Mafia Heiress ✔️

Chapter 41

Thank you for still sticking with this book. I love you all so much.

... Love is a must but relationship is by choice.

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I've been in darkness for a while. Let me admit, I enjoy it.
It's pure peace.
No enemy here in my own darkness. I don't want to return.
I've been hearing what everyone says but I just can't say anything.
If I was to wake up, I will tell all of them that your own darkness is pure peace and I love it in here and will return to my darkness for eternity.
How ever, I've been hearing some tears that just seem to wake me up.
Camy.
She's been crying non-stop and it burns my soul.
I rescued her but I haven't had a proper conversation with her.
No I can't leave.
With that thought it's like something rushed through my head.
My head ached a lot and I wanted to scream.
What even made it worse was when I felt something crawling inside me.
It's like my blood has began to move and it's trying to reconnect to my body but it's very painful.
So painful that I yearned for the eternal darkness again.
My breathing ceased but everything was trying to move in me.
My hearts beat began to beat very slowly.
Very faint but I could feel it.
In the darkness I only saw my blood through my own eyes and it was driving me insane.
I all of a sudden I heard a scream and it was no one else but Max's.
The scream scared the hell out of me but all that pain I was feeling ceased when I heard everyone crying and ranting to me.
I wanted to reply, asking them what's is their problem but I couldn't.
And again the pain surged through me.
I heard someone move to my side and began to speak.
It was Max. His voice can never go unrecognized by me.
My heart beats began to pick up it pace as my brain began to also relax reducing the pain.
Everything he said got to me.
And I realized how selfish and wicked I was for deciding to be in the darkness of eternity.
The people I was going to hurt.
How could I be so stupid. What even melted my heart was when he said the three letter words.
"I love you" I really wanted to say something on that one but I couldn't. If I make it out of this darkness I'm sure going to hunt him with his own words.
I no longer felt the pain and I felt normal but however I was so impatient that with a sudden force I rose from the bed and I shut my eyes immediately because of the white light.
And I heard a "SWEET JESUS" scream with a loud beep,beep sound. 
Gently I open my eyes and two people immediately ran out.
Yeah the dead rose.
I Chuckle.
The first eye I met where the ones I can never stop staring at.
The rare gray ones that look red and puffy this time.
I looked around and saw everyone except from my mum which I don't even want to think about. She left us. Couldn't even stand and fight with us.
"What's up family?" I ask and gently laid back down.
"Oh my God" Everyone one gasps and I had Camy, Xavier and my dad's arm around me trying hard not to let the tears drop.
Max still seems to be in shock as he stands with his knees.
Everyone seem shocked and a bit distant for a second and the next minute when they realized I'm literally still alive they came rushing to me.
"You're alive!"
"Thank God"
"Are you okay"?
"Why scare us like that"
"I thought I lost you"
"Don't ever leave me please"
Oh God, my family is dramatic but I just smile and nod.
For a reason I feel fine just severe body pains when I move. I think I'll be fine.
"I'm fine" i assure them.
I received multiple kisses and talks from my family but the ones I wanted to hear the most was Max.
I did hear when my family's own was over.
"Kiana. You scared the shit out of me" he tells me and cups my face.
"Do you know how I felt. Damn please don't ever do that again. Don't ever leave me." I couldn't even speak and my plan to hunt and tease him with the I love you he said was even over as I felt weak in my knee as he embraced me. Wow.
So he cared.
I now believe when they said a tough's guy love is weak.
I like it though.
He laid his head on my chest as he murmurs for only me to hear.
"You're the oxygen I need to survive, I'll be honest...I love you Kiana" and my dangerous heart skip a beat at those words. Again.
"You don't have to say it ba–"
I cut him him off with a kiss.
And damn it was so good.
I pulled away when I tried to remember the last time I brushed but the thought deciphered when he pulled me into him again not giving a damn.
"I love you too"
I whispered into his ear and got lost.

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I wish I could end here but Crucifero is still alive 🤦
What have I done 😭

Who else realized a song lyrics in this chapter.
•Love nwantiti

~Jackie