The Great Pretender

Chapter 16: Show Me How Sorry You Are

Kamila

Miguel Del Russo is a dïckhead.

Iyon ang nasa isipan ko habang nakahiga ako sa gitna ng malambot na kama. Fortunately, we didn't actually destroy my bed, napunit lang ang bedsheets at nahulog lamang ang kutsyon sa sahig. I didn't have to worry about that, dahil habang naliligo ako noong isang araw, you know, after we did what we did, ay siya na mismo ang naglinis ng kagagawan namin. Miguel put the bed back, put in new sheets, fixed the bedside table, and cleaned the shattered lampshade, and replaced it with an identical one from the other room.

I could say that he's really nice and a gentleman, but he's a dîckhead for saying shît to me yesterday. I am not jealous that he's going around right now and having fun with his stupid hoès.

I am upset and very angry because the idea of him just moving from my püssy to another took a blow on my ego. The way that he said things to me felt so insulting, and there is no way in hell na papayag ako na wala akong rebuttal.

In fact, I have been thinking kung paano ako makakabawi. Nahirapan ako dahil obviously, hindi ko na pwedeng gawin ang old tricks ko. If I break a camera, he will know I want his attention because I want him to see something. So, I paced and did many thinkings....until after many hours, I came up with a little uncertain plan.

I said uncertain because I am not even sure if he's gonna see it, but I have to at least try.

So then, I took my clothes off and positioned myself right directly into that camera's way.

"Oh, fück, Jacob..." I moaned as I laid on the soft bed. My hand is between my thighs. I don't even know a single Jacob in my life. It's just the first name that came to mind.

And I hope he is watching, because I'd really like to step on his ego, like he did on mine.

And I was right, dahil tatlumpung minuto ang lumipas ay narinig ko ang padabog na pagbukas ng front door. Ngingisi-ngisi akong nag-bihis, at perky na naglakad pababa ng hagdanan. Nang tuluyan kong maabot ang first floor ay naabutan ko siyang nakatayo malapit sa nakasarang pintuan.

Kahit na kinakasuklamaan ko siya ngayon ay hindi ko maitatanggi na gwapo ang loko, kahit na simple lamang ang suot niya ay bagay na bagay sa kanya iyon. The black fitted shirt suited his strong upper body, meanwhile his stone washed denim jeans hugged his athletic and long legs.

"Sino si Jacob?" Tanong niya habang magkasalubong ang kanyang makakapal na mga kilay. If I was naive, I'd think he's jealous, but I do know that this is his precious hurt ego talking.

I folded my arms and craned my neck to meet his dark gaze.

"If you could move on so easily, so do I." Nakangisi kong sagot na ikinatiim bagang niya. "I may not have the outside resources like you, but I have this," Tinuro ko ang aking sentido gamit ang aking hintuturo, my eyes never left his green orbs. "At bakit nandito ka? Hindi na ba masaya sa piling ng mga babae mo, hm?" That came out a little bit bitter than I intended.

Mas lalong nagdilim ang kanyang mukha. I inhaled sharply when he stepped closer, his manly scent invading my nose.

"So, Jacob is an imaginary man?" Tinaasan niya ako ng kilay.

I dramatically sighed and relaxed my hands on my sides.

"He's a man from uni. I fooled around with him before I dropped out." I am lying because I hated hørny college boys.

"Büllshît, I took your virginity." Galit niyang sagot.

"Hm, just because you're my first here," I tapped my mound. "You think you're special?"  I mockingly used his line on him.