“ how can something be so fragile and so broken at the same time ? ”
JUNGKOOK'S POV :
“look at him , look at what you have done ! He's covered in bruises , he starts crying the second he's conscious , he even asked me to kill him !!! He wanted to die because of how much you hurt him jungkook , do you think you deserve to be forgiven !?” hyung said his voice laced with disgust .
I stood there momentarily shocked , guilt rushing through my body for damaging the boy ...he looked so fragile yet broken.
I was blinded from my own anger and betrayal that i took it on a person who didn't deserve it .
I was ashamed of myself , when i come to think of it jimin had been nothing but kind towards me ...he took care of me when i got nightmares he held my hand he cooked for me , he even stayed up the whole night once when i got sick ...but i , i always kept on taking advantage of his kindness and kept on hurting him again and again .
I just wanted to apologise to him even though i knew , it was too late ...the damage has been done.
Now... even if he forgives me i wouldn't be able to forgive myself...jin hyung won't forgive me .
Jin hyung...i broke his trust he won't ever look at me the same...i lost everything , there's nothing left now.
I could feel my heart hurting everything was too much , i never wanted to hurt jimin to this extent , i don't even clearly remember what got to me ...or why i did this to him.
I couldn't look up , i just stayed standing there looking down as i was ashamed of what i did .
‘ just go before he wakes up, i don't want him to see you ’ jin hyung said in a tired voice .
That's when jimin suddenly started to squirm in his sleep he suddenly started screaming and rambling inchoerent words.
Jin hyung rushed to him trying to calm him down while he screamed .
It was the first time i had seen him like this ... i didn't like seeing him in this state .
And the worst of it all was that i knew that i was the reason he was like this ...
He soon regained his consciousness opening his eyes as he looked at jin hyung in horror , he quickly moved towards hyung hugging him as he sniffled .
‘ h-hyung ’ he managed to say , he sounded so broken and lost .
Jin hyung looked at him with guilt in his eyes as he stroked his hairs softly...
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𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 || 𝐉𝐢𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤 ( completed )
Fanfiction❝ Please no-no please stop , it hurts please ❞ jimin cried out as a strong hand fisted into his soft brown hairs making him whimper in pain . ❝ don't try to disobey your master , ever again !! ❞ jungkook growled throwing him on the hard floor . ❝...