THE BLACK DWELLER

CHAPTER 17: My Guest

Benjamin P.o.v

"How is she?" I asked Kimberly one of the maids who had been working here for a some time now.

"She has fallen fast asleep on the floor inside of your bedroom sir" she responded "she has taken the two pills that I've left with her she might be asleep for a while" she adds

"Okay you may leave" I told her sitting at the same spot inside the kitchen.

I couldn't help but reminisce on how me mentioning her family caused her to react that way, was it even because of that? Or was it the headache hitting harder because it was part of the healing process like Ricky said, and not because of my question.

Did I caused this?

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Opening the bed room door I saw her laying on the floor sleeping peacefully as if nothing happen. Closing the door behind me and staring at her as she slept peacefully I couldn't help but to admire how beautiful she looked when she's like this sleeping.

Stooping down next to her I gently brush my hands over her light-skin brushing the Strawn of brown hair out of her face. Picking her up bride style I place her on my bed and covered her tiny body under my blanket.

She lets out a low warm breath of air and I felt the hair on my skin stands. And sudden I felt the urge to lay there next to her, I want to know everything about her. she never seems to stop to amaze me, Even when she isn't even trying.

"Kiss her you know you want to... " My intrusive voice tried to convince
"just imagine how her lips might taste
Fresh, like melons maybe? Sweet cherry flavour perhaps " it adds

Leaning in, I gently rub my finger against her light pink lips, tracing the outline of it. How badly I want to put my dic- No what am I even thinking.

I frooze deep in my track when I realize how weird I was acting. just an inch away from her lips. Is how close I realize I've gotten to Rissa as she slept innocently believing she's safe.

"Gosh I feel like a big bad horny wolf." I thought to myself

"Goodnight princess" I utter lowly after I placing soft kisses on her forehead
And turning the lamp on then leaving.

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Entering Jax's room I laid in the bed while scanning the room that I barely even entered I had to sleep here for the night since Risa is currently in my room and it would be super weird for her if she happens to wake up and realizes she has been sleeping beside the person who made her headaches worse...

Sighing lowly I couldn't help thinking about how soft she must feel, hitting my self in the face i argued with myself how horrible I am, how could I be think about her in that manner when she's having a shitty day because of me.

Why am I Soo horny all the time?...
Oh Never mind that I think already know why.
It's because I've not yet found the person I want to stay with and spend all my life with as yet, the person I wouldn't mind fucking over and over And over and grow old together with..
the person I want to spend my life with is not yet found... so that's why am now straying... I tried to explain to apart of me that still keep asking me why.

"Nope that was a shitty explanation" I thought..

I went back to my room where Risa was still sleeping and went to the closet and took out some clothes and left. I was now back inside Jax's bedroom, heading for a quick shower. After I finish I dress my self in an underpants and my sweatpants and a shirt.