know I care about you, right?"

"I know. I'm just an orphan, no one cares about me as you do besides my cousin, so thank you for that." I said sincerely.

"Then, let's go back to Lay's house," he said as his thumb caressed my hand. "I know you were lonely. You weren't happy, that's why I let you leave the house. But the situation now isn't in our favor and unfortunately, you are getting dragged into it. I care about you, Yuri. You don't know how scared I was when Sunghak took you from us and I don't want that to happen again."

"Why do you care so much when I bring disadvantage to your group? Sunghak let me go, it means you trade me with something, right? He must demand something from you." Baekhyun's eyes widened but I continue. "I know where I stand right now, oppa. Your group is powerful, I can tell, I get it when Kai says you have enemies, waiting for a chance to bring you down. Me being Kai's girlfriend, it's kind of a weakness for your group. I'm just a weak girl, who doesn't know how to defend myself, I must be an easy target for your enemies and that can be very disadvantaging. I just.. if you lose something because of me.."

I lowered my gaze, looking at Baekhyun's hand which was holding mine.

"Yuri.." He touched my chin, to make me look at him. "Are you worried about us?"

"All of my life, I just live with my cousin. We just have each other. Never in my life, someone cares for me as much as my cousin. Looking at me warmly like how you looking at me now. I'm not used to it, receiving attention from someone else besides my cousin, it's foreign to me. My cousin is always working hard, to earn money for us and I'm sorry about him. I hate that I'm being a burden to him, or someone else. I don't want someone to use me to bring you down. I just.." I trailed off.

Wow, Yuri, what a lot of blatant lies..

I looked at him, I couldn't decipher what was in his eyes, what he was thinking. Then I looked at Chanyeol, he was looking at me with narrowed eyes.

"Kai-sunbae must be hating me right now, him not coming with you guys say it all. Sorry, oppa, I don't want to leave with you."

"Yuri.." Baekhyun said my name softly.
I looked at Baekhyun again. How could someone like Baekhyun be this sweet to me? Why does he care so much?

"Hyung, give her time," Sehun said. Sehun was standing beside the small bar, watching us with a tray in his hand. He came closer and put the tray in front of me. There was porridge, a plate of kimchi, and a bowl of hot soup with a glass of water. "I'll stay here with her tonight."

After watching me finish my dinner and take the med, Baekhyun and Chanyeol left the apartment. I and Sehun were standing near the window, watching the pouring rain outside.